Can say good.. But overall is bad right??

today went lifen's hse to play gamble..
ooo..
cos of some stupid dead fish..
i no luck..
then when i shift place..
then luck come back liao..

u noe??
sometimes i feel as if i am not being ... at all..
why leh??
i duno lah..
maybe u noe..
u say leh??
can say i ownself siao oso..
but then i am a bit ... already..
how leh??
i duno leh..
u tell mi lo..

lol..
i feel weird..
why ah??
i'm not the one to give any answers..