who knows.. God??

its been a few days since i blogged..
well..
nothing really to blog about..

well..
there was a main purpose for this blog..
but i think..
the purpose will drift away soon..
i'm not saying it will..
i just felt so..
i expressed my feelings to me..
and i guess, i will know best..

the situation can be salvaged..
but i'm basically just too stubborn..

everyone is..

that's the basic simple practical truth..
nahx..
i see how it goes..

well..
went k wif alli and sissy today..
it's been along time since this trio went out..
really, long..

vented out..
shouted..
ranted..
everything came out..

ahh..
if u asked mi, i'd say i feel a bit better..
but then again..
it will only last for the time being..

i dint want it to come..
but unknowingly, it came..
but now that it's here..
i don't want it to go..

never ever again..

cuz it's a mistake i made once..
and i don't wanna see it again..