U noe why u can't see my eyes???

Today im super duper sleepy..
like some zombie like that..
lols..

i dint really get any slp last night..
so today went to work and chionged..
lol..
that made mi even more tired lo..
then so sians..
today voicemail rate so damn low..
SO BORED LA~

nothing to do de..
sit there and shake leg..
then kena spotted le..
so i was caught to do some other waivers..

waaaa..
today very diaos lor..
today nothing to do hor, still mus act until got alot of things to do..

then the tension at the 21st floor like so tight lo..
not cheerful at all de..
and all the staff are like scolding ppl all the time..
wa laos..

now i suddenly think my dept is the best..
got the best ppl there..
super hardcore WOW players oso got..
super hardcore IT fan oso got..
Car fan oso got..
LOL~

so fun de~

today had lunch wif yvonne le..
hahha...
she damn poor ting..
when we all leave uob nex wk le she will ownself hav to handle the work..

plus they train some maids to answer call..
the eng so slang la..
how to talk man..
local talent is still better lo..
lols~
muahahahah~~

today is a long and tiring day..
i can jus stare at the com and fall asleep leh..
waaa tml luckily is dress down day..
HOHO~
YAY..
i love friday~~

hao ba, today jiu blog dao zhe li..
hao le le oo~
^^

PS: bu yao tai sheng qi~
dui ni de body bu hao~
treat u eat~~
kk~
=D

Cheers

DA JIA DOU HAO LEI ARRR~~~

lei si wo le~
lei si tutu le~
da jia dou hao lei~~
shagged and more shagged~~

stupid ms proj so difficult to handle..
lol
most horrible proj of the year ba~
sians..

mi attachment going to end soon le..
today we all had donuts session..
hahaha..
everyone had to eat one..
its so sinful lo..
according to wad su mama says..

aiyo..
but once in a life time la..
so nvm..
Muahahaha~

mi lazy le~
damn lazy today..
dun blog le..
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!~
nothing interesting happen recently oso..
XP

Diving Adventure~

lols..

tutu lazy to upload the pics ar..

so i am here to present to ur the diving adventure~

hahahaha~

enjoy~

^^

Broken Paw..

just came home..

went to hav a drink wif yl..
LOL~

then we chat and chat and chat..
i look at the time~
OMG!!!!!

1230 AM liaos..
-_-

missed the last bus..
so we bo bian..
die die dun wan take cab..
and we walked home le..

LOL..
frm serangoon gardens to my home is about 1 hr..
along the way i passed by thomson prata hse..
passed by bowen sec..
amk..
and many many empty streets..
LOL~

so eerie and silent lo..
so both of us talk and talk..
hahaha..
talk until i reach home le..

but then yl wan to chiong home for soccer match..
in the end he took cab~
LOL..
poor ting..
T.T

i think my paw oso almost breaking le..
today walked and stand for super long periods of time..
half sianed..

but another half is an adventure oso..
haahahaa..
XP

anyways..
mi paw tired le..
i shall try to go and slp..
then tml see can do wad jiu do wad ba..
HA!

min na, oyasuminasai~
hao lei oooo...
fall flat~
(''\ ( x x ) /'')

OH DEAR ME~

today i did the worst thing that could hav happened in the morning..
I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED ALL MY HP CONTACTS!!!!
shit lo..

-_-
luckily i got some back up contacts on the other phone..
but..
wad have recorded tis year is all gone~

soooo...
all my year 2 classmates, would you ppl kindly giv mi ur contact number..
and as for those ppl whom has already changed their number in the recent year, pls do update mi oso..
becos i really really very sian now..
all delete le..
so lost~

sorry for all the trouble ppl~
pai seh..

ok today was hectic..
i wanted to rest leh..
in the end no rest dao lo..

had lunch wif my mom..
then afternoon went to collect my PDL..
wa lao i went to the driving centre.......
took my queue number.......
AND WAITED!!!!!!!!!

u noe for how long?????
U NOE??!?!?!?!?!

3 FULL WHOLE HOURS..
wa lao eh..
i sit there and rot lo..
the number so near mine liao..
still took them so long to get all the things done..

kaos..
they should really get some more counters..
and some ppl just couldn't wait..
so they left..
-_-

wait for 2 hrs liao go like a bit wasted..
zzzz..
might as well giv mi the tix..

my 3 hrs like tat jiu wasted le..
fly away..
T.T

then wanted to surprise ppl de..
but then my plan backfired..
LOL~
tis is called zi zuo zi shou..
-_-

i huo gai..
dai sei..
-_-

then i still tot can go home and rest de lo..
wait for the stupid bus oso so long..
squeeze until i almost wanna die diao..

by the time i reach home le, my legs aching le..
so i fainted on the bed and slept..
UNTIL NOW~

then i realise its almost 12 le..
i wad sai oso haven do..
-_-

most importantly, haven eat dinner...
................................

gu lu gu lu gu lu..
my stomach growling already..
so damn thirsty oso..

so poor mi had to drag myself to pour a cup of water..
T.T

now i oso lazy to cook le..
so sian lo..
hao luan de yi tian..
very very very very CHAOTIC!!!

i pray!
put my paws tgt and
PRAY!!
tat tml will be better..

waaaaa..
wo yao ku le~
T.T

Recap...

just ytd i was so damn angry..
and yet today i was so happy..

i was just suddenly surprised about how i can handle reality and changes happening..

the happiness was at work..
had the best day in uob ever..
with everyone..
and everyone..
i can hang on..
although there is still some bitch living on..
we won't give in..
zzz..

the more unhappy things was ytd..
i had some family problem..
ytd's matter..
now i wonder..
wad does it take to bond someone together..
is family bonding that difficult?

sometimes i see people having fun..
outside..
with their family and pets..
i feel sorta sianed..
as if all of these isn't fair at all..
why?
i don't know..

i was born like that..
into such a family..
with such parents and such siblings..

i can't do anything about it..
can i?
i really wish and hope to..

all i wanted was a heart warming and wen xin family..
i don't have any of those..
and i feel life has been very hard on me on the emotional side..

all of this isn't fair..
and i hate it..
i don't like it..
...

i want a father who cares about his family..
and his son..
for his well being..
and his wife..
for her temper..

and i also want a brother who can take care of himself and the family..
for someone so old already, isn't it filial to serve his parents?
and not vice versa?

sometimes i really question myself..
why am i born into such a family..
isit a trial?
or a problem i just have to go through..

that is why i always wanted to live alone..
sorta carefree..
but lonely..
and i have to do things all my myself..
on my own..

i admitt..
im spoilt..
seriously spoilt..
i can't even pour myself a cup of water..
-_-
what a failure right?

i can't help but think this way..
i just wanna be a bit happier at home..
the ppl here just made mi don't like it..
and i always wanna go home late..
just to avoid this..

isit really so difficult to do so?
really?

sadd.ed.

Rest.. and prepare to die until damn jialat for the nex 3 wks....

today was supposed to be resting day..
in the end went to sch to eat wif my long long no see friends..
^^

heartwarming..
hahaha..

but..
just heard a bad news frm iggy..
sharon is pushing us..
LIKE HELL!!!!

one day at least 100 calls....
+ 2nd call made and case closed..
WTH!!!!
she thinks we are some buffalo isit..

but nvm..
we will all prove her wrong..
everyday clear..
no back lots..
ARGH!!!
RAWR~

it was fun meeting up my friends today..
chatted and crapped..
ahh..
exhausted when i got home..
wanted to go out de..
but no energy le..
later the bear die outside..
lol..
si wu zhang shen zhi di..
-_-

today dun blog so much le..
mi claws are droppin off..
...
T.T

Another Forbidden NiGhT~

ytd went to forbidden city again~~

wif sher and hoho~

^^

i a bit lazy to blog ah..

so jus look at the pics kk~

hahahaha~

we had a really great time~

XD

this is the interior of FC..

that thing hanging frm the ceiling is actually a crystal lamp~

lols..

nice atmosphere~

our drinks for the night~

1 long island tea and 2 baileys shake~

^^

sher and i..

my most retarded pic of the night..

LOL

hoho and i..
lols

sher and hoho

my gals busy chatting and looking through the interesting menu~

gan bei~~

Yum Seng~~

glup glup glup

waaaa..
chiong finish~

most funny pic of the night..
sher actually told mi to take a pic of her drinking..
but then hoho suddenly pop out~
LOL~
still twist until like tat..
and look at the face..
SUPER RED~~!!!
muahahaha~

Our final bon fire for the night~
^^

WTH DAY

today was one of my worst days..

aside frm the thing that i dun wanna mention..
!@#$%^&*()_+
like how suay i am..

today still hav to make so many calls..
i am feeling the extreme sore in my throat already..
and it's damn painful..
made 100 plus calls in the afternoon..
imagine how chiong we are??

it's like trying to grab the target and we are jus inches away frm it..
in the end still cannot finish..
zzz..
super sianed..

i feel a bit wth now..
no mood to do anything..
no mood to say anything..

i jus hope tml will be better..
and the suayness be gone..

friggin crap!!!!
argh

Blury~

today i went to see another doc again..
lol..
u noe wad the doc say??
he say..
" aiyo tat previous doc ar.. giv the antibiotics no gd one..
take mine kk.. confirm will ok.. dun worry~"
LOL..
he so funny ooo..
hahaha..
brighten up my day..

then outside when waiting for medication..
the nurse say..
recently alot of bad bad ppl ar..
be careful..
they try to cheat the clinic's money..
go see doc liao, then say no money to pay..
say wan to owe, tml return..
LOL~
in the end, bu jian zhong ying..

i ke lian the doc and the nurse leh..
be hao xin, no hao bao de..
T.T

ahhhh~
wad a fruitful trip to the doc..
at least not so sian as before..
LOL~

tml hav to go back to work ler..
hao duo calls to make..

throat kuai dian ok~
if not i can go and dip myself in hot boiling water..
si diao suan ler~
T.T

recently take too much antibiotics, become quite tired and weak le..
i mus go and eat more MEAT!!!!!!!!!!
MUAHAHAHA~~
i made a resolve tat if i ok liao i will eat alot of meat..
A LOT!!!
LOLOL~

HOHOHO~
mentally happy, physically sad..

hope those who are having icas tis wk to do their best~
and those who are emotionally unstable to get strong again~

cheers~
^^

T.T

today i went to work..
despite being ill..
sooo many voicemails and back lots to clear..
i think if too many ppl no go, we seriously shorthanded..
=(

morning i did calls..
did a pathetic 51 calls..

then after lunch i bth liao..
throat super sore until cannot sore..
so i requested raymond to switch jobs wif mi..

so today was my first day doing admin jobs~
waaa..
not easy..
alot of stuff to rmb here and there..
hahaha..
but not bad oso ah..
can learn new things..
LOL~

after work met tutu for dinner le..
( refer to tutu's blog on wad we ate)
by the time i reach hg the clinics already close le..
i guess tml then i see doc again..
=(

recently been to soooo many doctors lo..
none can cure me..
T.T
wo hao ke lian ar~
sad si le....

hope the sore throat faster ok..
then can go back and clear the mails!!!
or else we are so dead..

SU MAMA~
i wish u luck for tml~
T.T
jia you bah~
i will pray for u in heaven..
LOL

Sick again.. -_-

the bear is sick again..
super sore throat and a swollen face..
hmmm..

i wonder why..
maybe eating bread makes mi sick..
...

so sian lo at home..
cannot do anything..
can only talk to xx, mtu and tg..
my limbs are mentally aching to do something, but they are too physically tired to do so..

lazy to type already..
tis post is jus to inform my readers tat i am still alive and tat i can still type..
i hav to cure my voice by tml..
or i will be so dead..
T.T

Just my thoughts recently..

today i found out time passes so fast..
almost too fast that i couldn't even catch it..

the working world is truly..
Depressing..
now why do i say that?
just because everything you do, you just do it again..
all over..
the same thing..
everyday..
every time..

life actually has become so systematic that i almost thought we were robots..
but are we?

sometimes i think time just doesn't give us a chance..
none at all..
i can still recall monday..
what happened..

and now..
it's been 4 days..
no wonder people say time does heal wounds..
but naturally over a period of 10 years?

i don't believe in a planned future..
being a robot..
under the control of the society's laws..

i would look like a absolute fool..

now if i were to be a fool..
why was i born in the first place..
maybe it was done so that other's could seem a bit more clever, as compared..

my thoughts are so random..
in fact..
too random to describe..
i can think of anything..
and i can find fault with it..

nothing is perfect..
the word perfect shouldn't even exist..
it's just a figure of speech..
or to pacify others..

we are all so pathetic that we need to rely on the society's laws to make us into real people..
we can't change anything can we?
it's like..

I didn't want to be born..
to have a mind of my own..
to be able to think properly..
and write this post, because of what i am thinking..
i didn't have any choice did i?

but alas..
this is what becomes of me..
see..
jus a small random thought..
and it actually evolved into all this crap i am writing..

but nevertheless..
it was jus written to remember me..
how i am now..
what i was like..
what i did..

so in the future, when i look back..
hopefully, i can gain something from it..
once again..

Ramen day~ wif my besties~ ^^

today was ramen day~~~~

YAY~~~~

everyone eat until very happy and full..

Bishan J8~

hahaha~~

many many photos were taken~

wif all my besties~

long time no see them ler..

i miss them alot..

so take a bit more photos for memory..

hahas~

^^

LOL~~

Look at wad we ate~~

tats not all lo, still got more de..

hahaha~

hohoho~

Literally PIGS!!

one of the many ice ramens~

tutu's meal~

joce and sher~~

^^

another snapshot~

by tutu's paw~

after tat we all went up arcade..

to take photos~~

hahahaha..

tis is tutu and elsie~

on the toy car~

LOL~

YOU ZHI KUANG~~

XP

mi, elsie and tutu~~

bestie trio~

^^

joce, tutu and i~
hahahaha~

lols~
look at tis photo~
hao kong bu de joce~~~~

a bit more photos~

and more photos~

sher and joce~
=D

MY PAW/ PALM!!!!

Mr Raybra~

tutu and i~

LOL~
sher and joce boxing tutu~
T.T
HOHOHOHO~
ni hao ke lian ar~~~~
=X


RAYBRA act sinister~
LOL

joce aka duckie trying to fly~
muahahaha~
bu ke neng de~~~

random shot~

the most difficult shot i tried
LOL~~~

another funky grp photo of ours~~
^^
wo ai da jia~~

elsie and i trying to do a double twist..
but then looks like failed~
LOLOL~
Laughs~

us 3 again~~~
^^ ^^ ^^ ^^

wo gen raybra~

HA!!!!!!
LOOK AT THIS PIC~
is so damn funny lo~
HOHOHO~~
dou ji yan..
muahahaha~
^^

ahhhhhhh~~~
tis is better la...
zhe jiu dui ma~


sher~~~
VVVV
^^

JOCE~~~
and sher de hand..
duno doing wad..

hahahah~

BEE~~
twist~

weeeeeeeeeeee~
end of the day le..
we enjoyed ourselves~
CHEERS EVERYONE~
^^

tired and more tired~

jing tian wo hao lei ar..
kena scold by cust still nvm..
still got lots of paper work to do..
ke lian de wo arrr~
T.T

waaaa..
come home and rest..
can finally slack hor???

NOOOOOO~
actually got a few ppl at my hse..
BOTHER MY REST!!!~
GRRRRR~
BITES~

but i found peace and laughter online..
lols..
so many ppl entertain me i think..
thanks all~

i probably will fall asleep soon..
that's if i will..
haha..
looking forward to everything..
you noe..
i actually love life much more than what i used to..
i really do..
=)

nite nites~

Whole bottle.. GONE!!!

today daddy and i decided to go on a drinking spree..
LOL..
due to the recent events of baileys appearing around mi ( hor stacy?) XP,
i suggested to daddy to buy a bottle..

caramel was nice so i chose it..
and when we got home.......

DOOM~
we started drinking it like siao~
LOL~~
when i take a sip...
it's heavenly..
it's so smooth..
so sweet..
so AHHHHH~~

OMGS~~

and u noe wad we did??

HA!!

first was the normal drinking method..
Ouh~~

AND MILK~~~~~

Baileys + milk = heaven~

nex we mixed it with ice cream..
oreo..
rum and raisin..
brownie chunks..
LOL~
all tasted nice..
SLURPP~~

waaaa..
then we tried it boiling HOT~

and Chilling COLD~~~
Woos...

the feeling..
the gan jue~~
nan yi xing rong..
the ice cream wif waffles..
omgomgomgomgomgomgomg!!!!
i swear i will never taste a nicer waffle than this!!!
ahhhhh~~~

omg lo..
i think i going gaga liao..
but cannot drink often..
later my wallet got hole..
=(

i shall psyco daddy to get more~
=D

hao kai xin ar~~
hehehehe~
^^

Dejavu

bleah..
today felt a bit better le..

jus needed some sleep and rest..
and everything would be fine..
-_-

im bored though..
just the feeling of the sudden emptiness..
is like u work and work and work..
then suddenly one day slack diao and rest..
LOL..

feels bored..
now i really wonder how am i gonna stay in sch during the nex stopover..
i think im really gonna be bored to death..
shucks..

just a question..
what would you do if u had to tell the most important thing to someone,
and you know they wouldn't believe it?

hmmmm..
i think my ans is..
i'll try..

well..
with many situations faced..
sometimes it's rather hard to say and hear and believe..
=l

guess it's better this way..
what goes around comes around..

Fever..

i am so sian now..
duno once in how many thousand years i actually kena fever..
and my fever comes wif many other jialat things..
i will hav migraine..
imagine a knife cutting through ur head in a split second..
then gone..

my whole body no energy..
i hav no appetite at all..
i cannot even drink water..
when i blink or open my mouth to try and talk my head hurts..
and i feel, COLD!!!

i think i seldom feel so cold..
i confirm abnormal le..

jus now on my way home i almost bang into car..
-_-
lucky he let mi pass..
lao tian ye wants mi to live..
but he giv mi such a sickness..

everything i do actually pains my heart..
wo yao si diao le..
T.T

wa lao make mi become so emo..
cannot even manage a flat smile..
i super long time no emo liao lo..
wan to break my streak..
-_-
damn it..

hmmmm..

the day is coming to an end already..
how fast..
almost too fast..

" i see thy sun rays set upon me, but sadly i cannot reach it"

"fret not, thou shall be released.."

=(
how sad..

okay..
today i am quite satisfied though..
had some major accomplishment..
secret~
SHHHHH~
XP
i thought i couldn't do anything about it, but i did..
lols..

and in only 2 days..
wow..
magnificent feat..
=l

nothing much but wondering..
=)

why set the thing that makes you happy?
u focused on one thing to make u happy..
so if it's gone, there will be no emotions..

the rest of the things don't matter?
now think about this..
if u lose this one thing, u will be sad..
but if u lose the rest around u, there will be nothing to look forward to..
never again.. not anymore..

I thought i was clever..
I thought i was great..
I thought i was worthy..
And i also thought i was made for it..

But never once did i realise..
i didn't make anything..
i was a fool..
so lowly..
and not even in the least bit of concern..

now tell me why..
why do you feel this way?

HAPPY NEW YEAR~ 08080808080808080808

new post for the day~
new post for the year~

wow~

so fast 2008 le..
i shall keep 2007 safe..
in a box i made..

to store everything..
the goods..
and the bads..


over the time i reflect on them..
and only one person makes it possible..
ME!


i can will anything..
so i won't give in..
that makes life rather beautiful, isn't it?
shucks~


it's the best damn thing that could happen..


well..
the only thing that i want for this new year is..

I wanna Be Happy..
and happier..
^^


and i hope all those around me..
my friends, family and everyone..
will be happy too..

in one way or another~
the lord looks after us~
so open ur hearts and see..
ur actually not that far from paradise..
=)


_______________________________________________________

ok..
updates on the week..
was a busy week at work..
got super fussy and irritating customers..
horrid and incorrigible..
SLAPS~~~~~


ytd went to watch Alien Vs Predator 2 with sumama, iggy and stacy..
lol..
stacy was so funny..
keep covering her ears..

but the sound effect makes it nice..
like all the suspense and such..
woos..

its like being in there..

and the cinema was great..
its like some concert stage..
wow..

sumama was in awe..
he had never visited one like this before..
hahaha~

i wanted to take the view down..
but too bad..
no cameras in the cinema..
LOL~


later i kena kick out..
=x


but the show was gory and mostly, DISGUSTING!
hahahaa..

but we all enjoyed the effects..

i like the predator~
its so damn cool..
with all the technology and such..
so high tech lo..


whereas the alien is so stupid..
lol
like idiot like tat..
hahaha..


and of course humans are the ones trapped inside everything..
LOL..

well..

the plot is kinda lame..
but we just went there to see the graphics~
hahahaha~


for those who cannot stand blood and gore, pls dun go and watch..
LOL~
=X


after tat movie trip..
something shocking happened..
=x
again..
LOL..


now tell mi..
what would u do if a guy u met for the first time and gives u a 65 bucks item..
and he knows u like it..
he knows u want it..
and he knows u sometimes need it..
and u need it real soon..
WOW..

he knows you..
its so shocking..
my jaw gaped and gaped and gaped..
it almost fell..


BUT~
the person is not mi~
muahahaha..
is someone else..
just a coincidence tat i was there~
hohohoho~


we discussed and analysed..
the final conclusion is~
1. yes
2. NO


LOL~
hahahaha..
come on.. choose it..
follow ur heart~
=P


overall had a nice day..


all thanks to uob giving us half day off..
when we weren't supposed to hav to..
LOL~
ok..


i shall demand for rights..
becos on the eve of every public holiday, we dun get half day off..
whereas in sch, they do..
NOT FAIR~~


they still owe us 4 flexi hours for the christmas eve we worked full day..
RAWR~
* BITES *