please prepare to listen to my complains and read this passage thoroughly before u conclude anything.. and read it properly.. dun rush through.. if you don't understand then read it again.. if u still dont then ask me.. make an effort to ok? cus im making an effort to write this all down.. you guys should too? i think its basic courtesy.. for those ppl who dun noe about this DUN READ IT! it will make nosy ppl wanna poke their noses into many things..
you guys think i'm kicking a big fuss over this matter? or you guys think it's not important at all? or it's just a joke, no one takes it seriously..
i got problem or wad.. or hey.. wads wrong with me? you think i am being paranoid? you think i like to be angry for no reason? you think i like to show my angry face to you guys? or you guys think i like to complain and then make this thing so big..
it's ok i say.. next time when i am so offended, i wun say a thing.. i will just walk away and let you people stand there thinking wads wrong.. you guys think it's the right way? i am expressing my feelings.. what i write is how i feel.. no one accepts it for what it is.. and dun bug me with questions ok.. why the hell should i answer you people when i cannot answer myself.. if you are not happy with what i post on this blog or what i write, then say it in my face directly.. i don't need people who turn one big round and shoot.. shoot mi with questions or wad.. so we can clarify it.. be straightforward ok..
let mi ask you guys.. if i dint get angry, who the hell would noe i am hurt? NO ONE of cos.. simply becos you guys dun figure it out.. i look like i can accept anything? let me tell you.. NO last time maybe i will grit my teeth and endure all this pain.. now hell no.. becos i think when i endure, no one takes it seriously.. its like.. " she can endure la.. push it further lo.. play with fire" its like i am of no concern to u guys.. and this is such a sad case..
i wanna discuss with u guys.. discuss about how i feel.. try to get my point across.. make you guys feel like i do, so maybe next time i won't have to explain so much anymore.. just don't shoot me again with idiotic questions ok..
if you know i wun reply you then let me cool off first..
*if u know i will reply you.. like i always do, then stay there..*
i had a hard time explaining over and over and over.. i said the same point dunno how many times already.. but why??? why i still feel you guys dun understand anything? i feel as if" hey, shut up la, stop saying.. its not my fault ok.. and im not going to think is my fault.. i just cant help it.. if u wanna be angry then i cant do anything about it.. " im not sure if tis is true.. but i hope not.. you cant blame me for thinking so negatively..
what i wanted to say i expressed out already.. and i believe those who talked to me on msn jus now will read this and think that maybe im being stupid or idiotic.. if u wanna think tis way i cannot blame u.. but if u buey song me that i say tis.. u better say it to mi straight in my face.. no hard feelings.. u wanna talk it out? bring it up.. i feel that we all need to talk our issues openly.. no matter who u are or wad.. it's clearer right?
dun put a fake face and say ur ok when ur not u noe.. i dunno if anyone of you will do it.. but i just said not to.. i have enough time to accommodate all of ur qsns.. all of ur unhappiness about this post and the previous ones.. wadever u have to say.. just shoot.. i will listen..
and becos i wanna solve this so quickly, i may offend some ppl.. they think i deliberately go and oppose them.. the answer is no, i am not.. i dun like to have over night unhappiness.. and i just had it.. if tis is going to last for a long time then i am not going to be happy..
should we just talk it out? there are many ways to do it.. think of all the communication tools.. im sure you guys have them.. so use it.. i also wanna hear about what you all have to say.. its all about me giving my opinions.. so far, no one really said anything about themselves in tis situation.. if ur angry, sad, pissed, happy or wad jus say??
i dun treat you guys as outsiders.. i treat you guys well enough to be able to discuss it so openly.. and i hope you guys will do the same too.. its just a 2 way thing la.. if i do all the talking, then there is just no point..
NOTE: this post is to those who know that maybe they should talk to me.. and those who talked to me on msn last night.. who you are u noe it.. and those passer by who like to poke their noses into everything, please go fuck off.. i got enough problems already.. so if u are intending to ask mi about tis matter, then do it maybe 2 weeks later.. i dun mean that i wun say or i will say.. but it's jus tat i am very agitated at the moment to deal with more people.. and their questions.. i desperately wanna solve this.. so help me alright.. help me??
you guys think i'm kicking a big fuss over this matter? or you guys think it's not important at all? or it's just a joke, no one takes it seriously..
i got problem or wad.. or hey.. wads wrong with me? you think i am being paranoid? you think i like to be angry for no reason? you think i like to show my angry face to you guys? or you guys think i like to complain and then make this thing so big..
it's ok i say.. next time when i am so offended, i wun say a thing.. i will just walk away and let you people stand there thinking wads wrong.. you guys think it's the right way? i am expressing my feelings.. what i write is how i feel.. no one accepts it for what it is.. and dun bug me with questions ok.. why the hell should i answer you people when i cannot answer myself.. if you are not happy with what i post on this blog or what i write, then say it in my face directly.. i don't need people who turn one big round and shoot.. shoot mi with questions or wad.. so we can clarify it.. be straightforward ok..
let mi ask you guys.. if i dint get angry, who the hell would noe i am hurt? NO ONE of cos.. simply becos you guys dun figure it out.. i look like i can accept anything? let me tell you.. NO last time maybe i will grit my teeth and endure all this pain.. now hell no.. becos i think when i endure, no one takes it seriously.. its like.. " she can endure la.. push it further lo.. play with fire" its like i am of no concern to u guys.. and this is such a sad case..
i wanna discuss with u guys.. discuss about how i feel.. try to get my point across.. make you guys feel like i do, so maybe next time i won't have to explain so much anymore.. just don't shoot me again with idiotic questions ok..
if you know i wun reply you then let me cool off first..
*if u know i will reply you.. like i always do, then stay there..*
i had a hard time explaining over and over and over.. i said the same point dunno how many times already.. but why??? why i still feel you guys dun understand anything? i feel as if" hey, shut up la, stop saying.. its not my fault ok.. and im not going to think is my fault.. i just cant help it.. if u wanna be angry then i cant do anything about it.. " im not sure if tis is true.. but i hope not.. you cant blame me for thinking so negatively..
what i wanted to say i expressed out already.. and i believe those who talked to me on msn jus now will read this and think that maybe im being stupid or idiotic.. if u wanna think tis way i cannot blame u.. but if u buey song me that i say tis.. u better say it to mi straight in my face.. no hard feelings.. u wanna talk it out? bring it up.. i feel that we all need to talk our issues openly.. no matter who u are or wad.. it's clearer right?
dun put a fake face and say ur ok when ur not u noe.. i dunno if anyone of you will do it.. but i just said not to.. i have enough time to accommodate all of ur qsns.. all of ur unhappiness about this post and the previous ones.. wadever u have to say.. just shoot.. i will listen..
and becos i wanna solve this so quickly, i may offend some ppl.. they think i deliberately go and oppose them.. the answer is no, i am not.. i dun like to have over night unhappiness.. and i just had it.. if tis is going to last for a long time then i am not going to be happy..
should we just talk it out? there are many ways to do it.. think of all the communication tools.. im sure you guys have them.. so use it.. i also wanna hear about what you all have to say.. its all about me giving my opinions.. so far, no one really said anything about themselves in tis situation.. if ur angry, sad, pissed, happy or wad jus say??
i dun treat you guys as outsiders.. i treat you guys well enough to be able to discuss it so openly.. and i hope you guys will do the same too.. its just a 2 way thing la.. if i do all the talking, then there is just no point..
NOTE: this post is to those who know that maybe they should talk to me.. and those who talked to me on msn last night.. who you are u noe it.. and those passer by who like to poke their noses into everything, please go fuck off.. i got enough problems already.. so if u are intending to ask mi about tis matter, then do it maybe 2 weeks later.. i dun mean that i wun say or i will say.. but it's jus tat i am very agitated at the moment to deal with more people.. and their questions.. i desperately wanna solve this.. so help me alright.. help me??
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