Angels or Devils - Dishwalla

Friday, February 29, 2008

...

i am back home already..
guess wad??
today i had another serious case of migraine..
i wonder why it just won't go away..
-_-

it's been like following mi for almost 10 years already..
10 freakin years..
and it still hurts..
zzzz...
hen sian leh wo..
=(

ok dun talk so much about sad things..
there are many many movies that i wanna watch~~
i have decided to treat myself better le..
it's splurging time..
RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pls raise ur paw if u wanna watch oso~
[''\~
ty~

EMO BLUES..

i am so sians now.....
really got too many rubbish calls to make..
now why do i say so?

it's becos the survey is too long and no one wants to do it..
-_-
i feel so like a robot lo..
super zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

i hav been calling for like more than 1 plus hours already and still no successful one..
UBER SIAN!!!!

this is utter rubbish..

and this morning still got ppl scold mi!!!!!
make my mood damn bad..
zzz..
i wan so darn sian la for the morning..

plus today no data base and not enough ppl..
hiax..
how to hit quota..
-_-

TODAY ALSO ANOTHER FAILURE!!!!!!!!!!!!
!@#$%^&*()_+
-_-

no hope le..
we shall wait till monday then..
we super duper bo bian le..

i want to sian until drop le..
HAO WU LIAO!!!!!!!!!!!
X.X

RAWR!!!

Thursday, February 28, 2008

FAILURE!!!!! =(

today went to watch tis show wif 4A ppl..
lols..
tis show is super duper lame and lame and lame ok..
-_-
can totally diaos all the way de..
pls do not watch if even if u are really bored..
thank you..
funny day la..
stacy dun be sad kk~~
buy u one box of ice mint some day..
XD
not i encourage u ar..
jus a prize..
finish tat and no more..
LOL~~
okays..
i hope everything goes on smoothly tml..
i dun want any thing to go wrong le!!!!
today was a disaster..
omgs de lo..
LOL~
pray prays..
^^

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Almost langa!!!!!

OMGS!!!!!!!!!!!
today's driving was horrible..
most horrible out of all the times i had..

wa laos..
i dint noe leh..
then i tot the acclerator was the brake..
then i gan gan step hard hard..
the car went VROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!
I ALMOST DIE LA CAN?!!!!!

shit lo..
lucky infront got nothing..
then my instructor chua dio..
he tot i wan kill him..
LOL!!!
shit shit shit shit shit shit..

i am going to pray hard tonight..
hope that such a thing dun happen in future..
or i shall go see god liaos..
-_-

sch today was nice..
we had fun la..
made fun of ppl..
crack lame and stupid jokes..
LOL~
haha..
finally team 4A like got a bit of bonding liaos..
=)

YAY~~~
hope tml will be fun..

ATTN: if u dun come i dun friend u.. HRUMPH!!!~
XP

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

pics

THE PICS!!!!~~
seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
it is soooooooooo delicious~~~~~~~~~
omgs........
this is the famous scissors cut rice..
shiok leh the curry and the sauce..

ok this is some place..
guess it??
alot of black ppl de..
an wu tian ri place..
u all should noe le..
LOL~~
=X

wad we ate for the night..
YUM YUM YUM YUM!!!!!!~~~

and here is stacy..
hahaha...
and mark with half a face gone..
LOLOL~

XP

My feet hurts like hell..

...
i jus reached home..
and after soooooo long of walking on heels..
i think my feet is going to give way le..
frm morning 7am to 11pm at night..
OMGS~
16 freakin hours on heels..
wa laos..
for the rest of the week i dun want wear liao..
i want faint..
hahaha..

well anyways today cheryl, mark, stacy and i went out..
we are on a secret mission lo..
lols..
i cannot say..
hohohoho~~

^^

but anyways today i super evil and super racist..
my bao ying come liao..
lol..
my feet is like red and swollen..
-_-

went to black places and white places..
also went to eat the jian dao jian rice..
scissors cut rice..
is darn nice lo..
curry rice and the dishes..
freakin alot of ppl queuing for it la..
lols..
but nevertheless i was happy..
haha..

i very tired le..
post the pics liao i wan go slp ooo..
faint..
X.X

Monday, February 25, 2008

i hope this stays.. i am seriously sick of falling..

today is starting to go on the up rising again oo..
i hope it stays this way..
everything should be better le..
in due time ba..
and i really hope so..

thanks for all the encouragement ur have given mi..
really love ur lots..
thanks~
=)

whenever i look at the night sky, i am reminded that there are always the stars who will look after me when all is lost..

Sunday, February 24, 2008

mmm..

i dunno how should i feel now..
happy??
or sad??

i got 1 major and 1 minor..
and only 1 person understands..
haha..
thanks for that..
LOVE U!!!!!!!!

i really wish all those emotional ordeals to be gone!!!
no more pls..
i am so sianed liao..

and when things are finally starting to get better, i drop down again lo..
-_-
wth

hiax hiax..
i am trying my best to be very optimistic..

how to say leh??
i want to talk and rant and complain!!!
but i cannot..
becos i noe ppl will bth mi and jus scold mi..
then i kena scold oso dun feel gd..
tats why i dun wanna offend anyone le..
=x

better to talk to the bears at home..
-_-
they wun reply mi oso..
maybe in my dreams..

=x
so dear bears in my hse..
pls understand me~~
T.T

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Dang..

now tell mi..
......
how isit to be like some one who is just a by stander..
and suddenly pulled into the circle??

i dint want it..
no one will want such a thing..
and please dun anyhow assume things..
becos from facts u can clearly see wads going on..
if u dun trust ur own baby then fine..
but dun pull mi inside oso..
im like damn wth la..
hello i am innocent..
dun take mi as an excuse to get angry oso..
for wad??

NO FREAKIN REASON!!!
if u can come up with a better explanation to tis, then great..
if not can u pls dun come up with such idiotic explanations to explain wad u have done?

i want my friend lo..
dun becos of some stupid assumptions then come and say we are not supposed to be friends..
noe ur facts first..
then use ur brain..
dun act like a fucking crazy person..

Can say good.. But overall is bad right??

today went lifen's hse to play gamble..
ooo..
cos of some stupid dead fish..
i no luck..
then when i shift place..
then luck come back liao..

u noe??
sometimes i feel as if i am not being ... at all..
why leh??
i duno lah..
maybe u noe..
u say leh??
can say i ownself siao oso..
but then i am a bit ... already..
how leh??
i duno leh..
u tell mi lo..

lol..
i feel weird..
why ah??
i'm not the one to give any answers..

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

=D

today's training workshops are interesting..
but got alot of report to do..
sianz..
haha..
need to do a report on " report writing"
...
LAME right??!!!!
i diaos lo..

but anyways..
today i bonded wif alot of ppl..
haha..
quite a happy day ba..
nothing bad happen..

but i very zek ark only..
the immersion programme got those passport photos..
like cambodia ppl, CHIna ppl, indon, malaysian..
LOL..
their faces damn funny la..
some got baby photo on the cover lo..
dunno how many thousand years liao..
no update de..
MUAHAHA~

anyways..
nothing much..
haha..
i want to play..
Would You Play With Me??
^^

Monday, February 18, 2008

lol

today got alot of trainings ar..
alot and alot and alot..
hahaha..

but the trainings like shit lo..
the teacher talk everyone sleeping..
she see us sleeping oso dunno how to giv us break or make the lesson more entertaining..
lols..
funny..

then wen rou came to find mi during lunch time..
LOL~~
fix lappy..
i bear paw arr, too round liao..
cannot fix well..
in the end i no manage to fix it ooo..
cos the mouse cursor spoil le..

haha..
nvm about tis..
today was ok la..
stayed till 550..
the teacher wait for us then can close door..
LOL~
we so dua pai right??
haha
actually not de lo..
is cos we got work to do..
hardworking leh..
hahaha..

ok la..
tired fingers..
today i type so much lo..
faint..
lols..
[''\~

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Photos taken during the previous week~

ok~
first photo of the day..
wad my mama cooked for us on tues ( i think ) ~
^^

the following photos were taken during the 3 days when we were at csc~
tis is audrey's feet, kicking iggy~
LOL~

blood shot eyes~~~
mi> stacy
^^
audrey the huang tai hou being attended to by her 2 tai jians~
hahaha~

LINA~~~~~
shred paper so fun arh~~~
hahaha~

elsie gen wo~
smirky sumama~

ah nia sumama~
i and iggy~
audrey and sumama
stacy and i~

CAMERA~!!

retarded sumama~
mi & bee bee~~
bee's 3 shot emotions~~
WOAH~~
li hai leh~
hor hor~~
read mag~
yao si arh!!!
^^
gossip gossip~~
hahahaha..
tats the end of it le..
i still miss my uob days leh..
ouhhhh~
sobx..
get back to reality bear!!!
U ARE IN BSU!!!!
zzzzzz..
=(

Funny one piece videos.. LOL~


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tis post is split..

jus had a chat..
ok u made sense..
i know ur points and wad u mean..
maybe i was a bit harsh on my words on the entry..
no offence..
and sorry too..

cuz serious..
i was damn angry..
but now it's over, i feel that it's ok already..
everyone does think differently..
and now i get ur point..
i start to understand how u think already..
=l

ok..
today i was sian..
partly becos of msn??
nvm it already..
whenever i am here, the irritating part comes..
anyways it's over..
i dun bother already..

--------------------------------

where were u?
i was supposed to see u..
or u were supposed to look for mi..
where??
i cant find u anywhere..
and frm jus now till now i have been trying to contact u..
yet i could not..
u make mi wonder if something serious has happened..
becos it's just not like u to disappear suddenly..
i hope ur alright..
dun make mi worry..
-_-

-------------------------------------------

jus now i was devastated when i reached home and i said some things in which could bring about very serious consequences..
i am starting to doubt..
i noe it's wrong..
but then i am already very down..
yet i recieve nothing..
i went to find help..
i hope it was understood..
wad i need is not the destination..
i need the journey to it..
and i am prepared to walk it..
so pls walk this road..
cuz if i hav a support..
i most likey wont hurt that much when i fall..
thanks, alot

Saturday, February 16, 2008

today went winston ho's hse..
got buffet lunch..
then after tat go home..
nothing much..

why u no reply me??
T.T

shooting ppl?? i shall list 2 things i am super unhappy about.. dun fall into this category..

today was horrible..
although it was an accident..
alot of ppl jus was affected by it..

firstly, i dun like humji kia..
diam diam dun dare do things..
come and do the dirty work la..
dun sit and shake leg..
u think gold can drop frm the heavens??

and a second thing..
if u say something..
make sure u actually do it..
and i find u lying now..
dun make mi find another lie..
u think i am blind?
if u deliberately keep things frm mi, that will make it even more obvious..

if u cannot hold on to ur big words then i urge u not to say anything..
unless i am proven wrong, i will continue to think tis way..
isnt it a bit too obvious already??

and if u think my post up till now is damn sarcastic, then u most probably are the guilty one..
no??
plz think..
then compare..
im merely surprised by wad u can say and do..
and my mood caused mi to write this..
bad enough??
am i being too straightforward??
i guess u can ans all tis on ur own..


---------------------------------

my friend, none of us mean any harm..
we also have repeatedly held our stand..
and we dint mean it tat way..
if there is any unhappiness, i apologize..
please understand..
thank you.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

LOOK HERE: OFFICIAL APOLOGY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

things i would wish to say..

i want u to understand..
i dun mean to find trouble..
i want to keep peace..
i dun like fights, arguements, quarrels and conflicts..
i dun take things for granted..
and sometimes accidents do happen and i am in the wrong..
sorry and sorry and sorry..
believe mi..
i really mean wad i say..
i am really remorseful..
and i really do want the he he qi qi atmosphere..
I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u always say see first..
the first is already now..
so BELIEVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-_-
now i jus lost all my pride and ego..
i threw it away..
becos i dun need it for tis..
i bow my roundy head so low already..
and i hit the floor with it..
SORRY!!!

no comments le.. tis post has been removed

go away

heys..
stop bothering me ok..
if in the first place i wasn't in the middle, i could hav easily smacked u right in the face..
and don't think u are impt..
cos ur basically not..

if she say's yes, then yes..
no means no la..
u got ears..
duno how to listen?

i am very tired leh..
i got alot of my own problems..
so please dun add urs to mine..
when clearly u can solve it by urself..

so wad if im closer to the " target"
it's not mine anyway..
if u wanna achieve then do it on ur own..
u got no mouth?
cannot do it?

why keep asking mi?
i think if ppl come and read tis, they will simply think ur such a wimp..
u cannot even stand up for urself..
how are u going to stand up for others..
and can u?

zzz
frm now on i dun wanna recieve any more msg, phone calls, msn, email or wad ever shit frm u..
if i do i will smack the crap outta u..
-_-

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

i duno if tis is correct..

i duno if tis is correct but i am jus voicing out my feelings..
i get a very sensitive feeling about something..
and my gut feeling is mostly right..

u noe, if i jus voice out and say wad i wanna say, i think it would be very hurting..
and if i dont voice out anything, i can only cry to myself..
cuz no one is gonna understand..

sometimes i jus cant understand..
if on the surface it's nice and shiny..
then deep down inside it's very dark..
wads the point??
hmmmm..
i dunno leh..

i wanna feel better..
i always fall down..
but i stood up again de..
tis time i jus wanna try and prevent myself frm falling..

but i am always wondering..
i wonder if wad i am seeing is reality..
or is jus another fake bluff..
i am scared..
very scared that it is..
i am so close to believing it..
and trusting it once again..
please dun shatter on me again..
becos i cannot take it..

it's like everytime u shoot in, it gets deeper..
i try to ignore, but cannot..
i also try to look positive, cannot oso..

i am very scared to say anything..
becos anything can change everything..
waaa..
i cannot afford to lose..
becos tis is too much..

i seek help..
sincerely frm the bottom of my heart..

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

WHOEVER IT IS, FUCK OUT OFF MY LIFE..

OI BASTARD, WHO DO U THINK U ARE??
DUN COME MY BLOG AND SCOLD MI CAN??
THERE ARE PLENTY OF VE HATERS..
WHY DON'T U FIND ALL OF US AND SAY WE'RE DUMB?!!

PLZ LA..
USE UR FUCKING BRAIN AND LOOK AT THE VE PPL..
FUCK LO..
U KENA CHEATED BY THEM U OSO DUNO..

AND U BUEY SONG MY POST RIGHT??
DUN LOOK LA!!
UR EYE GOT PROBLEM ISIT??
OR UR BRAIN GOT PROBLEM??
U WANNA GO IMH??
I TOLL FREE FOR U!!!
NO LOOK WILL DIE AR??
CRAZY WIMP!!

WHO DO U THINK U ARE MAN..
U HAVE NO RIGHT TO ACCUSE ME!!
SUCKERS LIKE U SHOULD GO TO HELL..

NEXT TIME KEEP UR OPINIONS TO URSELF, U DUMB PERSON..
DUMB PPL SHOULDN'T EVEN BE ALLOWED TO GO ONLINE.

hate hate lor, like i care.

today is a very bad day..
school sucked..
after sch i went uob to pass my access cards to raymond..
then go visit tutu..
okay..
she had a bad day too..
bad enough..
2 very sian ppl..

okay, today is emo day..
i duno why ppl say liao still duno how to listen de leh..
zzz..
sometimes is not like tis de then dun make it like tis wad..
why u want to go and force it to be like tis..
cannot see tat is useless??

diaos..
today damn sian..
i dun say oso easy to guess..
wth lo..
cause mi trouble still nvm..
make mi seem like i cause trouble oso??
tat is very guo fen ok?!

those ppl who dun hav zi zhi zhi ming one can all go die..
u really dun deserve to stay on tis planet..
zzzz..
u think i like to go and entertain to all tis stuff ar..
sometimes i hate feb..
every year mus giv mi trouble leh..
i feel like saying there wun be a nex year..
so i can curse u all go die..
fair?!!

if u think is fair then u continue wad u doing lo, nex year i wun see u
u think i care?

Monday, February 11, 2008

ytd and today..

ok...
finally the pics are out..
tis is ytd's steamboat..
half chicken ginseng..
half is ma la tang..
and is really damn fiery!!!
LOLOL~

jialing jie jie and i~
after tis is today's pic le..
at csc..
-_-
CSC IS SUPER BORING LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
su mama tutu face..
hahahaha..
darn funny..
lols..

tay yandao..

our grp photo..
so weird oso..
lOl

audrey is writing something..
hahahaha..
cos we were damn bored..

aiyo forgot to invert the pics..
but can read hor..
our names..
written by audrey..
hahahahha
stacy and her unbrella pose..
lols..



the 3 funkies..
can u see the height difference????
TALL, short, medium
=X
she is going to kill mi..
T.T

hanni noh giv ang bao~
inside all chocos..
and it is super duper NAN CHI!!!!!!!!!
lol..
jus for eye pleasure only..
=x

another stupid pic~

the cute cute but super yucky chocos..
-_-

YAY~~~
then in the end we slipped out and bought ourselves candy~
super yummy and gummy candy~
waaaa finish 3 boxes le~
MUAhAHAHAHA~~


no more~~~
hahhaa..
today is damn boring de..
i hate csc..
zzz lo..
speak machiam robots leh..

i duno how those csc ppl tahan oso..
damn sian de ba..
omgs lo..

they hire human is no use de..
when i speak i should say i am a self automated robot..
-_-the system SUX!!!!

DIAOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
i hope these 2 days faster end..
and faster move on..
HEN SI ZHE LI LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Gamble gamble~~~

waaaaa..
today is again another happy day..

went to tutu's hse early in the morning to bai nian..
then play mahjong..
hohoho..

i first time play hk mahjong..
very different frm sg mahjong lo..
LOLOL~
then ray is the super mahjong noob..
lose lose lose until the end got win 2 or 3 games..

jia you oo ray~~
dun giv up..
hahaha..

nex time bring more money and let us win~
LOL~
=X

mahjong was fun lar..
got win got lose..
haha..
but then in the end win a bit..

was gonna meet cow they all at 7 de..
so still early, then we play balckjack..
hohoho~
play blackjack got more luck..
win a bit more~
^^

then we went to take the train to meet them ar..
reach le~
wait and wait..
in the end is they late~~
say 7 de ren..
hor hor~~
da pi gu~

after meeting them we all went for some steamboat ar..
the steamboat de ma la soup~
WAAAAAAA!!!!
super HOT man..
SUPER DUPER HOT!!!!!!!!
so burning lo..
tutu and i down there panting like hell..
lols..
the soup is damn hot la, but darn shiok oso..
woo hoooo~

then on the way home yokie make us laugh like hell..
LOL~
NEW FACT ( frm yokie) : NIU DAO XIONG BU~ aka sprained her boobs~
LOLOLOL~~~~
darn funny lols..
yokie sprained her boobs..
nex time let her teach all of u how to do that~
hohoho..
i oso duno how to sprain it..
she darn pro~
MUAHAHHAHA!!!~~~

eat alot lo~~
becos we er dao~~
hahahaha..
tooooooooooooooooo hungry le..
wo men er le san tian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then ping ming gobble down all the food..
lols..
eat like pigs like tat..
haha
^^

overall was a very fruitful and happy day~
yeah~~
took many pics but i darn lazy to upload it lo..
view tutu's blog or yokie's or jialing's or whoever's..
haha..
mi paw lazy~~~~

nite nitez~~~
^^

Saturday, February 9, 2008

today is gambling day~

today better le..
lotsa ppl came to my hse in the morning..
lols..
they play mahjong, cards and etc..

but i was busy sleeping!!
diaos..
in the end i woke up liao already 12 plus le..
so i went out and found many pro pro ppl playing the tiles..

eee..
a few hrs later the rabbit came liao..
come and eat and talk crap and play piano and eat again..
LOL..
tried to slp but kena slap by a paw..
HOHOHO~

today's dinner was damn funny lo..
my dad was the joke of the day la..
he went to catch alot of fishy..
then he describe the funny process..

seeing the adults shoot each other oso darn funny..
lols..
tutu and i almost laugh until stomach pain..

overall was quite a funny day..
LOL~

yay tml going to play mahjong again..
heh heh heh..
$.$
gambling makes mi highhhhhhh~~

OUH~~~~~~
YEAH~~~~~
^^

-_-

today i kena ps by my mama..
zzz lo..
wa laos..
early in the morning i wake to find that no one is at home..
imagine tat..
and no one say where they going..
wth de lo..
in the end my mama went to play on her own..
then daddy went for some 2 day tour..
bro oso dunno die where liao..
warh sianz..
left mi and mi alone..
-_-
i think i walked and walked at home for a super long long time liao..
until i bth..
super hungry cos no one cook for mi..
-_-
at night 9pm called sher and sihui for dinner..
go the stupid delifrance..
dunno is the waiter got problem or the kitchen got problem..
ask them dun giv curry sauce, they still giv..
then the pasta we wait for 50 min liao haven come..
everyone oso having dessert liao lo..
super sianz..
and dunno wad they put in the meal lo..
i eat liao come home make mi kena diarrhea..
zzzz..
today do wad oso no luck de..
diaooooooooooooooo
chu er only like tat..
i cannot imagine for the rest of the month..
-_-
luckily went to sher's hse got things to eat and do..
played cards til 2 plus..
then i walked home..
zzz..
no bus..
no cab..
no nothing..
i hope tml will be better..
tis was taken at sher's hse..
we used light sticks to make a mini campfire..
bright and nice..
and i guess this is the only good thing that happened today..
-_-

Friday, February 8, 2008

Irresponsible??

sometimes i just cant understand others..
wad does it mean to notify ppl before u do something??
and how can u ppl jus leave without saying anything..
no note, no call, no nothing..

i cancelled everything..
now i lost my plans..
and wad the hell am i supposed to do now??
crap..

really in a damn fucked up mood now..
zzzzzz

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Hao ke ai de gou gou~~~~ ^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR~~~~~
HOHOHOHO~~~
today is ang bao day~
but the amt i recieve is pathetic..
-_-


BUT!!!
dear puppy came to visit us~~~
hahaha~
he is soooooo cute oooo~
love him lots~~~~
^^


he bai a pose let mi take leh~~
hao ke ai~~~
wahahahaha
XD

very guai when sitting down..
he wun move around tat much..
hahahaha

" FOOD~~~ FOOD ~~~~~~ WO ER LE~~~~~"
^^

hahahaha~
today hao bao le..
eat super alot..
lols..

i think puppy oso eat alot~
he very happy~~
XP

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Last Day.. T.T T.T =(

today is my last day at uob le..
=(

hao sad ar..
i will miss all of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T.T

anyways we took lotsa photos~
will upload tml~

today went window shopping~
waaaaa..
shop until my feet hurt like hell..
lols..
i think is i huo gai ba..
but then bo bian de leh..
today got work..
cannot wear until so sloppy..

hiaxx..
then poor mi had to drag my feet home lo..
luckily it doesnt seem tat long..
cos got ppl sms mi all the way..
LOL..
tat person so gd ah..

BUT IT STILL HURTS~
hao ba..
after i reach home i dip my feet into warm water le..
then relax on the chair..
waaaaa..
feels so shuang again~~
hahahaha..

but today i very dui bu qi 2 persons..
one is my dearest at home~~
another one is a gd friend~~

DUI BU QI~~~~
T.T
waaaaaa..
i cry i tell u..

imagine u had to say something to another person..
and u noe wad u gonna say is hurtful..
but becos u respect the other person, u mus say..
T.T
the feeling hen nan shou!!!!

hiaz..
i feel so bad lo..

but i still wanna say thanks a lot~
=)
i really appreciate it..
[''\~

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

2nd last day/ last day for some of us~ T.T

SEE SEE SEE SEE SEE~~~~~~ HAO KE AI~~~~
HAHAHAHAHA~
the uob ppl bought this for all of us~~~
very cute lo the mousy on the cup cake..
^^
hahahaha~~
1 whole grp of mousies~~~
see le oso happy~~
^^

the ear is walnut lai de..
then the body is cream..
then it sits on choco fudge cupcake~~
hahahahahah~~
XD


Monday, February 4, 2008

Less money~ Even LESSER TIME~!!!

waaaaa..
suddenly got alot of things to do and accomplish~
hahahaha...

hao kai xin arr..
i extremely look forward to it~
XP

BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT!!!!!!!!!!!
NOT ENOUGH TIME~~~

really shi jian bu gou yong le..
i feel damn cham la..
here rush, there rush..
chiong until bo bian, take cab!!

woah..
now the cabby so ex lo..
not worth it..

T.T
my precious time~~
all gone le~
tep should be shortened~~
so i hav more time to do other things..

hahaha..
my time in uob is almost up le..
1 more day only..
i am happy..
but also sad..
those perm staff..
i will miss them alot de..
they helped mi alot too..
without them, i am nothing~
XD

the crappin days i had there..
the stressful days i had there..
the sad and happy moments..
and the final moments when i have to say goodbye..

it's very sad..
but i hav to go on to the next stage..
=)

welcome to my life~

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Horrific Discovery & Horrific Encounter

today i had a shock frm someone..
and when i hear tat news le i damn sian..

well..
some other person was laughing and laughing becos her cursing was correct..
DAMN~
i am so darn suay lo..
duno why i can get so suay in life..
zzzzzzz..

but put tat aside first..
in time i will have more to talk and discuss about it..
-_-

jus now went to deliver ba kwa to yan rui..
then on my way home i saw a really very horrific sight..
damn bloody..
Ugh..

there was an accident on the road..
it made all the traffic so damn congested and squeezy..

ok..
along the amk stretch of road..
basically a car banged into a van..
and i duno how the car manage to stay in the position but the van fly at least 30m frm the scene of accident..
the side doors flew open and broke off..
there were glass shards everywhere..
and the back doors flip open like nobody's business..
so the vehicle landed on it's side and the damn driver was stuck inside..

OH MY FreAKIN HELL!!!
everyone turned to look..
but...
seems like no passer by would be kind enough to pull the injured driver out frm the vehicle..
so i sat in the bus..
and watched..
until it drove off..

tml the news most likely will report something about tis..
zzz lo..
the ppl who crowded there can die u noe???
if the fuel ignite and then the whole van KABOOM!
then everyone, including mi, will die diao..
so we are so close to the scene that i could see the debris and blood..

super diaos..
tis is the first time ive seen such a horrific accident right infront of my eyes..
jus like some playback frm a movie..
REAL AND DISASTEROUS!!!

i feel so sian lo..
duno why some ppl de hearts like tat de..
crowd and look very nice ah..
-_-

Friday, February 1, 2008

ALLLLLL OF MY UNHAPPINESS TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today hao sheng qi..
SOOOOO FUCKED UP!!!!

today in the morning is ok de..
everything is fine..
no voicemails..
no nothing..
letters oso none..
we still got time to visit those ppl coming for interview for uob..

talk ar talk ar..
waaa almost 11am liao..
wad sai oso haven do..
-_-
so mi and sumama guilty..
went back to find something to do..

then we saw a stack of letters to waive..
so i click click click..
waaaa..
like so easy hor..
then more and more boring..
more and more sian..
THEN!!
got one stupid customer require call back de..
zzzzz de lo..

wa lao..
so i call..
i mention uob only he scold mi liao..
i am DAMN SIAN!!

scold the uob can liao la..
scold mi for wad?!!!
i got offend u ah..
some phillipino offend u my problem ar??
stupid fucked up customer..

at tat point in time i was so angry tat i cursed him to die instantly..
and i dint noe if my curse worked, cos the line suddenly cut off..
and i dint care about tis case le..
-_-
case closed!

ok...
lunch time le..
happily went to eat..
cuz i was late today and dint manage to eat or drink anything in the morning..
zzz..

at least the lunch was fun..
my friends never fail to cheer mi up..
thanks alot..

after lunch le RAIN!!!!
so heavily lo..
we had to run back to the office..
diaos..

MEI XIANG DAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
go back got the STUPID IVR to do..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

format different..
data input oso different..
wad sai oso different..
and want us to make so many calls?!!!!!
FUCK lo..
go die la..
si beh du lan leh...
adpot new system and want us to be robot ah?!!

idiotic..
wa lao..
we expert in some things then giv us our area of expertise de job la..
giv some other retail sai job..
how to do well??!!!!
how to ans the qsn when we not trained in it yet?!!!

so absurd lo..
ive worked there for 2 months liao leh..
i hav never faced such a situation before..
sux like hell la..
wa lao..
damn f sian..
-_-

my suayness still haven finish..
stupid xiang wei call mi at 4 plus..
say wad cannot deliver ba kwa on time..
and they gan gan say will deliver on time at 6pm!!!!
go and die la!!!!!!!

ta ma de..
tis company should close down lo..
cannot honour their words de..
then promise for wad..
and wad sai organization..
duno how to hire locals ar..
they hire those ppl frm CHIna de..
talk to u on the phone, u oso duno wad they talking about..
wa lao..
shit them la..
i should recieve compensation lo..
damn it..

make mi hav to re schedule everything..
those ppl wanna collect today de oso cannot collect liao..
make mi seem as if i am very bu shou xing yong like tat..
super fucked up..

afternoon customer also damn hard to ci hou la..
i duno is i suay or wad lo..
su mama de customer all damn gd de..

mine leh?!!!
all neeed follow up..
sai la..
follow go heaven ar..
as if i got the time to entertain to the complaints..
i am not a punching bag ok..
scold until so happy..

if tat person infront of mi i slap until she fly away la!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

then still damn suay..
evening time phone no batt..
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

this is the worst thing tat can happen ok..
imagine i got so many dai ji already..
so many stuff already..
alot of ppl looking for mi..
call mi and msg mi..
ALL CANNOT GO THROUGH!!!!
damn f sian..
tis is the worst liao..
extereme SIANESS!!!!

i am damn lucky tat the ppl around mi are supportive..
if not i can go die liao..
i really will climb up to the 28th floor of office tower and jus jump down..
zzzzz..

so after dinner wif nice animal i went home..

then who noes..
DIAO~
come again!!!
waaaa..
my suayness is never ending de ok..

i was on the bus le..
it is super damn cold..
and i was shivering..
so i shifted all the air con to blow the other seat beside mi..
so the bus reached some crowded stop, and one uncle come and sit beside mi..
HE IS SO DAMN BUEY SI DONG LA!!!

he cold i not cold ar..
so damn fat some more..
u noe wad he do???
he actually see mi shivering..
but he still continue to shift the air con towards mi leh..
KNNBCCB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stuipid idiotic lao bu si de..
eat until so old liao still so buey zi dong..

seat cold can dun seat one wad..
nobody force him to seat oso..
wa lao..
i dun think i even hav the energy to alight lo..
at the end i think my blood flow stopped..
and i almost die in the bus..

i dun wanna throw face leh..
the bus so many ppl..
scold one stupid uncle like very ji jiao like tat..

tis kinda ppl ar..
buey zi dong until no hope liao..
got retribution de!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DU LAN UNTIL MAX LIAO!!!!!
CANNOT GO MORE LIAO!!!!!
fucked up..
zzz..