fed up

recently i've been super fed up with this internet..
the connection sux..
well i don't really know if it was starhub's fault or the modem's fault..
-_-
it just made mi damn sian..

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done projects recently..
quite a lot indeed..
not to mention numbers and words..
almost driving me crazy..
so i had no time to blog, chat, crap..
Lifeless huh??

i just hope things will be better in time to come..
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well another thing..
i've seen improvement..
quite alot in fact..
i've been trying to improve myself too..
i really have..
and i felt that i really did..
i just wanted some recognition..
that's all..
Simple isn't it?
i hope..
Certainly i do..
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combined stress levels..
brings mi to a whole new world..
i become some what different?

can u see a different me??
weird i may say??
i don't like it..
neither do i want it..
i just want to be normal..
=(

not in a gd mood recently..
too much to think about..
too much to worry about..

but i will promise to be happier..
to be more cheerful..
and not to bring the hidden thoughts to surface..
it will be fine deep down inside..
and one day..
i will free myself..

God i know u exist..
So please be kind and help me..