HAO SUAY ARRR!!!

ytd hao suay lo..
got serious case of migraine..
cannot even walk properly..
i think i shouted at the doctor or wad..
cos it was too painful..
and i freaking had endless tears when i walked home..
ARGHH!!!
!@#$%^&*()_+

hiaxx..

then today!!!!
i got food poisoning..
zzzzzz + diaoooooo

i suspect the hamm!!!!!
tat day went chomp chomp ate the stupid plate of hamm...
yao wo de ming lo..

i tot my stomach is able to handle it..
but who noes..
T.T

I AM DEFEATED BY A MERE HAMM!!!!!
i feel so depressed and ashamed..
sobx..

paking in a trail of tears..
T.T> x.x> R.I.P

RELIEF!!!

today was BSU GAMES DAY~~
lols..
we had to play amazing race..
was quite fun la this event..
but due to the amount of human errors made, there was a bit of unfairness to the system..

LOL~
but nvm about it..
ytd choinged project..
slept at 445am..
-_-
woke at 6am..

TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY SHAGGED!!!!
wa lao i feel as if im dying liao..
then still got alot and alot haven do finish..

we were super worried la..
but then lucky today we got a good news..
presentation date has been changed to 7 April~~
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dear mr wong saw us struggling with the report..
T.T

if we present tml, it will be a big fat FLOP!!!

so he decided to give us allowance to finish up the job..
hiax hiax..
i hope everything will go on smoothly ler..
i am so tired lo now..

2 hrs of and games day..
yao wo de ming ar..
faint..

[''\(x. x)/'']

-_-

i am officially VERY STRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
time is really not enough..
i wanna hav 100 hrs a day..
-_-

no time to slp, eat, hav entertainment and etc..
life really hao lei..

i want break~~
faster come lo..
i am about to beng kui already..
sobx..
T.T

Embracing change.. Good or Bad?

it's raining..
again..
-_-

sometimes i just think how good things will be if they just stay on the way they are..
no changes, no nothing..

hey..
but now, everything's changed..
all the priorities changed..
just like that..
in an instant..
i am like.. wow..
and at the same time a bit zzz..

im also amazed as to how the people around mi can change so drastically..
i barely even recognize them..
why??

i don't know..
if u find mi drifting away, then it means that i am rather disappointed already..
no questions asked..
i think u'll know wad i mean..

im just posting a random thought on my blog..
i dunno if anyone will actually agree, but this is just how i think..
hmmmm..

it's difficult..
i am now wondering if i should continue to let this go on or just walk away..
i hope i can make my choice soon enough..
i need to choose wisely..
i need help and advice..

but then again..
what seems to be the right choice may not be the correct one afterall..
im very interested to see wad happens next..

is Ignorance a Bliss.. Or a Sin..?
my eyes are wide open to the things around me..
i see you.

=)

da jia hao..
hao jiu bu jian..
wo shi xiao xiong..

recently XX hen lei ooo..
so never blog..

now i got a chance le..
bwahahaha~~

ni men hao ma??
ur having attachments bah~~
hohoho~

i am sleeping at home daily..
waaaa..
i play and play frm 1pm to 1am..
then slp until the nex day play again..
LOLS~~

but XX hao ke lian oo..
she cannot afford to play..
hao duo dong xi zhuo..
hao duo dong xi mang..
hao ke lian ar~
T.T

tats why so long no blog ar..
she slp oso no time..
lols..

da jia~~
wo de paw paw yao shui jiao le oo~
nite nites~~
^^

[''\ ( ^ ~ ^ ) /'']

-_-

i seriously need time management..
hell yeah i do..

wa laos..
suddenly i cannot manage my tasks well..
major crisis..

nex week have to submitt in a major major project..
NO TIME!!!
diaos..

i dunno wad to do le..
got the slack slack feel..
but i noe i gotta do something about it..

and shit..
that feeling is back again..
makes mi sick..
so sick that i can go bang wall..

standing under the cold rain..
whispering to myself..
" When will this be over?"

...

i am so emo now..

today was an emo day..
it rained whole day..
so firstly there was more so called negative ions in the air..
it made my mood go down..

sch wasnt tat great either..
and it was certainly a huge let down..
but wad can i say..
i can do nothing about it..

many people tried to cheer me up and make me happy..
for this i thank all of u..
Love ya ppl..
=)

but aside from that..
i can only say i am disappointed..
very terribly disappointed..
i begin to think..
why bother if i am not being appreciated..
should i continue my optimum standard or just heck care..
i am beginning to seriously doubt myself..
it just sounds very not justified to me..
no matter how i look at it, i cannot find a way to console myself..

i am sad..
but i noe i have to be strong for those around me..
i will try to be..
but how tough can i go before i fall?
=(

i wanna lie on a bed and just sleep forever if i can..
no worries, no pain, no nothing..
isn't that good??

Change of Life..

today i made new discoveries..
like somethings that were meant to be hidden but unwillingly exposed..
and somethings that were not to be said, but still said..
ouh..
shocked and in awe too..

met drunk fishball and mad scientist out for dinner..
then in the end watched Juno..

ooo..
not bad la the movie..
very meaning ful and funny..
jus tat it is very long..
lols..

imagine keeping awake for like 2 hrs plus when i am super tired..

had a major quarrel/ fight today..
i wasn't happy..
i don't feel justified and fair..
i wanted to be treated as if i had at least some rights..
and not like some doggy, where u say sit then i sit..

i don't like people bossing me around..
u can roll me..
but u cannot roll over me..
Limit and period.
Do that and ur life is over..

------------------

do you people think that ur parents always threaten u with money?
like if u dun do something, then ur allowance will go down??
woah..
my mom did..
and was super pissed..
i was like knnbccb..
as if i would die without that few pieces of cash..
and even if i did die, i don't think they bother too..
family members oso wanna be so money minded..
might as well count how much i owe..
when i die i repay u ok?
this is utter CRAP!!!!
rubbish and idiotic conversations should be kept to the minimum..
zzz..

i am stressed now??
i think i am..
i am facing confusing emotions..
and i dunno wad to do..
the problems start to pile up again..
and i can't even have a moment of peace..
i am so wth..
i seriously wanna break out of this cycle of frustration..
but can i??
isit that easy??
nope..
that's a straight answer..

-------------------------

Conclusion:

Firstly, i hate home..
Secondly, i hate wad is going on around me..
Thirdly, i would gladly give my life up if this crap continues..
Fourthly, i wanna have peace and rest well..
Fifthly, i wanna know why i think this way..

seems like only i understand myself best afterall..

To Me: " Tough luck idiot.. Push too far and you'll fall.. "

hmmmmm..

today was average..
the main talk of the day was..

irene's life story..
LOL~
her life story was touching..
very very touching..
until mr wong wanna cry..
but he likes ego..
so he dun dare to admitt tat he is gonna cry..
LOLS~~

darn funny la..
but her story is really sad..
i feel so many emotions when i hear it..
it's like she can say so much and feel open about it..
i am seriously awed..

and she almost cry oso when telling us during the session..
=(

she is a very tough and strong person..
in will, i think no one can beat her..
lols..

yi zhi li damn high..
as if using brain power she can bring u down ooo..
hao li hai..

but overall was nice hearing other ppl's experience..
i gained alot frm the talk oo..
=D

xiong xiong wants to mature in thinking oso~
^^

PAW PAW!!!!!

dui bu qi..

went to chiong audi recently..
but then dunno why after 1 hr or so i will get super tired..
as if i will fall asleep in front of the laptop..
=(

dui bu qi arrr~
wo bu shi gu yi de..
hao xiang wan arrr..

chop my paw paw off giv u~~
[''\~

T.T

LSB is back -_-

guess why i am at home now???
cos im on mc..
-_-

why leh??
let mi elaborate more..
ytd i duno wad i ate..

becos i really cannot recall..
COS I REALLY ATE ALOT!!!!!!!!!

Dang...
then today i got stomach ache le..
T.T

went to the stupid toilet uncountable number of times liao..
i feel so severely dehydrated..
zzz de lo..
wa laos..

i never ever dare to eat those lapsap kopitiam food again..

maybe is the " xiao qiang" at kou fu..
ytd we were having lunch at kou fu ar..
then candy pointed out!!!
see seee~~
the ban mian the noodles there got 1 xiao qiang..
woah i saw lo..
not 1 but 3..
3 little baby xiao qiangs..
-_-

and u know why i frowned??
cos i ate ban mian in the morning..
wa laos..
must be tat stall make my stomach so upset lo..

and those ppl queuing up for food de..
so obvious tat there is some creepy crawly in the display bowl..
their eyes really paste dao stamp liao..
cannot see at all..

super duper sian sian sian now..
u all can call mi LSB again..
cos i am back..
-_-


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SOBX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T.T

Sakamoto Ryuichi - Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence (Live)

XD

Today watched this movie~~
weeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
this show is very nice i can say..
i liked it alot..
especially the music..
i love it!!
^^

today i am very very happy..
VERY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^^

i no need to elaborate more le..
i think my neighbour will complain like hell..
cos i am jumping around..
HOHOHOHO~
XDDDD

Attn: Thank You!! ^^ ('')

Yawns..

today is a boring day..
so i spent my time slacking, playing games, sleeping and EATING!!!

my paw was itchy so i opened the new year hamper..
then inside so many things..
LOL~
one by one they disappeared..
=x

now got no nice nice consoles..
the games sux as well..
sian sian sian..
i wanna get addicted to something again..
all over again..

"and so i told u..
get over it will you??"
- R taught

I most certainly hope i dun die tml..
-_-