Almost 3.30am

-_-
i wasted 1 and a half hours doing nothing..
i was beginning to wonder what i would tell god about my life when i reach heaven..
i feel so low now..
and no one is available to talk to..
and i wouldn't wake anyone frm their sleep either..
that's bad behaviour..
how do i feel?
i seriously don't know..
i wanna study seriously..
but i can't get anything in..
cuz maybe there is no more space for it..

the scientists should make some brain memory expansion formula..
so i do not have to frown like this anymore..

i so wanna cry..
=(