Afternoon tea.. bad bad bad..

jus had afternoon tea wif L.I and jj
long time no see..
lol..
LI's hair become so long and spiky..
wahaha..
wan to act yan dao..
LOL..
^^

today's tea was exceptional..
you know why???
-_-
i think the waiter put some poison inside my drink lo..
now my stomach feels extremely not ok..
like kena poison liaos..
diaos..

dun go the hougang mall the xiao xuan feng..
HEI DIAN!!!!
eat u up nvm..
service still so sux..
-_-

the order dunno take how many thousand years to arrive lo..
as if the chef stay on the moon..
then the food they cook liao jus throw down to earth..
cos when the food land on my plate, it was sooooo anyhow..
-_-
the piece of meat can slide all the way to the very left hand side of the plate..
and no one bothered to do anything about it..
lol..

i looked at the waiter..
he looked at me..
then u noe wad he did??
he jus shook the plate to make the meat go back the center..
MANY MANY DOTS..
i immediately sian diao..
-_-

spoil my appetite still wanna poison me!!!
i going to use my pawz to sue tis company..
until it guan men da ji!!!!

rawr..
the accompany was great..
but the food sux..
bleah..
guess the day balances out huh?

cheers buds~

Dun scare mi like that..

waaa.
u wondering why i wake up so early?
it's becos i jus recieved a msg frm mythilli..
AUDREY DUN HAV THE REPORT~
oh shit lo..
if so i hav to re do..

Lucky it was a false alarm..
deadline is less than 3 hrs away..
if u ask mi to re do..
I WILL DIE!!

and happy ar..
u audi too long liao..
play until gong gong..
hahaha..

nex time dun eat ice cream while playing..
later u puke all out..
LOL..
talk on the phone oso got prob..
muahaha..
i am laughing~

lols..
that's for a hectic project morning..
afternoon should be better..
=)

LOL~

today i went eating wif bao bao..
^^
went red star restaurant..
waaa..
so much food..
we ate alot of dim sum..
and like half a roasted duck??

lols..
the duck super nice hao ma..
super crispy..
the meat is so tender lo..
haha..
it made my saliva flow and flow..
i think can contain into 1 big big bucket and water the flowers..
LOL..

then we went chinatown walk walk..
waaa..
so many things to see..
got those ppl ar.. super pro..
use leg and draw..
he can use hands oso..
haha..
but he dun want use..
he train until both his arms and legs super flexible..

stupid bao bao!!
say wan eat san sui..
OMG~~~
hao ke lian de turtle..
i see liao pa pa..
then drag her away..
lols..
u xian hai da zi ran..
gai si ar..
later not long after her retribution come liao..
she no see the glass and bang into it..
muahahahaha..
i laugh until my teeth almost drop..
LOL
XDDDDD

the sound so loud lo..
GONG~
all the ppl look at us..
wahaha..
i pretend i dunno her..

so we went shopping..
FENG KUANG GOU WU~!!!!

shop like siao la..
i think i spent like 500 today..
my money all fly away liaos..
suddenly it grow alot of wings..
lols..

simi sai oso buy..
like some super crazy duo..

shop at chinatown still not enough..
later on went vivo..
when we reach there liao then found out hor..
WE GOT NO MORE MONEY LEFT~
cannot spend liao..
later pok diao..
-_-
diaosssss...
ahahahaha..
so we went window shopping..

comment on the aunties..
disiao stranger..
lol..
still act childish sit on the barney car..

damn funny lar..
over 18 liao..
look like 8 yr old kids..
hahaha..
but overall was fun..

FUN FUN DAY~~
haha..
after tat bao bao drove mi home..

i buy so many things until i cannot carry leh..
my maid had to come down..
lols..
siao kia..

hao hao wan ar today..
nex time should ask jo go oso..
later become spend 1k..
-_-

LOL..
i mus learn how to control myself..
忍！！！！
haha..
thanks for accompanying mi today~~
=D
loves~~~~

tml meet L.I..
he teach mi more~~
waa..
fruitful fruitful~


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u said u were sorry, so i hope nex time no such things ler..
i shant hold it against u..
u are still, important..
no pain, no gain right?

For everyone.. cuz we all need it..

i found this on a webbie just now..
rather true though..
words and it's meanings..

-Anger-
A self- created disturbance of the energy of your consciousness when any desire is not fulfilled.
When you believe you have been hurt by another,
or when you believe you have lost something which was never yours ( in truth, you cannot posses anything),
which is everything that is not you.

-Peace-
The core state of you, the spiritual being.
That which can never be lost or taken from you,
but which you lose awareness of.
It is the very ground of your being and is also your power.

-Forgiveness-
What you believe you have to do when you believe someone has hurt you,
or what you might want others to give you when you believe you have hurt them.
It is an act of the love that you are,
which ultimately does not need to act in this way.
This is because the truth is that,
No one can hurt YOU,
No one can touch YOU.
If there is hurt, you just made yourself feel so..


In truth the only 'real' forgiveness is the realisation that love is what you are and love can never be hurt.
Love is forgiving, which means ' for giving'.
When you forget this truth, you life becomes ' for getting'
That is when the illusion of hurt is born..

You were never hurt.
You thought you were hurt, and so u were.

Peace is- Love does- Truth guides- Happiness rewards

ONG W** S**, u noe who u are..

hey..
get tis straight ok..
i gave u face hor..
so i dint scold u..

i say u..
ol kena by u, u very happy isit?
say liao si beh wu seh isit?
we spent time over all tis and kena scolded by u?
dun act big oso..

na beh la..
make mi so du lan..
should not hav wasted my time on u lo..
i really hope u reflect..
i hav no patience now..
dun come and disiao mi..

be responsible for ur own actions wad..
u think this is wad..
game ar?
can play ar?
!@#$%^&*()_+
of cos wad u sow is wad u reap la..
zzz

i really dun wish to repeat tis again..

and tis is the final straw..

the next time i'm not going to tolerate all this crap..

...

wa lao eh..
so much dai ji??
u guys want mi to die isit?

%^*&!@#$%^&**()_
CW wif 5 ppl??
i think i cannot tahan lo..
so many external factors..

in house i have house problems..
buds have buds problems..
Flings have fling problems..

i just wished myself dead..
and i hope my wish comes true

Wrong?

jus talked to kc..
it seems like there are many problems now..
maybe it doesn't seem big at the moment..
but soon it will..
she says it probably will..

i wonder how does it feel like to put on a false front seriously..
ur life has just turned up side down..
and yet it seems like nothing happen..
you do things which you normally dun do..
well i do..
but then tats overboard..
have you ever considered about the others..
or rather spare a thought for them?
cos i dun see that in ur actions..

kc was right..
we were like flings..
a moment ago it was there..
now it's gone..
it's like this sudden discussion that made mi realise alot of things..
about alot of ppl and events..

where you always get the moment of happiness..
then it's gone..
empty..
DANG..
you noe..
we had a pretty big impact on each other..
just that it's not noticed..

maybe we felt like it was time already..
dragging on isn't really the way..
sometimes too, we feel that there is no trust at all..
so hey..
if u really think so..
really percieve in your own thoughts..
submerge urself in ur own world..
ignore others..
being emo..
not picking urself up..

then we will have to give you a tight slap on ur face..
we hate to shower care and concern over someone who doesn't appreciate it..
but we can't leave you to die..
if you really want to die, then do it after i die..

learn to pick up urself ok..
the world is not perfect..
u think u live in wonderland??

u think u will be super lucky everyday?

u think u will be smiling everyday?

u think everyone gets wad ur smiling at?
u think every is as blissful as before?
u think u will not fall down?
or u think there will always be a saviour to save you?

NONE..
let mi tell u again..
none of this will happen..
becos tis is a realistic society..
u slap someone..
and u get a slap back..

u think the other person will be kind enough to offer u the other cheek to slap?
u may even get a beating outta it..
try to know ur limits..
cuz clearly.. U don't.
and in the big picture, there is a big view and everything..
but u can't just look at it like that..
there are many small details to make that picture look perfect and flawless..
focus on that too..
i believe it will save u..

we truely hope u will pick urself up..
be more open..
just talk..
if u don't talk..
then we won't know..

u keep saying we won't understand u..
have u ever tried letting us into ur world?
the door is always closed..
u only open to take a peek..
u are scared..
u like to keep things inside..
u have deep dark secrets?
then say no one understands..

dun make mi feel wth again..

whenever i think of tis thing, i feel sad..

as if it was me..

if someday we realise it's the end..
i will still try to save u..
but..
i will be angry..
becos i hate to save someone who doesn't want to save herself..

are we being nosy?
no.. none at all..
i even feel an obligation to save an injured stranger on the road..
u noe ur place in me..
so wad do u think i would do to u?

i hope you'll understand..
the bottomless pit isn't really bottomless..
it's jus a figment of ur imagination..
grow up..
learn to experience the world another way..
alright?

with love,
kc and i