Angels or Devils - Dishwalla

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

"All about my dog Marimo"

Before watching..

Turn on your speakers..
Off the background music..
Wait for the clip to load..
And watch it whole in one shot..
=)

I wish everyone a great day

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Am i looking forward?? Or reminiscing the past??

Judge me.

Do i look forward by seeing the opportunity in every difficulty?
Or do i reminisce the past by seeing the difficulty in every opportunity?

I've been doing alot of thinking lately..
And it hurts..
It hurts just to know that somehow or another..
I'm actually quite lost..

Here it is..
In a nutshell..
Basically we all have a choice..
To see the world the way we want..

There are tons of opportunities and heaps of difficulties in every one's life..
This is an unchangeable and real given fact..
So here's where the wonderful perspective comes in..

I see a possibility..
A new job path?
A new road to further my studies?
A blooming relationship?
And then guess what happens?

There are only 2 choices..
Do i immediately immerse myself in thoughts of what could go wrong??
Or do i rein in my desires because I'm afraid of getting hurt??

I couldn't answer this question..
Either could go wrong..

Then i start to look at the difficulties..
And i face them head on..
What do i see??

Toil and frustration without compensation..
Or maybe i see steps, even painful ones, on the path to a goal..
Things that are worth accomplishing are difficult..
And the course to true success, love or relations never did run smooth..

No news here?

So what do i do??
Do i take another look and see the opportunities hiding in the cracks of every difficulty??
And just perhaps..
Acknowledge the difficulties that are inherent in them..

I've been dodging many chances..
Because i fear..
And it all slipped by..
When remorse engulfs me..
That is when i am hurt..

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Our senses don't decieve us.. Our judgement does..

Remember half the glass being full and being empty story?

This is what i think..

Sometimes what I see is a glass half full of the good things life has to offer..
Laughter..
Companionship..
Fun..
Resources..
And I'm fine until i get to thinking and thinking and judging that what i see is not enough..

"I'm going to move out soon"
" My bank account is running low"
"My friends are leaving town"
I'm tired and seriously at the end of my rope..
Now i judge my glass half empty..

Of course, the sad thing is that by judging my glass half empty,
I pretty much guarantee that it is..
And then i tend not to see things for what they probably are..

Sometimes..
I don't hear the concern in a friend's voice when she calls..
And i chafe against her sound advice because i think she's judging me for getting into a jam in the first place..
And then maybe i snap at her..
And she snaps back..
And we both hang up the phone mad..
And she's thinking she won't soon call again, and there it is..
My glass half empty and getting emptier..

If i had paid attention, instead..
To the words my ears were hearing..
Well then things might just have turned out differently..

The place where optimism most flourishes is the lunatic asylum.
Where I can find the mad optimist and say what i feel, feel what i know,
And try to let the best that is possible into my heart..

With a hint of sarcasm..
I am not a pessimist..
To perceive evil where it exists..
In my opinion..
Is a form of optimism..

-_-

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Somebody save me~~~

GOOD MORNING EVERYONE!

Yes good morning..
It's a dumb 2am now and i am freakingly awake..

Dear me..
Recently i seem to have the challenge of trying to keep myself awake..
I always wanna fall asleep when..

1. I'm at work and i have nothing to do..
2. I'm at work and i have something to do but i can't drag myself to do it..
3. I can't seem to control my sleepiness..
4. I always doze off when in important situations..
5. I cannot focus on work..
6. I can't get myself awake when I'm at home..
7. I get frequent headaches..
8. And i wake up in the middle of the night for nothing..
9. And i can't get back to sleep again, which ends up with me failing energy tests the next day..
10. And great.. -_- There is an ISO audit tomorrow.. And i haven't memorised my stuff yet..
11. I feel Iike I'm having too much Boo Boo to study.. It so feels like AN EXAM!!!!
12. So much so that I'm falling asleep now..
13. I DON"T HAVE ENOUGH ENERGY!!!!!

And my migraine is back..
Back to haunt me AGAIN!!!

Dear all,

If i get too irritated/ bad/ sarcastic/ evil and etc.. and i do bad stuff for no reason..
Please send mi to IMH for brain overload treatment..

Thank you.

Regards
Me

Anyone has any idea at all how much of hell this is?!!!!

Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me

T.T

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Blood donation


Just went for another session of blood donation..
It's just great giving back to the society..
The venue was in an MRT station though..
And i saw many people walking past..

Mumbling to themselves..
Wondering if donating blood is proper..
I see their faces frowning..
Especially older people..
They would give an opinion saying that..
"Why should i give my blood?"
They see no clear benifits..

The thought of taking away that precious bag of red liquid scares them..
Oh well..
Maybe a bit on the needles as well..
But..
It's more of an unwillingness to do so..
Well, it's not an obligation to do so..
It's just reflecting on how much a society thinks about other people..

Every second..
Someone in this world needs blood..
That someone could be a mother giving birth..
An accident victim..
A girl suffering from a life threatening anaemia..
A boy with dengue fever..
A father facing open heart surgery..
Or even your closest one somewhere needing life..

Life is unpredictable..

You are born with a healthy body..
You have sufficient internal organs to keep u alive..
Well, others don't..
They depend on life sustaining machines..
They feed on blood by others..
Think about it..
You have 2 kidneys when you were born..
Perfect organs..
Healthy blood..

But wait..
You didn't bring any money with you into this world..
So what if you can give money?
Can it buy life?
Can your money be a substitution for a kidney?
I doubt so..

So.....
I strongly urge all of you..
Please try to give..
Give people the treasure that cannot be bought..
That feeling of unheard thanks..
The tears that cry for a successful transfusion..

You..
You made that possible..
Because without you..
Life can't multiply..
The fruit that you will give to others will grow into a tree..
And in turn..
It bears more fruit..
Life goes on..
So....
Anyone needs blood?
Or a kidney??
Hahas~
A+ and 1 kidney for offer~~
XD

For friends, it is a one time offer~~
Really literally 1 time offer..
First come first serve~
Cuz i only have 2 kidneys..
Haha~
so i can spare you 1..
=)

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

1.

I really Wish you the Best!
=)

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Remorse

post deleted

Friday, October 3, 2008

Joke?

Joking?

Please freakingly make a difference between joking and being serious..

If something is meant to be a joke..
Or not offensive..
Please state it clearly..

If not accidents will always happen..
Again and again and again..
When will the circle end?

I don't know..
I don't take serious jokes anymore..
Nor malicious intentionally evil jokes that are not only harmful to you..
But also to me..

That's about all..
This is a warning..

Tell me..
What should i do??

Or rather..
Tell yourself what you should do..

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Upz and Downz

Just finished the grand prix..
A really interesting one though..
Ferrari didn't make it..
Awwwww..
That's so sad..
=)

Grats to those to made it to the podium..
=D

~~~~~~~~~~~~

CCCC GGGG AmAmAmAm EmEmEmEm x2

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna give in tonight
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear to see

This is the last time i will fall..
Into a place that fails us all inside..

Well i can see the pain in you..
And i couldn't care much..

The angels burn inside for us..
The devils burn inside of us..

I'm always gonna worry about..
The things that could make us cold..

C G6 Am Em F Dm E Am/G D/F# Am/B Am/C

The things that could make us cold...

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

No title..

ICE CUBE WAFFLES ARE GREAT!!!!
=)

Hello people..
This is another one of Ice 3's very tasty waffles..
Waffle with caramel and maple syrup..
yummy~
=)

Went chomp with tutu then headed for our usual waffle hunt..

The rabbit even suggested getting the ice 3's membership card..
The only problem is..
They don't have any!!!
LOL~

Now that's hilarious..
=x

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Happy things aside lets go to the crappy ones..

I feel that i have to be indirect sometimes..
Feeling quite stressful recently..
Especially today..
Imagine people feeding you bits and pieces of paper..
Pouring oil into your mouth..
And asks you to smoke..

Bye Bye..
You're a gonner..

I wanna have the relaxed feel again..
Recently couldn't find any though..
It's not that i've become entirely negative..
I'm still fairly positive i believe..
haha..
see i still can manage a laugh..
ooooo~

I wanna drink!!!!
And i wanna eat ice cream!!!
And waffles!!!

they make me high just for that little while..

Am i escaping my own future??
Damn me to hell..
=)

Timbre~

I'm dead beat!!!
Down right tired lols~
But had a fun day..
haha..
Went to Timbre just now..
They were having an annual music fest featuring many live bands and performances..
Cause Timbre turns 3!!
^^
Thanks to gz for the place..
Hahaha..


1 of the more interesting drinks of the night..
Strawberry baileys milk shake with lemon~
LOL~
Tasted really like milk shake..
Hahaha~
^^
Anyways I've enjoyed for the night..
And i certainly don't feel as though I'm no life today..
It was fun!!
Usually it's the routine of going home after work and sleeping..
Such a boring life..
I could do better..
And whats more to say..
The music in me has REVIVED!!
WEEEEE~
Happy happy happy~
Passion?
You might find that in me..
I might actually consider it..
=)
Keep you guys updated anyways..
Cheers everyone~
XD

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Note of caution~

Please note:

The following food stuff has been recalled by the local authorities in suspicion of having melamine contamination:

They all contain milk quantities in them and come from CHINA..
For your information:
melamine when consumed causes kidney stones..
In chinese, called shen jie shi..
Which in turn causes death..

The following:

- M&Ms
- Snickers
- Mento's
- Yoghurt bottle
- Dove chocolate
- Oreo wafer sticks
- mon milk
- dutch lady sterilized milk
- Walls all natural mango
- mini poppers ice cream
- magnum ice cream
- moos sandwich ice cream
- mini cornetto
- youcan ice cream

Please stop consuming any of these if you have bought them previously..
And of course..
Don't buy any!!
LOL!!

* a note of thanks to considerate friends who smsed me*
=D

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
And on to another topic..

LOLS~

today i was bored..
and a certain someone was also bored..

and so it became a boliao moment of 2 very bored people searching for entertainment..
Extract of a certain conversation..

Me:
Yawns.. i am very bored..

M says:
The unthinkable has happened
for never has become present
and end becomes past
for time has collapsed onto me
and boredom becomes my BFF..

(this is how bored 1 person can be..)
got link??
no link??
i cannot link anything at all..
lololol

-_-

not the end.. still got LOL

Me:
i am a very holy and good person u know?!!
RAWRS~

M says:
( M has a shooting skill of lvl 10000000 liao)
* snorts organs out of one's nose*
holy?!!!
you are the devil's incarnate!!!
* shoves handphone into holy water*!!!

Me:
i am turning over a new leaf liao..
T.T

M says:
ya ya..
continue turning..
maybe you'll reach the end of the abyss rating by the time we all graduate..

Me thinks:
BITES!!
HA!

this is a person whom is taking on a fungus role and has moulds growing all over..
the reason: too bored

so conclusion: if you become too bored, you will become zek ark and shoot ppl..
then you will be come the NEXT BIG MUSHROOM !!!!!!

person M!!!
you know who u are..

Thanks for your entertainment ar..
LOL!!!
i am going to find info to black mail u!!!

Bwahahaha!
XP

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Sunday~

^^

It's Sunday again..
The always wonderful Sunday..
When it's time to rest, eat, sleep, play and do everything you like..

But..
Sadly..
T.T

It's only 24 hours..
A pathetic measly 24 hours..
=(

Now I'd wish i was schooling..
cause working has no life..
Seriously no life..

Morning you wake up..
You go to work..
After work it's around 7..
And you head for home..
When you've taken your dinner and done your stuff,
It;s already 8 plus..
And you have around 2 hours to do your additional stuff..
at 10 you head for bed..

And it's repetitive..
It's boring..
-_-

Everyday is so boring..
I NEED SOME ENTERTAINMENT IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Pictures~ Melt- The World Cafe




These are the pics~ Enjoy~ ^^

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Buffet!!! Interesting facts/ tips about buffets~

I've been indulging in buffets recently..
And I've found out that to enjoy the buffet to the fullest,
you have to eat the right way!
=)

Now..
You may ask..
Isn't a buffet all about grabbing all the expensive food?!
I can only say.. NOPE!
You've paid an extensive sum of money and the thing to do is to savour all of the different varieties they have to offer..

Well.. If the only thing that you'll ever consume in a buffet is that few lobsters..
( just simply cause you think it's the most worth it of all)..
Then you would be better off in a seafood restaurant..
-_-

Alright..
Let's get down to it..
Except for food which triggers your allergic senses, you should probably try everything..
And I mean everything..
( Includes small buns, cookies, nuts, and every bit of the spread..)

1. Go to a buffet with someone who shares the same mindset/ thinking as you do.
( It's difficult to dine with someone whom doesn't agree with you..)

2. Attack the meat and seafood first.
Consuming meat first helps stimulate your stomach into thinking that it is going to have a hell of a night digesting..
So basically.. It's faster..

3. Share the food.
Take small bite sizes of each and every food..
You only need to have a little taste of it..

4. Don't try to starve yourself before the meal.
It only makes your stomach smaller and it cannot contain much food..
Think of your stomach storage similar to a balloon..
If there is air inside, it expands..
Same goes with food..
However.. If you contract it to the smallest by starving it, then blow it huge by eating a lot..
It is absolutely going to get upset..
And not long after your meal, you would have wished you never ate that..
Dumb isn't it???

5. Right.. For the first round of the buffet, fill your plate with as many varieties as possible..
And remember to get the smallest portion too..
Remember to separate the different ethnic flavours of your food..
You don't want to mix Indian food with Italian food, do you??
Ugh~
-_-

6. Make decisions.
Decide which is nice and which aren't..
Cross them off your list..
You will not want to take them again..

7. When you're ready, go for your second round.
You should only pick those that you think are worth it and nice from your selection above..
The selection should be considerably lesser than the first round..

8. After round 2, please take a break.
Offer your stomach some rest..
It has been accepting so much food..
And its probably the time to let it digest a little..

9. Oh.. And make sure you allocate enough time for a buffet meal.
Preferably around 3 to 4 hours..
You don't wanna waste your money rushing through a meal without enjoying it..

10. Chat and talk with your family and friends.
After all, some interaction is needed or it will be super damn boring..

11. A HA!!! Now it's time for your third round!
Now try filling this round with only the top, superb, yummy, juicy, best food of the buffet..
You've picked the greatest..
Now is the time to savour the best of it!
Ahhhhh~~~
Heavenly~~~

12. Okay~ Now after this third round, you should be getting to around 75%- 80% full..
Right now, your stomach is grinding heavily..
And you should also be getting slightly sleepy..
If you're a super huge eater, you may go for your fouth and even fifth round now..
And as for those who are 3/4 full, feel free to walk around, grab some snacks, go to the washroom, do anything you like!!!
It's free style time~
Yeah~

13. Burppp...
Now lets assume you're already at your limit..
Full!!
Well, maybe only about 90% there..
And you can sorta feel your stomach budging out of your shirt..

14. This is the time to stop..
It has probably been 3 hours since you stepped into this magnificent buffet..
If your stomach permits, have a sip of tea..
It helps digestion..
And have a cookie to go along with it..
You may also chat with the people around you..
Enjoy the very last moments of this meal..

15. Well, there you are..
Ask for your bill..
And prepare to get shocked for the amount of plus plus they have to charge you~
LOL~

Okay...
A few reminders to take note:

Never have anything 1 to 2 hours before a buffet..

If you're going for a dinner buffet, please have some light lunch and snack on something in between both meals to indicate to your body that it's not going to starve..

Always wear clothes that are a tad bigger..
Trust me..
You need the space..

Try not to visit the same buffet places..
Have some variety in your life man..
Experience the world!!

Make sure you make a reservation prior to feasting there..
This is especially on Fridays, Saturdays and Public Holidays..

Some buffets offer free flow of beverages for a minimal sum of money..
DON'T!
I repeat.. Don't accept that..
Plain water will suffice..
And try to minimize your water intake as much as possible..
You don't wanna fill the valuable space up with water.. would you??

Remember to act in a kind and courteous manner..
Be kind to the people there..
Smile to them when they serve you your food..
Say a word of thanks when you receive your food..
That is a virtue..
Who knows..
That little gesture might make someone's day great~
Treat others as you would want them to do upon to you..
=)

Do your research before stepping into a buffet restaurant..
If many people commented poor service, food and ambiance..
You probably should give that place a miss..

Don't always assume that that you are the king/ queen in the place..
Have some respect for others and they would respect you too..
If there are only 2 lobsters, share them with another person..
If the servers are busy, wait patiently or put your plates aside..
Don't grumble over a small issue..
It's not worth it..


With this i hope all of you have a very pleasant dining experience in future..
Satisfied stomach = Satisfied you!
=D

OH!!! I almost forgot a recommendation..
The best buffet spread that I've ever eaten so far..
MELT- The World Cafe..
Best food: Vanilla Ice Cream Waffles!!!! ^^
It's located at the Mandarin Oriental Hotel..
Previously known as The Oriental Hotel Singapore..
Rating: 9/10 ( 1 off as no place is perfect)

Pictures of that pleasant dining experience will be posted up in the near future! =)

Cheers everyone~
Have a nice day!
^^

[''\(^ ~ ^)/'']

Friday, September 12, 2008

YAY!!!

YAY~~
its the end of the week again~

I LOVE IT!!!!

well..
this week certainly has been a super BORING one..
i have mastered the art of stoning and more stoning..

and i can practically stare at something until i drift to dream land..
wow~

now that's a nice feat..

i hate mondays tuesdays and wednesdays

i'm neutral on thursdays..

and of course i'm super happy on friday..

Finally... I CAN PLAY!!
^^

i hope all you people will love today too..

it's a present god gave to u~~
=D
-Just another boliao post-
HAHA

Monday, September 8, 2008

I think no one understands..

You freaking hell tell me you do and i will give you a big fat tight slap!!!

I thought that on friday it was over..
And i thought that on saturday and sunday it was fine..

today it wasn't..
freakingly NOT!!!

i cannot wait for IPP to be over..
i dread working..
i dread so many things..
i bet all of you would think i'm just being irrational..

but i can say..
i am perfectly sane..

i hope god reads this and he helps me..

don't pretend..
i know that you aren't..

don't act big..
cause you simply are not..

don't lie..
i know the truth..

SNOB!@#$%^
it suits u fine..
Perfectly..

Just simply cause..

You SUX!!!

Friday, September 5, 2008

I can't figure out myself at all..

i am not happy today..
certainly not..

at first i thought..
maybe it's because of work..
maybe work is stressful..
maybe i can't handle it..

but then i realised..
nope..
it wasn't..
it was me..
purely me..
and me alone..

you say i'm emo??
yes i agree..
maybe sometimes i'm very emotional..
but usually.. Not..
and i can control myself quite well..
but today..
I just simply can't..
giving fake smiles isn't my forte..
people can see that it is just being forceful..
and that i am not tat happy after all..
or that i laughed just for the sake of laughing and entertaining people..

am i really happy?

now the subject seems to be centred around why i am feeling so down..
i so feel like visiting the doctor..
-_-

i know i'm not happy..
i know it's about something..
and i know that it is affecting mi alot..
and i know i cannot ignore it, but yet i am trying to..
hiding and avoiding the fact..
i seriously don't know what i should do..
i can't advise myself..
but will advice from others work??

i don't trust the words..
i don't trust anything here..
none..
i just wanna wish it away..

yes.. good..
but i'm sorry..
nope.. i can't..
give face.. disgrace..
irritated.. angered..
sick and tired..
time may pass..
quickly please..
please..

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Life is sad.. But don't let it wash you away..

Today i had my ups and downs..
You too right?
Extremely sad..
Angry..
Feeling that maybe somehow or another you deserve better..

I hope you would cheer up..
=(


I'll try encouraging..
But sometimes, it doesn't really work..
Milk has been spilt..
It's there and it stained the expensive fur carpet you had..

Now..
Would you wipe it clean and leave a stain on it?
Would you dry clean it?
Or would you throw it away and get yourself a new one?

People who wipe it clean might find themselves in a position which is not very financially stable..
Not that fussy over things..
Easy to please and get along just fine with the stain lying around..
Well..
It serves as a reminder not to repeat the same mistake again..

People who attempt to dry clean it may find that their perception of the carpet itself is already tained..
Even though the carpet comes back clean and nice smelling, you can't help but think that oh shit..
"It's all my fault. Even though it's been dry cleaned it still smells wrong or it feels wrong.."
It's not original anymore..
You regret and mourn over what has happened..
And you try to think of how great it would be if it had not happened..
Well..
Not really possible..

And for those who will just dump it away..
Congratulations..
You have money!
Enough to splurge on a new carpet..
Enough to give away your experience that it is important not to spill on anything..
Adaptable yes..
Change is inevitable..
Maybe you should probably think more and have less rash actions..

Well again..
None is right or wrong..
It's just a small little perception..
Just a thought then..

~~~~~

A wise person whom i've just gotten to know recently told me this..

Take what you need..
What you want is far greater than you expect..
You will be a fool to try to attain it..
It's never ending..
Simply because..
Humans are by default setting..
Greedy.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Heeee~

Today is a Sunday..
Which means a holiday..
Rest day..
Shiok day..
Damn fun day for me!

=D

Good Morning everyone!!!!

Oh shit..
I don't know why i'm so high today..
lols~~

I have decided..
Well..
Today will be a good day..
So all the unhappiness shall go..
Far far far away from me!
Period.

Hmmmmm~
I don't know what to say~~
I'm uttering crap~~
But i'm smiling..
XD

Today is a good day~
Don't waste it~

Everyone be happy too~~
^^

Thursday, August 28, 2008

O.o

today..
tired..
a bit stressed??

i dunno~~
i hope to see familar faces soon~~
Miss all of you~~
Very very much~~

and i hope you people are doing well..
cuz everyone's schedule is so diff..
sadded..

10 wks o~~
9 more to go..

da jia, jia you ooo~

=)

PS* wo hui make effort de.. yi ding hui....!

Sunday, August 24, 2008

=)

today i am going to introduce to all of you a new member of the bear family~~
she is..
Cotton~~
aka xiao mao qiu~
^^

look at how cute and innocent she is~
^^
Tai ke ai le~~
wahahaha~
thanks to the bunny for her..
XD

SEE!!!!
Small little xx oso love her so much~~
^^
we are a beary happy family~
XD

Thank you..
Thank you so much..
I can't thank you enough..
I hope i will still be thanking you when i'm 100..
I hope i live long enough..

=)

Thank you~

Thanks jk, cheryl, mark, gz, yasser, justin for celebrating a belated birthday and being there~
It really moved me..
HAHA!
=)


Well well~
This was done by mark~
He is so thoughtful..
and i didn't know that he could do such a magnificent handicraft..
it's 2 little cubes..
folded by hand..
by duno how many different strands of paper..
with different colours..
and he managed to put a bell inside them..
haha..
pro pro~

And this was the bear they gave me..
it's an elongated bear with gorilla arms and a cat face~
haha..
cute it is.
=D
Thanks alot pals~
i had a great time..
=)
And cheryl~
the cake was nice too~
thanks!
^^

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

=(

Today..
Is the worst day of the year..

Entirely Restless..

I prepare to Fall..

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Really Really Eventful week..

Firstly let mi congratulate the people whom I've known for having their birthday on the 10th of August..
They are namely JK, Cheryl, Iggy and Hui Shan( her name is here just to boost numbers =x)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Okay I'm 3 days late..
Didn't get the chance to update the blog though..
Sorry pals..
=P

Next, i shall have to COMPLAIN COMPLAIN AND COMPLAIN!!!
Now ask me what's there to complain of?!!!

For a start, we have our holy and most virtuous EXAMINATIONS!!!
WOW~
I HATE Human Resource Management..
I HATE Marketing Research..
I HATE Public Relations..
I HATE Contact Centre Management..
And most importantly, I HATE EXAMS!!!!

Now i found out that projects are much much much nicer than exams..
Exams practically squeezes out every bit of brain juice, sauce, water..
It takes a huge huge toll on you..
Whatever you call it..
-_-

Tons and tons of hell to memorise..
Imagine hell was full of paper..
And the only way to heaven is to finish memorising every single bit of it..
Unless you wanna stay in hell..
Wonderful isn't it?!!!
I'll die twenty thousand times by the time i reach heaven..
And nothing seems to go into my poor little measly brain!!!
Ugh.. This is utterly sickening..

And those nice little books they sell in the stores..
Claiming that ohhhh..
If you do this, you will score well..
If you do this, u will get a memory boost..
Or if u do that, you will definetely get superb grades..
Those.. Are just FULL OF BULLCRAP!!

=)

Seeing the GPA drop is simply breathtaking..
And i can feel my temperature lowering..
So low..
That i can't even feel myself..
-_-

Secondly..
HA!!
Dear me got a " nice attachment"
The perfect place to be..
With many "buildings" around.
" Entertainment??"
"FUN??!"
" Sea view?!!"

Guess the place!!!!!

TA DAH~~
The answer is the good old CHANGI!!!!!!!!!!
I decline to name the company in case i get fired..
-_-
!@#$%^&*()_+
DAMN IT!!!!
Filled with industrial buildings..
Industrial waste..
No entertainment..
No fun..
Totally not accessible..
View of the Ugly Changi sea..
Populated with industrial waste..
And human waste too..

A much dreaded place to be in..
IT SUCKS!!!
The location is a total turn off alright..
Damn it..
ZZZZZZZ

The whole thing sucks..
It just isn't great..
Ask me and prepare to receive naggings from me on how i hate this location..
Live or Die??
10 weeks..
I hope it flies past..
And that effort put in is not to be wasted..

Well..
Currently Mugging for exams..
Facing the fear...
The fear of not feeling the stress at all..
Now that's stressful..
Isn't it ironic??
Ugh..
-_-

I hope i will be able to hold on..
If not..
Prepare to visit my grave..
With smiles..
Oh and if you do..
Please bring the best food along~
And a couple of Baileys too~
Caramel preferred~
=)

RIP
X.X

Saturday, August 9, 2008

=)

A cup..

A bear..

A smile..

And forever happiness..

Cheers to you my friend~

^^

You've made my day special once again..

[''\(^ ~ ^)/'']

Thursday, August 7, 2008

...

stressed..
I am.
Frustrated..
I am.
Irritated..
I am..

Ultimately..
Sad..
i am.

-_-
=(
T.T

Monday, August 4, 2008

=D T.T ^ ~ ^

Firstly..
I am happy!!
ED day is finally over..
Major projs down..
Down down to hell pls..
-_-

Left with only 1 presentation and 1 test..
And many more revision lectures to go..
I really look forward to the best..
=)
I think i can only hope so..

Secondly..
I AM SAD/ ANGRY/ SICK!!!
diaos~
I don't know what i did last week..
But i fell sick on entre day..
Horrible..
Cause i can't even speak..
Now i've got practically every illness associated with a fever..
Sigh..
Now i hope to eat nice food.. * someone dun let mi eat*
Go nice places.. * i cannot go far.. tired..*
=(
It's bad being sick..
I'm practically deprived of everything..
-_-

Faster recover!!! * so someone will allow mi to eat..*
I want to eat fried food, sweets, ice cream, ALL MY FAVOURITE FOOD COME TO ME~
What i am eating now is the most dan food i can ever imagine..
-_-
HATE IT!!!
Grrrrr!
T.T

Another thing to be happy about~
Someone care about me when i sick~
Hoho..
I feel hao xing fu~
=)
Thanks alot ooo~
You're great!!
Although it's sad that i'm sick..
But i'm happy inside..
*Cat*
^^

Saturday, August 2, 2008

I WILL PROTECT MY OWNER!!!

A day in the life of a pet..

Today you were happy..
You were the happiest person on earth today..
You did something extraordinary..
You did something great..
I know you have a kind heart..
I know you always extends your hands out..
So far that you give all out..
And coundn't even see the horizon..

Suddenly..
You saw something..
Something that you hoped you would never see..
You were sad..
You were devastated..
You didn't know what to do..
You rang people up..
You asked around..
You compared..
You were questioning yourself..
Asking why.. Why did you do it....

I saw it..
I felt it..
I couldn't do anything about it..
I wasn't with you..
You put me aside..
I could only stare at you with watery eyes..
Only trying to ask why..
I wanted to help..
But i didn't have hands..
I wanted to comfort..
But i didn't speak human..
I sat there..
Helplessly..
Aimlessly..
Watching..
As tears unfurled down your face..
I couldn't do a thing..
Soon i found myself crying..
Asking why..

I am a pet..
I cannot speak..
I sometimes cannot understand you..
i can only lie and await for your smile to return..

It's painful to wait..
It feels sour..
I'd love to see the happiness on you again..
I'd really do..

*These words..
Adopted from the bottom of a pet's
heart..
Made my day a better one..*
And a brighter place..


" If only i could talk"

Monday, July 28, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TUTU!!!~~

=)

Today is tutu's birthday~
And we have now come to the final moments of it..
Take the last few minutes..
Cherish it~
For today only happens once..

Cherish the present & Look forward to tomorrow

Cha Cha

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Matt's b day ytd~

Yesterday night went for Matt's Birthday Party at Aranda..

well..
2 dumb animals lost their way..
Took the same bus twice..
Took the elevator numerous times??
Couldn't find the place..
However, there was a good service at the reception counter~
Hohoho..
^^

PARTY WAS FUN!!!!
Lotsa food to eat..
But overall the people who went were fun~

SJ, TRQ, LINA, EL, JAS, GK, DINAH, and 2 dumb animals..
hahaha..
Missed out some people?!!
Pardon me~~
Early in the morning so blur blur de..
=D

It was a long time since we all had this much fun~
If it wasn't for the uncompleted projects, we would have stayed on~
^^

Well, many stupid pics were taken..
But i don't think they will be on my blog..
Cos i lazy to upload them..
Watch out for rabbit's blog for the pics~
hohoho~

Anyways..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT!!
=)

Monday, July 21, 2008

one sentence.

down
right
tired
.
.
.
-_-

Sunday, July 20, 2008

me?

peace?
of course..
i wanted it..
badly..
so very badly..

sometimes i think its not worth the fight..
sometimes the matter was just small..
but it blew up..
in a matter of seconds..

today i shall tell a tale of 2 lions..

once there lived 2 lions..
they were great with each other's company..
hunting..
chasing..
having fun..

perhaps ignorance?
or maybe a bit of reliance?
taking things for granted?

they dint know..
but at times they could hurt each other..
so deeply that nothing could save them..

one day one of lions had a dream..
it dreamt that both the other lion as well as itself were lying at a stream..
both were bleeding..
almost dying..
but who??
who could kill the king of the jungle??

due to a little misunderstanding..
both lions fought..
they ended up wounded..
in bad shape..
as they lay down the stream..
one of them thought..
why have things turned out to be this way..
"i dint have to be so hard headed.."
"the matter could just rest.."
and nothing would happen..

well nothing can happen now..
not any more..
as it's life force edged itself away.......
Lion woke..
startled and shocked..
and from then on..
quarrels and fights were reduced to the outmost minimum..
no fight lasted for more than a day..
and they were all brawls and little misunderstandings..

you might not know it..
but a little misunderstand could take your life..

the life as a single lion isn't that great after all..
it is gonna be sad and difficult..
very indeed..

these are my thoughts..
wad i really think..
and of course, i very much would like to see the rainbow rise up above the clouds again..

well, from now onwards..
i will understand more..
and i will never ever let it happen again..
never.. at all costs if possible..

Saturday, July 19, 2008

fed up

recently i've been super fed up with this internet..
the connection sux..
well i don't really know if it was starhub's fault or the modem's fault..
-_-
it just made mi damn sian..

_______________________________________________________

done projects recently..
quite a lot indeed..
not to mention numbers and words..
almost driving me crazy..
so i had no time to blog, chat, crap..
Lifeless huh??

i just hope things will be better in time to come..
_______________________________________________________

well another thing..
i've seen improvement..
quite alot in fact..
i've been trying to improve myself too..
i really have..
and i felt that i really did..
i just wanted some recognition..
that's all..
Simple isn't it?
i hope..
Certainly i do..
_______________________________________________________

combined stress levels..
brings mi to a whole new world..
i become some what different?

can u see a different me??
weird i may say??
i don't like it..
neither do i want it..
i just want to be normal..
=(

not in a gd mood recently..
too much to think about..
too much to worry about..

but i will promise to be happier..
to be more cheerful..
and not to bring the hidden thoughts to surface..
it will be fine deep down inside..
and one day..
i will free myself..

God i know u exist..
So please be kind and help me..

Friday, July 11, 2008

FRIDAY!!!!!

Oh my my..
It's finally the end of the week..
I've been looking forward soooooo much to friday~
^^

At last some things are already done..
And i have seen significant progress..
Although!!
It's rather slow...
But as the old saying goes..
' Slow and steady wins the race'
HA!

Projects Projects and More Projects..
They're driving me to my grave..
I think i get bad dreams because of them..
Ugh..
Horrid..

Soon many presentations will be coming up..
all crammed up in the next 2 weeks..
I have absolutely no time at all~
LOL!!

So everything will have to wait..
Relaxation..
Play..
Fun..
Entertainment..
Enjoyment..
Maniac doings..
All of these will have to wait..
=(

*Sigh*

After everything..
There is still the much dreaded exam..
Consecutive papers..
Consecutive days..
Absolute Madness..

@.@

I am officially going mad..
ARGH!!!


i hope my dear xx will accompany me through everything~
hugs to xx~
^^

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Busy busy busy

Sometimes when i don't reply some of you in msn..
It means that i've fallen asleep..
Or that i forgot to sign out..
Or that i went out..

However..
Most of the times when i return..
You all are offline already..
-_-

So don't blame me kays~
=(

I'm very very very busy with project work..
juggling this and that..
After this sem, jiu okay le
=)

hopefully..
i will be able to blog more too
^^

Cheers everyone..
Keep it up too~
:)

Thursday, July 3, 2008

NEVER EVER DINE IN THE SUBWAY AT AMK HUB!!!

UGH..
it just disgusts me..

recently i had a near explosive anger encounter there..
i was happily approaching subway..
thinking about the sandwich i wanted..
the queue was long..
but it was acceptable..
peak hour..
OoO

everything was okay..
until the payment part..
tending to the cashier was a phillipino guy..
and he was the RUDEST person i met..
for a freaking long time..

after payment, i found out that the wrong side order had been given to me..
hence i promptly asked him about it..
and it was in a nice and friendly tone..
the chips was supposed to be cookies..
1. wrong order.

then he told me..
NONONO!!
CANNOT CHANGE~
LATER THE INVENTORY WILL HAVE PROBLEMS..

HELLO?!!!
WTH man..
tat little pussy man is trying to tell mi he is going to have problems with the inventory?!!
Big Fat Shit!!!
who the hell is gonna care if it really does..
can't you do something about MY WRONG order??
or is it that subway's service simply sux to the core??
ok..
that was the first part..

now for the second part..
i was like wadever..
since it was done then forget it..
so i ordered 2 more cookies..
it was meant to be seperated..
HOWEVER!!!
when i requested for another bag, he said..
A BIG FAT NO!!!
company policy??
so inflexible??
2. STINGY PERSON/ OUTLET/ BRAND

wow..
i'm just truely impressed by the level of disgust in this outlet..
it purely gives me the worst impression of a fast food joint..

other fast food joints do much better than u can..
at this rate it's business will probably go down hill..

service?!!
SUBWAY cannot even speak about it's service..
because it has NONE!!
Freakingly none!!
wow..

Going the extra mile for the customer??
i don't even think that tat guy even took a step out to help..
PURELY SELFISH!!!

i swear that i will never ever visit that outlet again..
it just had a potential return customer..
and the chance had just been ruined..
by that Mr Filipino guy..
please bear in mind that the rest of the staff mostly were locals..
and were extremely KIND!!!

* another point to note..*
this has nothing to do with the incident..
however i wish to express my opinions on this..

now many people are hiring foreigners to work here in Singapore..
especially the Filipinos..
u know..
i love the service of the females..
they are hardworking, prompt and everything nice..
As for the guys..
It's just totally opposite..
GAY??
trying to act smart??
POOR SUCKY SERVICE??
Horrible attitude??
Horrendous customer service..

having them simply degrades the service level of anything you're doing..
think wisely..
they may be cheaper to hire..
but as a result..
you lose your business..

This entire post is based on a factual experience i've had in Subway amk hub..
This is not a flame.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Life's ups and downs.. Extract.. Tony Tony Chopper..



This is Chopper~
Our favourite and lovingly cute blue nosed reindeer..
He's the best doctor u can find~
These are the few memories he picked along the way when learning and moving on in life..
There are many moments to be treasured..
Whether it is happy, sad, shocked, awed, etc~
It is still worth the wait for the happy times..
=)

Sometimes in life, you have ups and downs..
During the down side..
You flip and turn and roll..
But you still feel hurt..
Nothing but time can heal the pain..
See the light in life..
Feel its warmth..

There were the times when you got extremely shocked~

Followed by this maniac motion of facial expressions
=)


And not to miss out those times when you were ready to challenge anything and everything..
The superb feeling of confidence..
The feelings of self accomplishment..
^^

OH~
And the times when you tried to get someone to take their medicine~
They just hate it..
But you are concerned, so you have to..
Say AHHH~

And the funky times of course~
When you tried to play cosplay at home or at work..
Which doesn't matter..
Simply cos you smiled..
=)

Not forgetting the curious times where you just had to poke your little blue nose into everything and anything..
Being very curious about the world..
You embark on a journey to find out " Fascinating Facts"
XP

Having interesting excursions and trips~~
Dressing in someone you don't know..
Doesn't that make you tingle??
=)

And when everything is over, you sit down and take a great big rest..
Phewwww~~
Finally..
The long day has ended..
Your paws/ hooves hurt didn't it??
=)

The fun times you had with you and your friends..
Hopping, sliding, jumping, eating around~
It simply just makes you real happy..
XD

AH HAH!!!
Capturing the most funny moments~
The most hilarious thing you had to do of course~~
Just because you were bored..
=)


And yes!!!
You had your fun~
Your play~
Your hidden laughter~
And you begin to have that slight twitch at the side curls of your mouth..
Why??
Now that's cause you're gonna LAUGH OUT LOUD!!
XD

You go on many adventures..
Just look at the many emotions you have..
It's absolutely..
FUNNY!!
XD

Of course, being hardworking pays off~
Look at that..
The sense of satisfaction rolling in your eyes..
^^

And exercise does help though~~
1, 2, STRETCH!!!!!
YAHHHHH!!!!
Sorta helps in destressing..
=)

Hee Hee Hee~
Just seeing you in this laughter makes my heart go wild~
Simply cute and happy!
XP

WOW!!
Now what did you see???
ME?!!!

XD

And when you got real serious..
You set out to do something..
To really have the resolve..
To do it..
It's like an unspoken promise..
Forever unwavering..

As you slowly edge your way home..
Sustaining bruises, cuts and many injuries..
Fulfilling the promise to heal me..
Even if it's a poisonous mushroom..
I will eat it..
For your sake..
Your tears..
Your pain..
I will.


No matter the route you choose..
Remember your friends..
For they are the ones who will help you achieve your goals..
Helping and guiding you along the way..

I solemnly give my promise to you..
I will definitely stand by you..

Credits: One Piece (pics)
words and captions by ["\~
=)

A Post Dedicated To You, For You.
Cheer Up
=)


Wednesday, June 25, 2008

This is pure horror.

1. Stressed out, stressed up..
2. Assignments piling as high as mount everest? O.O
3. Seemingly impossible deadlines.. -_-
4. Tight packed schedule.. Just like tuna..
5. TP nearing like SHIT!
6. Fags Fags and more Fags..

ooo..
and one thing..
ytd saw a drag queen..
wa..
he is damn chio..

imagine a guy wearing black boots that are at least 4 inches high..
wearing a leather strapped sleeveless jacket..
super tight black pants with some bling on top..
and his super fat tight ass bulging on the other end..
oh and his hair..
super rebonded and flowing so DAMN STRAIGHT!!
shock!!
oh gosh..

TOTALLY HORRIFIC!
-_-

walked home in the end..
tried the dumb thing for a 2nd time..
=x

Friday, June 20, 2008

WORK HAS FINALLY ENDED!!! ^^

YAY~~~

work has finally ended..

spent my past week working and working..

stand until my feet hurt like hell..

-_-


but now..

HAPPY~~

HAHA..


brought stuff back from expo..

many many bo liao things..

lalalalala~~


ZTE CORP! Our massive booth~

Look at the 2nd storey~~

Looks damn cool~

Like wedding reception like tat.. LOL

juan and i ^^

2 receptionists