Worries...

It's been a few days now..
Whenever i see things..
I feel as though if many of them aren't going the right way..
It's not as it's supposed to be..

Why?
You may ask..
I can hardly give or find an answer..

They just aren't..

Tell me..
How many times have you looked at a help less creature..
Be it a human being..
Or anything..
Seeing them struggle..
Grasping for air..
Reaching out for help..
And you can't do anything..

For those who have encountered such things..
Such experiences..
It cannot be explained..

Whenever you do anything..
During the day or night..
You feel insecure..
You worry..
Subconsciously..
You think..
Wonder..
"What can be done?"
And how..

All may seem alright..
Great..
But the flip side is always devastating..
Horrible..
Unexplainable..

I empathise so much that i too am feeling the hurt..
It's as though it's my fault..
For some inexplicable error..
Or mistake..
Directly..
Or indirectly..
It's my fault..

I allowed this to happen..
Although i did not wish to..
But still..
Fate played a game with me..
Cruel and bitter..

I had to go through the agony..
The gruesome hurt that has engulfed my worries..
For i too feel the same..
I am so hurt..

For those who didn't go through such things..
I wish you all the best..
For i see many people..
Who without the touch..
The factor..
Unable to understand why things are going this way..
And yet..
They still accepted it..
They treated as if it's God's will..
Accepting fate..

Sometimes i feel that fate has a weird way of going through things..
Like how you're there and not being able to do a thing..
How it hurts you to see a young bird fall from a tree and dying..
The mother bird doesn't care much..
She has too many young ones to care for..

The sight froze..
The slow descending flight..
Towards death..
Towards a new life..

It must have been painful for those who look at it..
But for the little one..
It's just part and parcel of life..
It accepted it..
Gave some struggle..
And gave up..

Prior to everything, has an ending..
How things are going to end..
How situations are going to end..
How human actions affect the world around us..

Hey..
You never know..
Maybe you think you're insignificant..
Small and weak..
One you couldn't possible do much..

But NO..
Each and every small action..
Gesture, feeling, thought..
May affect everything..
Many things occur because of one person..
One situation which doesn't permit it..
It happened..
And you just have to face it..

You have thoughts..
You think..
The more you think, the more u feel unsafe..
Being unsafe creates a barrier between you and the world..
Not being able to understand why..
You fear for the consequence..
You do not know if you are able to take the blow..
You try to escape..
Run away from life..
But life is cruel..
It doesn't allow that..
It will want you to face..
Face what you have created..

Many People care for you..

They Love you..

They just can't say it out..

The only way left is to express..

And it depends on how much you see and absorb..

How well you accept your surroundings..

I too face the same situation..
I feel insignificant..
But i can't help but think this way..
The blame goes to mi..
Falls on me like a heavy guilt..
The worst thing is that it's not physical..

The moment i realise it..
It seemed as though the world came crushing down on me..