ARGHHHHHH~~

WHY AM I SO SUAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ARGHHHH

Read this? Read again..

good morning?
cuz it's an early morning..

maybe recently i just wanted some time off..
to think..

the mind plays many tricks..
i dint noe until i fell in..
hmmm..

nothing else mattered..
cuz i basically did wad i felt like doing..
i played with abandon..
couldn't care for myself either..

yes..
i continued to learn..
and i found out many good things that are yet to be found..
because i do what i love..
and i lived as if this is all there is..

this time off was different..
don't compare it to previous times..
i need a break..
to think..
to really find myself..

i don't hate you..
i don't think negative..
and i'm happy for you..

i have absolutely no reason to feel bad..
none at all..
that's why i said i have improved..
the results say so..
i can see it..

there may been some " awkwardkish" air around..
cuz we all love face..
yea yea i know..
i'm stubborn..
BUT..
i hope this clears..
seriously i do..
i wanna see the big smile..
the big smile on your face..
all over again..
just like the cat..

i see the many drawings pasted on the wall..
whenever i do, i'll smile..
unknowingly..
it just brings much happiness to me..

don't fret..
all is not lost..
i just took a vacation off to visit god..

cheers pal~
a toast to the many fun times ahead..
and the many laughters yet to be found..

believe me.
i am back.

DO YOU?

do you check your watch 2 minutes after checking your watch?

do you switch tv channels dozens of times during commercial break?

has anyone ever told you.. " slow down.. ur gobbling ur food!!"

yes??
then maybe ur one of those fast paced people..
people who can't really appreciate life..
if you may..
please stop..
and look around you..

you will see what you will deem as..
Calm & Peace

- for your wandering soul.. Nina -

Silent..

i hear the wind howling..
i see the birds flying..
and the trees swaying..
all to the rhythm of the early morning atmosphere..

guess what??
here we are..
unable to get to sleep..
unable to rest..

it's kinda painful to think that it is so..
but hey..
who knows..

i know..
that forever and ever..
it shall stay this way..
it will never change..

just as how the wind always blows..
the birds always hunt in the morning..
and trees to the beat of the night wind..

funny and weird to think maybe..
i am thinking..
maybe..
a little too much..

" if only just a little more"

if only this phrase would work..
IF..

well..
IF is a powerful word..
can you use it?
can you stop the winds from playing the melody i hear?
even if you can..
Will you?

^^

today was rotting as usual..
but dint think that still got ppl wan to pei mi on a sunday afternoon..
hahaha..
my saviours~
love u guys alot~

yeah~
yl came and fetched mi and sher go meet fulin..
hohoho..
he jus come back frm training..
lol..

yl so pia de..
mi and sher very exclaimed..
cuz he not happy wif 3.97 gpa..
he wants 4..
omg lo..
slap slap~
siao gin na..
hahaha..

in the end went CP..
eat and eat and eat..
until i damn bloated..
lols..
and after tat can u imagine wad we do???
we went to popular to slack for whole dunno 3 hrs??
i sit there stare at 1 chinese book..
for kids i think..
and i actually dunno how to read lo..
omgs..
can go bang wall..
lols..

i feel i a bit ar..
no hope liaos..
-_-

but anyways, got ppl spend the afternoon wif mi~~
i so happy ler..
damn contented..

tml will noe wad stupid frontline i get into liao..
sian sian again..
but at least i think got things to do..
better than none..

=D
Lovely~

hohoho..
in yl's car~
seee a gong gong face..
darn funny..
hahahaha..
i jus take only she move away liao..
haha..

see this book??
lols..
the cover damn cute lo..
at first i cannot figure is sheep or cow..
hahahs..
then in the end i pick up read..
wa lao..
every 10 words mus stop once..
totally CMI lar~

i love holy np ppl..

Oley forever rawks!!

^^

FB

I AM BORED.
BORED..
BORED...
VERY BORED
很无聊 !!!!!!!
-_-

im so bored tat i couldn't write anything more.
guess posting should be lesser.
damn fucking rotting.
fuck holidays..
go to hell..
-_-

OIC

read this a month and i guess you'll get why..
it was meant to be given..
given out..

yea..
it's quite true..
and i have no hold backs..
i've given everything..
and i got quite contented..
rather happy though..
so it doesn't really matter how it goes..
as long as it's fine..
i will definitely be fine..
=)

well do note that if i don't write this post now..
i will forget it..

so yeap..
early is still better..
and i do wish you..
a very happy journey ahead..
=)

Tired..

TOOOOO tired ler..

lols..
today i walked for 7 hours straight i think?
no stop der..
waaaa my feet breaking ler..
red and bruised paw i have..

but today was very informative..
i gained alot of updates and info..
lols..
damn fun day oso..

too bad sher cannot join us lo..

u at sch do wad lar~

nex time pon sch..

LOL..

hahaha..

we wad oso go and see..
hahaha..
went vivo..
saw alli's sister there too..
wad a small world..

but we only said hi and bye~
lols..

today watch beowulf lar..
damn gd movie..
the CG animation was darn good..
looked really real though..
like ' KAP ' out of the real actors..
hahaha..
nice movie~

but hor..
the grendel damn ugly lar..
so er xin..
stupid monster..
LOLS~

hahaha..
today shop until wad oso can giv comments..
no buy much ba..
jus bought a container of jelly beans..
lols..

yeah!!
tired but fun..
=)

End of the day.. Start of the next?? =)

today was half slack and half nice..
hahaha..

the slack part was playing a stupid game for the whole morning..
but the fun part was going out to eat~
=D

really enjoyed my meal..
cuz i haven't really had a nice nice meal in a long long time..
kinda missed it..
it wasn't the food..
it was the atmosphere..
and perhaps the person..
^^

well tml should be nice..
going out wif miss ho~
sissy ho..
hohohoho..
LOL..
=x

go shop walk slack watch~!
will end up spending more money..
again~
LOL
hahaha..
slacking wif friends is just different..
u have someone to talk to..
sometimes when in school oso damn bored..
cos everyone so hardworking..
keep looking at the lecturer..
lolz..

hahaha..
holidays are just damn slack though..
faster over..
i want go front line!!~

lols..
slack at home will make mi moody..
later anyhow blast my temper then no gd liaos..
i may rupture a blood vessel..
LOL~
hope not..

=)
i wanna stay happy..
and i can be happier..
yeah~
* twist *
[''\

i only got 3 clawz~
=D

Exploration

i just thought of it..
but there are many to do things before i die..
LOL..
call mi weird..
but tis is it..
i love to explore..
^^

i wanna...
see the sunrise at the south pole..
backpack around the world..
live in Italy for 1 year..
climb mount Everest..
explore the underwater seas..
walk across the dessert..
see a rainbow at night..
meditate in a Himalayan cave..
kayak through the jungle swamp..
visit all the pyramids in Egypt..
be a Shepard for a day..
watch the sunset in Australia's country side..
visit the largest strawberry garden..

LOL..
too many to name..
hahaha..
but..
i really hope i can do the above before i die..
^^
it would make mi really really happy..



bored post~

Done suppering~

finished supper ler..
yl drove mi home..

today damn tired lo..
chiong so many places..
now i feel busy..

but tml is gonna be a slack day again~
LOL..
sianz..

btw
thanks for the night~
=D

Busy day~

today is a very busy day arr..
morning went out soooo damn early..
go eat dim sum again~~
but tis time go wif my mama..
lols..

later i become a big fat piggy..
^^

after tat met some friends for lunch~
LOL..
today eat alot liaos..
really a lot..

waaa..
when reach home already 3pm ler..

BUT~~
afternoon rain until like hell la..
waa..
i decided to take a small nap de..
5 plus leh..
the rain pouring down like cats and dogs..
the damned thunder so darn loud!!!
lol..
i got nice nice dream de lo..
come and wake mi up..
mei liang xin de weather..
RAWR~~

wad to do leh..
the pawz decided to print a bear bear shirt..
haha..
when it is completed i will wear to school~~~

i look at the bear pic..
i wan to hug it~~
LOL..
IT'S TOO DARN CUTE LAR~~
i love it lo..
soooooo roundy de bear..
hahas..

thanks someone for making the bear so cute~~~
XDD

i hope the final product on the shirt will be nice..
the uncle seemed nice enough~
LOL~

after making the shirt i paked home~
haha.. when i reach home is 10 plus liao..
hao lei arr..
energy draining..
but fun~
haha..

but maybe later going out again~~
LOL..
meet for supper..
=D

my friends~~
long long time no see hor..
lols..
letz all go play~~~
XDDD

Gary and Adeline~ Blissful couple~

Today was cuz wedding~~~
waaaa...
wad a happy day..
today we all took alot of photos..
LOL~~

but too bad the photos during the wedding ceremony at the church de not wif me~~~

but..

CONGRATS~~~

^^

=DDDD

here~~

the above photo is the bride and groom..

Gary and Adeline~~

bride hao piao liang ar~

^^

taken when entering Goodwood park hotel's Tudor ballroom~

their wedding cake~~

all of it is the cake lo.. LOLs..

make mi wanna steal a bite..haha..

after pouring the champagne..

toasting to each other~

my funky dad and big fat bro~ LOL

mi and my mom~

^^

my bro and i doing the stupid face~ LOL

he looks extremely like a hippo wif horns.. look at his hair sticking out.. bwahaha..

* Twist * ^^

ahhhhh~~

finally, the first dish..

starving to death liaos~~ LOL

the wedding souvenir~

u noe wads inside???

hahaha..

is actually a long and small metal spoon with a heart attached on top..

very sweet gift~

the spoon is used to scoop ice cream de..

=D

ack!!

daddy snapshot mi from behind.. LOL

dunno wad i doing.. looking at flowers maybe~

in the car on our way home~~

i came across tis street..

so i took it down..

haha..

nowadays Singapore cannot really see such a street ler..

see the houses..

so old fashion type..

^^

overall today is a very happy day..

Grats cuz~

=D

Happy honeymoon~~

wahaha~

Afternoon tea.. bad bad bad..

jus had afternoon tea wif L.I and jj
long time no see..
lol..
LI's hair become so long and spiky..
wahaha..
wan to act yan dao..
LOL..
^^

today's tea was exceptional..
you know why???
-_-
i think the waiter put some poison inside my drink lo..
now my stomach feels extremely not ok..
like kena poison liaos..
diaos..

dun go the hougang mall the xiao xuan feng..
HEI DIAN!!!!
eat u up nvm..
service still so sux..
-_-

the order dunno take how many thousand years to arrive lo..
as if the chef stay on the moon..
then the food they cook liao jus throw down to earth..
cos when the food land on my plate, it was sooooo anyhow..
-_-
the piece of meat can slide all the way to the very left hand side of the plate..
and no one bothered to do anything about it..
lol..

i looked at the waiter..
he looked at me..
then u noe wad he did??
he jus shook the plate to make the meat go back the center..
MANY MANY DOTS..
i immediately sian diao..
-_-

spoil my appetite still wanna poison me!!!
i going to use my pawz to sue tis company..
until it guan men da ji!!!!

rawr..
the accompany was great..
but the food sux..
bleah..
guess the day balances out huh?

cheers buds~

Dun scare mi like that..

waaa.
u wondering why i wake up so early?
it's becos i jus recieved a msg frm mythilli..
AUDREY DUN HAV THE REPORT~
oh shit lo..
if so i hav to re do..

Lucky it was a false alarm..
deadline is less than 3 hrs away..
if u ask mi to re do..
I WILL DIE!!

and happy ar..
u audi too long liao..
play until gong gong..
hahaha..

nex time dun eat ice cream while playing..
later u puke all out..
LOL..
talk on the phone oso got prob..
muahaha..
i am laughing~

lols..
that's for a hectic project morning..
afternoon should be better..
=)

LOL~

today i went eating wif bao bao..
^^
went red star restaurant..
waaa..
so much food..
we ate alot of dim sum..
and like half a roasted duck??

lols..
the duck super nice hao ma..
super crispy..
the meat is so tender lo..
haha..
it made my saliva flow and flow..
i think can contain into 1 big big bucket and water the flowers..
LOL..

then we went chinatown walk walk..
waaa..
so many things to see..
got those ppl ar.. super pro..
use leg and draw..
he can use hands oso..
haha..
but he dun want use..
he train until both his arms and legs super flexible..

stupid bao bao!!
say wan eat san sui..
OMG~~~
hao ke lian de turtle..
i see liao pa pa..
then drag her away..
lols..
u xian hai da zi ran..
gai si ar..
later not long after her retribution come liao..
she no see the glass and bang into it..
muahahahaha..
i laugh until my teeth almost drop..
LOL
XDDDDD

the sound so loud lo..
GONG~
all the ppl look at us..
wahaha..
i pretend i dunno her..

so we went shopping..
FENG KUANG GOU WU~!!!!

shop like siao la..
i think i spent like 500 today..
my money all fly away liaos..
suddenly it grow alot of wings..
lols..

simi sai oso buy..
like some super crazy duo..

shop at chinatown still not enough..
later on went vivo..
when we reach there liao then found out hor..
WE GOT NO MORE MONEY LEFT~
cannot spend liao..
later pok diao..
-_-
diaosssss...
ahahahaha..
so we went window shopping..

comment on the aunties..
disiao stranger..
lol..
still act childish sit on the barney car..

damn funny lar..
over 18 liao..
look like 8 yr old kids..
hahaha..
but overall was fun..

FUN FUN DAY~~
haha..
after tat bao bao drove mi home..

i buy so many things until i cannot carry leh..
my maid had to come down..
lols..
siao kia..

hao hao wan ar today..
nex time should ask jo go oso..
later become spend 1k..
-_-

LOL..
i mus learn how to control myself..
忍！！！！
haha..
thanks for accompanying mi today~~
=D
loves~~~~

tml meet L.I..
he teach mi more~~
waa..
fruitful fruitful~


-------------------
u said u were sorry, so i hope nex time no such things ler..
i shant hold it against u..
u are still, important..
no pain, no gain right?

For everyone.. cuz we all need it..

i found this on a webbie just now..
rather true though..
words and it's meanings..

-Anger-
A self- created disturbance of the energy of your consciousness when any desire is not fulfilled.
When you believe you have been hurt by another,
or when you believe you have lost something which was never yours ( in truth, you cannot posses anything),
which is everything that is not you.

-Peace-
The core state of you, the spiritual being.
That which can never be lost or taken from you,
but which you lose awareness of.
It is the very ground of your being and is also your power.

-Forgiveness-
What you believe you have to do when you believe someone has hurt you,
or what you might want others to give you when you believe you have hurt them.
It is an act of the love that you are,
which ultimately does not need to act in this way.
This is because the truth is that,
No one can hurt YOU,
No one can touch YOU.
If there is hurt, you just made yourself feel so..


In truth the only 'real' forgiveness is the realisation that love is what you are and love can never be hurt.
Love is forgiving, which means ' for giving'.
When you forget this truth, you life becomes ' for getting'
That is when the illusion of hurt is born..

You were never hurt.
You thought you were hurt, and so u were.

Peace is- Love does- Truth guides- Happiness rewards

ONG W** S**, u noe who u are..

hey..
get tis straight ok..
i gave u face hor..
so i dint scold u..

i say u..
ol kena by u, u very happy isit?
say liao si beh wu seh isit?
we spent time over all tis and kena scolded by u?
dun act big oso..

na beh la..
make mi so du lan..
should not hav wasted my time on u lo..
i really hope u reflect..
i hav no patience now..
dun come and disiao mi..

be responsible for ur own actions wad..
u think this is wad..
game ar?
can play ar?
!@#$%^&*()_+
of cos wad u sow is wad u reap la..
zzz

i really dun wish to repeat tis again..

and tis is the final straw..

the next time i'm not going to tolerate all this crap..

...

wa lao eh..
so much dai ji??
u guys want mi to die isit?

%^*&!@#$%^&**()_
CW wif 5 ppl??
i think i cannot tahan lo..
so many external factors..

in house i have house problems..
buds have buds problems..
Flings have fling problems..

i just wished myself dead..
and i hope my wish comes true

Wrong?

jus talked to kc..
it seems like there are many problems now..
maybe it doesn't seem big at the moment..
but soon it will..
she says it probably will..

i wonder how does it feel like to put on a false front seriously..
ur life has just turned up side down..
and yet it seems like nothing happen..
you do things which you normally dun do..
well i do..
but then tats overboard..
have you ever considered about the others..
or rather spare a thought for them?
cos i dun see that in ur actions..

kc was right..
we were like flings..
a moment ago it was there..
now it's gone..
it's like this sudden discussion that made mi realise alot of things..
about alot of ppl and events..

where you always get the moment of happiness..
then it's gone..
empty..
DANG..
you noe..
we had a pretty big impact on each other..
just that it's not noticed..

maybe we felt like it was time already..
dragging on isn't really the way..
sometimes too, we feel that there is no trust at all..
so hey..
if u really think so..
really percieve in your own thoughts..
submerge urself in ur own world..
ignore others..
being emo..
not picking urself up..

then we will have to give you a tight slap on ur face..
we hate to shower care and concern over someone who doesn't appreciate it..
but we can't leave you to die..
if you really want to die, then do it after i die..

learn to pick up urself ok..
the world is not perfect..
u think u live in wonderland??

u think u will be super lucky everyday?

u think u will be smiling everyday?

u think everyone gets wad ur smiling at?
u think every is as blissful as before?
u think u will not fall down?
or u think there will always be a saviour to save you?

NONE..
let mi tell u again..
none of this will happen..
becos tis is a realistic society..
u slap someone..
and u get a slap back..

u think the other person will be kind enough to offer u the other cheek to slap?
u may even get a beating outta it..
try to know ur limits..
cuz clearly.. U don't.
and in the big picture, there is a big view and everything..
but u can't just look at it like that..
there are many small details to make that picture look perfect and flawless..
focus on that too..
i believe it will save u..

we truely hope u will pick urself up..
be more open..
just talk..
if u don't talk..
then we won't know..

u keep saying we won't understand u..
have u ever tried letting us into ur world?
the door is always closed..
u only open to take a peek..
u are scared..
u like to keep things inside..
u have deep dark secrets?
then say no one understands..

dun make mi feel wth again..

whenever i think of tis thing, i feel sad..

as if it was me..

if someday we realise it's the end..
i will still try to save u..
but..
i will be angry..
becos i hate to save someone who doesn't want to save herself..

are we being nosy?
no.. none at all..
i even feel an obligation to save an injured stranger on the road..
u noe ur place in me..
so wad do u think i would do to u?

i hope you'll understand..
the bottomless pit isn't really bottomless..
it's jus a figment of ur imagination..
grow up..
learn to experience the world another way..
alright?

with love,
kc and i

Blood donation~~

weeee~~~~
projects finally over..

hahaha..

super happy hao ma..

finally can relax ler..

today after presentation we were all influenced by audrey to do the blood donation..

lols..

happy was afraid of needles so she decided to give it a pass..

haha..

in the end mi, azlina, mythili, elvinder, rong qian, jasmine, yi ting, audrey, happy met at mac to have some last minute nourishment..

haha..

they all scared later faint ar..

but i dint eat..

=X

haha..

rahman came over and asked us to go gym tml..

LOL..

body watch needs ppl to go their aerobics programme..

haha..

then we dedicated a song to him..

LOL..

he super pai seh lar..

cos he was called rahman papa~

hahaha..

then..

Lols~~

look at dagger..

haha..

she playing wif the fries~~

still eat until so wu seh~

hahas..

then the bear went for blood screening..

tis is my first time donor sticker..

it says..

" pls be nice to me.. its my first time~"

LOL..

hahaha..

in the end only audrey, mi, mythili, jasmine and elvinder donated..

the rest like no bring ic or scared..

LOL..

Elvinder giving a very nice smile..

haha..

with mythili's fingers poping out..

* twist *

^^

Jasmine's tutu face..

haha..

so funny..

she a bit nervous oso..

while we did our screening, audrey was rejected cos her iron amount was too low..

waaaa..
she bai bai wait leh..

we waited so damn long lo..

lols..

see~~~

tis is my blood~~

LOL..

dark red de..

hahaha..

tis is when jus start nia..

lols..

then a few minutes liao..

the bag start to fill up ler..

the tube is cold de..

when the blood start to fill up..

u can actually feel your own warmth..

hen hao ba~

haha..

hao duo xue ar..

ahhhh~

^^

these are the tubes connecting to my arm..

the needle is underneath the pads..

hahahaha..

press ar press ar..

press fast fast..

more blood flow out..

LOL..

faster finish..

hahaha..

ahhhh~

finally done ler~~

the nurse gave mi tis as souvenir..

but then i come out giv to dagger liaos..

she say she like to play wif it..

hahaha..

its come spongy thing..

can press de..

lols..

ta dah~~~

my " give blood" green bandage..

i wanted the pink de~~

but the person dun hav it wif her..

RAWR~~

pink de nicer lo..

hahaha..

so after that got free refreshments..

lol..

they all ate a BANANA~

slang banana~

the banana damn big lo..

like frm giant land de..

hahaha..

we replenish out energy then go off ler..

today we gave a part of ourselves to the society~~

hahahaa..

i am very happy..

=D

[''\( ^ ~ ^ )/'']

Aiyo.. why like that??

damn it lor..
in the end everything is not ok de..
make mi happy for nothing..
tml faster over lar..
stupid idiots..

i feel like banging the wall..
NOW..
but i dun wanna die ok..
dots lo..

ARGH!!!

damn sian.



i decided to add tags to my blog liao..
due to some UNDUE INFLUENCE..
by something/someone/ some alien..
-_-

I want you to be happy!!!!!

mmm..
i want u to be happy..
i need u to be happy..
wo yao ni kai xin..
xu yao ni kai xin..

O.O

wondering????
ahhhh...
shhhhh..

lalalalalalala..
lets sing the lala song~~~
^^


tml projects over ler!!!!
I WANT TO PLAY~~
WHO WANTS TO PLAY WIF MI~~
pls raise ur hand..
huan ying huan ying..
welcome to paw paw games club~~~

hahahaha..
the aim is to be as happy as possible and play paw games wif mi~~
hao ma hao ma???

yosh!!!
tai hao le..
every one raised their hands..
wahahaha..

wo men yi qi qu wan ba~~~
all the gamers in the world unite plz..
lets all go play~~
hahaha..

HAPPY!!!

da jia yi qi gen wo chang~~
lu lala lu lala lu la lu la HEY~~~~

Finally..

after much grueling and hard work..
I AM FINALLY DONE~~
waaaa...
so happy..
^^

but it's for 1 module only..
tml still hav to chiong for cs..
still got role play..
haha..

but the satisfaction is there lo..
is like suddenly 1000000 kg of weight jus disappear..
i feel so ALIVE~
WOOOO~
I ROCK~~
=D

wahahahaha..
i want all the projects to faster go go and be gone..
although ah fuan is round and funny, i still dun wan to see him and his PM..
haha..

i most certainly hope that tml will be a better day..
and a successful one too~~
BECOS!!!
i want to enjoy~~
today whole day face the computer do project ar..
do until my eyes wanna cry..

i think i become got eye disease ler..
lols..
-_-

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY~~~
I AM SO HAPPY~~
FASTER FINISH~~
LALALALALALA~~

=D
wo hao kai xin ar..
RIGHT KAI XIN??
hahahaha..
we are all kai xin..
projects be gone~~

[''\~

I LOVE THIS SONG~~~

Recommending a very motivating song to all of you..
It's the bg music of tis bloggie now ~

~IN THE SKY~ by MIZ

She is a Japanese singer..
This song's original version is in Japanese~
But listen..
Her voice sounds damn like Avril..
Lols..

Pro pro pro~

"I wanna find it, what I've been searching."
The boy reaches out to the sky.
He prays he'll get it, no doubt he'll make it.
All of his goals and desires.

The sky above you,
is waiting for you,
To take the first step and break out.

When you fly in the sky,
simply divine,
you're dreaming.
Leave your worries behind, cuz' that's imagination.
Can you feel it tonight, the fire inside? It's burning.
All you gotta do is break on through,to make your wishes all come true.
Amazing.

So you might be hurting, down low you're feeling.
Have faith within, all will be ok.
That sky above you, she'll always save you.
So never give up on yourself.

When you fly in the sky,
simply divine,
you're dreaming.
Leave your worries behind, cuz' that's imagination.
Can you feel it tonight, the fire inside? It's burning.
All you gotta do is break on through,to make your wishes all come true.
Amazing.

Any day, anytime, you can reach out to the sky.
Spread your wings, catch that light.
Say it now, "I'm gonna be myself."

I know you'll make it.
No doubt you'll make it.
Be a little brave now, it's time to take on your dream.

When you fly in the sky,you're dreaming.
Leave your worries behind, cuz' that's imagination.
Can you feel tonight, the fire inside? It's burning.
All you gotta do is break on through,to make your wishes all come true.

Amazing
Amazing
Amazing

BOOOO~~~~

the bear is back with a new frenzy~~~
u noe wad????

IT'S EATING BA ZHANG!!!

reently i love to eat ba zhang..
waaa so nice..
1 day can eat 3..
eat liao lao sai and die..
LOL..

-_-

the aroma is toooooo nice liao..
have you all eaten the one where when u open the leaves u can immediately smell the fragrance???
waaaaa..
is heavenly lo..
once u put the first mouth of the ba zhang in, you will definetely want MORE~~

tai hao chi le..
lovely~~~~

but~
jus for your info..
ba zhang is actually not very healthy..
actually those food that taste nice are not in the least bit healthy..
haha..
LOL..
toooooo bad..
but i love my mouth and stomach tooo much..
so i decide to make myself unhealthy..
^^

and for those who wanna have healthy food..
pls go around ur house vicinity to pluck fruits and grass to eat..
LOL..

All the ba zhangs in the world unite plz..
queue up to enter my mouth~~~
=DDD

WARM WARM WARM!!!!

wa laos..
my fur grow too long liao..
IT'S SO FREAKIN WARM..

i on the stupid aircon le..
STILL SO WARM!!!

zzz lo..
maybe i got some skin problems or wad..
cannot release heat from my body..
then keep all the heat..
so it gradually becomes an oven..
ARGH!!!

chou ji dan..
it's either the earth dies and i do not have to suffer..
or
i suffer and die..

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~
* faint *

Temper temper and more HOT temper~

well..
our habits go way way deep..
and i went to research about it..
80% of our lives are lived by habit..

so that means that somewhere in the past u learnt to become easily upset, easily hot tempered, etc..
probably a parental influence or maybe your friends influence you..
and all this influence then builds up..
into your short temper and temperament..
and frm there it just grew into one of your most prized habit's..
wow..
fascinating isn't it?

if your case is such..
now is the time to break that temperament apart and rebuild your personality..
actually it's much easier than you think and it does not require anyone's help..
but yours..
it needs alot of your own interest in wanting to change it..
and some understanding..
it's the intention to change how you respond to the world around you..

people can say something to you..
be it good or bad..
u can choose to get angry or not..
more often than less, i do get angry..
hahaha..
well, at least I'm trying to make a change here..
so maybe next time, i will choose to be calm and see things through..

never believe that you are born with a certain personality..
never believe u can't change..
and never believe you have always been like this..

becuz..
you didn't inherit your personality..
you grew it..
=)

ARGH~~~~ STUPID REPORT

i jus finish some stupid dumb report..
BM 0085..
project management..
zzz..

super damn boring lo..
type until i wanna die..
and the worst thing is..
i have to keep thinking of new ways to phrase the sentences, cuz i have to repeat it dozens of times again and again..
crappy work..

and the stupid ms project software..
argh..
my com jus had tis file corrupted..
and cannot open the ghantt chart..
SHIT!!!!
!@##$%^&*()_+~
shucks..
damn it..

for those who do tis module the nex stopover..
BEWARE!!!
the teacher may seem nice..
everything is nice..
but the work sux..
ica all sux..
tis proj also sux..
-_-

i think customer relations module is way way easier..
like not so technical..
maybe i dun like technical stuffs or wad..
but tis really does sux..
big time..
zzz..

damn sian..
dun post liao..
-_-

i hope tml will be good..
much much better..
.....................

CHAO TAH BEAR!!!

today bear bear went swimming..
she thought it was raining so it would be cool~
BUT!!
who noes..
-_-

THE SUN DECIDED TO COME UP..
i dun mind the sun lar but today's was toooooo bright..
omgs lo..
i become brown bear liaos..
and i never ever wanna step into those choco black zone!!!
like some charcoal..
-_-

if i were to become a cookie now..
the bear milk chocolate cookie..
i would be the best cookie ever..
becos..
the colour is just right..
@ ~ @

ahhhhhh~
*faint*

Play these games~~~ Escape games are fun~~ Will post more if i have the time~~ =)

Play Games at AddictingGames


Play Games at AddictingGames


Play Games at AddictingGames

=(

today was hectic yet peaceful..
u noe why??
cos i was having a rushing through day..
but in the end..
i end up with more problems than usual..
none big enough to cause mi real problems..
but enough to cause mi pain..

-_-

firstly, we shall talk about the stupid msn..
dear msn decided that it is going to oppose me and not support mi chatting..
so it decided to dc mi..
boot me right off it's system..
-_-
crap..

secondly, is the stupid computer..
i dunno for wad reason..
or why..
it doesn't allow me to view some blog..
i am totally dumbfounded..
i was like wth..
hey come on..
shucks..

and that blog is so important..
that page..
argh..
so stupid computer opposed mi again..
and again..
and again..

crap la..
so crappy..
yuan ben nice nice day..
kena spoilt by all tis crap..
wth lo..
zzz

F3 forver....
-_-

I AM DAMN SAD LAR~

if anyone noes how to fix tis problem.. come find mi asap!!!
thanks..
appreciate it..
-_-

DUI BU QI
dui bu qi da jia..

the bear is very apologetic

T.T

Gomenasai.

- NOTICE -

* I want to clarify.. no one is to be blamed for starting all the trouble.. becos i brought it upon myself.. people who think that there were other factors/ people other than me, please dun.. cos is NOT~
Thanks all..*

- NOTICE -

about ur favour..

i shall keep it..

=)

owe u for 50 yrs first..

Pirate bear hits the town..

Lol..
today tutu say i am pirate bear..
mythilli and azlina oso say so..

i got 1 eye patch over 1 bear eye..
looks like 1 beary pirate..

so pain lo when i remove the dressing..
then the eye 1 big 1 small..
LOL..

-_-

some stupid thing bit mi..
then i had an infection..
so mr doc had to take the scapel and slit my eye bag open a bit then remove the dirty blood..
there after having an injection and wrap up..
omgs..
hao tong..
dunno when then will ok..
=(

really very suay lo recently..
dunno will suay til when..
hiaz..

i hope after all this..
really really is turning point..
less ica..
less lateness..
less being sick..
less everything bad..
more everything good..

=)
i really should start smiling right??
right right right???
=)
thanks everyone..
love ya ppl..
=P