Originally a damn happy day, but it ended fucking sad..

Dear blog..
today morning = happy
today afternoon = happy
today evening = happy
today night = fucking not happy

overall = not happy

u want to know why??
i can tell you no more..
there are no words to put it..
the only way is to open my heart/ brain and see for yourself?
or maybe when i reach heaven, god will give me a deeds book on what i have done..
i shall show it to you..