Just my thoughts recently..

today i found out time passes so fast..
almost too fast that i couldn't even catch it..

the working world is truly..
Depressing..
now why do i say that?
just because everything you do, you just do it again..
all over..
the same thing..
everyday..
every time..

life actually has become so systematic that i almost thought we were robots..
but are we?

sometimes i think time just doesn't give us a chance..
none at all..
i can still recall monday..
what happened..

and now..
it's been 4 days..
no wonder people say time does heal wounds..
but naturally over a period of 10 years?

i don't believe in a planned future..
being a robot..
under the control of the society's laws..

i would look like a absolute fool..

now if i were to be a fool..
why was i born in the first place..
maybe it was done so that other's could seem a bit more clever, as compared..

my thoughts are so random..
in fact..
too random to describe..
i can think of anything..
and i can find fault with it..

nothing is perfect..
the word perfect shouldn't even exist..
it's just a figure of speech..
or to pacify others..

we are all so pathetic that we need to rely on the society's laws to make us into real people..
we can't change anything can we?
it's like..

I didn't want to be born..
to have a mind of my own..
to be able to think properly..
and write this post, because of what i am thinking..
i didn't have any choice did i?

but alas..
this is what becomes of me..
see..
jus a small random thought..
and it actually evolved into all this crap i am writing..

but nevertheless..
it was jus written to remember me..
how i am now..
what i was like..
what i did..

so in the future, when i look back..
hopefully, i can gain something from it..
once again..