Read this? Read again..

good morning?
cuz it's an early morning..

maybe recently i just wanted some time off..
to think..

the mind plays many tricks..
i dint noe until i fell in..
hmmm..

nothing else mattered..
cuz i basically did wad i felt like doing..
i played with abandon..
couldn't care for myself either..

yes..
i continued to learn..
and i found out many good things that are yet to be found..
because i do what i love..
and i lived as if this is all there is..

this time off was different..
don't compare it to previous times..
i need a break..
to think..
to really find myself..

i don't hate you..
i don't think negative..
and i'm happy for you..

i have absolutely no reason to feel bad..
none at all..
that's why i said i have improved..
the results say so..
i can see it..

there may been some " awkwardkish" air around..
cuz we all love face..
yea yea i know..
i'm stubborn..
BUT..
i hope this clears..
seriously i do..
i wanna see the big smile..
the big smile on your face..
all over again..
just like the cat..

i see the many drawings pasted on the wall..
whenever i do, i'll smile..
unknowingly..
it just brings much happiness to me..

don't fret..
all is not lost..
i just took a vacation off to visit god..

cheers pal~
a toast to the many fun times ahead..
and the many laughters yet to be found..

believe me.
i am back.