YAY!!!

YAY~~
its the end of the week again~

I LOVE IT!!!!

well..
this week certainly has been a super BORING one..
i have mastered the art of stoning and more stoning..

and i can practically stare at something until i drift to dream land..
wow~

now that's a nice feat..

i hate mondays tuesdays and wednesdays

i'm neutral on thursdays..

and of course i'm super happy on friday..

Finally... I CAN PLAY!!
^^

i hope all you people will love today too..

it's a present god gave to u~~
=D

-Just another boliao post-

HAHA

I think no one understands..

You freaking hell tell me you do and i will give you a big fat tight slap!!!

I thought that on friday it was over..
And i thought that on saturday and sunday it was fine..

today it wasn't..
freakingly NOT!!!

i cannot wait for IPP to be over..
i dread working..
i dread so many things..
i bet all of you would think i'm just being irrational..

but i can say..
i am perfectly sane..

i hope god reads this and he helps me..

don't pretend..
i know that you aren't..

don't act big..
cause you simply are not..

don't lie..
i know the truth..

SNOB!@#$%^
it suits u fine..
Perfectly..

Just simply cause..

You SUX!!!

I can't figure out myself at all..

i am not happy today..
certainly not..

at first i thought..
maybe it's because of work..
maybe work is stressful..
maybe i can't handle it..

but then i realised..
nope..
it wasn't..
it was me..
purely me..
and me alone..

you say i'm emo??
yes i agree..
maybe sometimes i'm very emotional..
but usually.. Not..
and i can control myself quite well..
but today..
I just simply can't..
giving fake smiles isn't my forte..
people can see that it is just being forceful..
and that i am not tat happy after all..
or that i laughed just for the sake of laughing and entertaining people..

am i really happy?

now the subject seems to be centred around why i am feeling so down..
i so feel like visiting the doctor..
-_-

i know i'm not happy..
i know it's about something..
and i know that it is affecting mi alot..
and i know i cannot ignore it, but yet i am trying to..
hiding and avoiding the fact..
i seriously don't know what i should do..
i can't advise myself..
but will advice from others work??

i don't trust the words..
i don't trust anything here..
none..
i just wanna wish it away..

yes.. good..
but i'm sorry..
nope.. i can't..
give face.. disgrace..
irritated.. angered..
sick and tired..
time may pass..
quickly please..
please..

Life is sad.. But don't let it wash you away..

Today i had my ups and downs..
You too right?
Extremely sad..
Angry..
Feeling that maybe somehow or another you deserve better..

I hope you would cheer up..
=(

I'll try encouraging..
But sometimes, it doesn't really work..
Milk has been spilt..
It's there and it stained the expensive fur carpet you had..

Now..
Would you wipe it clean and leave a stain on it?
Would you dry clean it?
Or would you throw it away and get yourself a new one?

People who wipe it clean might find themselves in a position which is not very financially stable..
Not that fussy over things..
Easy to please and get along just fine with the stain lying around..
Well..
It serves as a reminder not to repeat the same mistake again..

People who attempt to dry clean it may find that their perception of the carpet itself is already tained..
Even though the carpet comes back clean and nice smelling, you can't help but think that oh shit..
"It's all my fault. Even though it's been dry cleaned it still smells wrong or it feels wrong.."
It's not original anymore..
You regret and mourn over what has happened..
And you try to think of how great it would be if it had not happened..
Well..
Not really possible..

And for those who will just dump it away..
Congratulations..
You have money!
Enough to splurge on a new carpet..
Enough to give away your experience that it is important not to spill on anything..
Adaptable yes..
Change is inevitable..
Maybe you should probably think more and have less rash actions..

Well again..
None is right or wrong..
It's just a small little perception..
Just a thought then..

~~~~~

A wise person whom i've just gotten to know recently told me this..

Take what you need..
What you want is far greater than you expect..
You will be a fool to try to attain it..
It's never ending..
Simply because..
Humans are by default setting..
Greedy.

Heeee~

Today is a Sunday..
Which means a holiday..
Rest day..
Shiok day..
Damn fun day for me!

=D

Good Morning everyone!!!!

Oh shit..
I don't know why i'm so high today..
lols~~

I have decided..
Well..
Today will be a good day..
So all the unhappiness shall go..
Far far far away from me!
Period.

Hmmmmm~
I don't know what to say~~

I'm uttering crap~~
But i'm smiling..
XD

Today is a good day~
Don't waste it~

Everyone be happy too~~
^^

O.o

today..
tired..
a bit stressed??

i dunno~~
i hope to see familar faces soon~~
Miss all of you~~
Very very much~~

and i hope you people are doing well..
cuz everyone's schedule is so diff..
sadded..

10 wks o~~
9 more to go..

da jia, jia you ooo~

=)

PS* wo hui make effort de.. yi ding hui....!

=)

today i am going to introduce to all of you a new member of the bear family~~

she is..

Cotton~~

aka xiao mao qiu~

^^

look at how cute and innocent she is~

^^

Tai ke ai le~~

wahahaha~

thanks to the bunny for her..

XD

SEE!!!!
Small little xx oso love her so much~~
^^
we are a beary happy family~
XD

Thank you..
Thank you so much..
I can't thank you enough..
I hope i will still be thanking you when i'm 100..
I hope i live long enough..

=)