Badmintooooooonnnnn~~

Hahaha..
Just now went for badminton matches with Cow they all..
Very interesting ar today..
See us play badminton can laugh de..
And i laugh until i almost cannot stand up..
LOLS~~~
SO FUNNY LARR~~

I was surfing..
So i surfed to mao mao..
Then mao mao went to hit the ball back..
The ball was almost out of the court but never..
And she not confirm, so she decided to multi task..
In the end she yi bian hit the ball, yi bian look at the court line.. Cos she scared the ball out..
LOL.. in the end the ball no out, and she hit back.. but the ball no cross net..
Hahaha..
Then everyone started laughing badly..
The scene so funny lo..

Another funny person is yokie ar..
She got 1 time wanted to save the ball badly..
So she did a nose dive into the ground..
Lolol..
Luckily she not hurt..
Hahaha..
But her action very heroic..
hahahas..

Overall today's session was fun~~~
And funny~~~
Had so much fun..
Hahaha..
Weeeeeeeeee~~

But i so long no exercise liao..
Guess tomorrow i will get muscle aches..
Lol..
Mi poor bear paw..
Hao ke lian arrr~
^ ~ ^ ==> T ~ T

Yay..
Nice and fun day..
Weeeeee and double cheers~~
=DDD

Hope you guys had fun toooo~~
hahahaha..

Starting of a new thursday.. Ending of a wasted wednesday.. Crap..

Today going for badminton with cow cow, mao mao, kuku, and bra..
At yishun arrrr...
Shagged already..
Haven even reach..

Guess it's the distance..

But staying at home makes me sick too..

It's still better to go out..

hahaha..
lol..

Surprised i woke rather early ba..
Today cannot get to sleep..
Maybe because my dreams are too real..
And i got the fright of my life..
-_-

I think this holiday sux alot..
Big time..
Although not as bad as the last..
But still sucked..
lol..
No fun things to do..
So sian some more..
I feel like time is just being wasted away..
And poof..
Gone..
Today is the 27th..
And the month is gonna end..
Whatever it is, it's gonna end too..
Well, After the good old sept is dumb oct..

I want Christmas to come soon..
Really soon..
I'm not really sure but i think Christmas has some positive air in it..
People tend to be more happy though..
HOHOHO..
Santa is back in town..
Receive presents..
Feast..
Run around..
Just too bad Singapore doesn't have any snow.. lol
Go overseas~~~
But then considering the funds that i have, I'd rather not..
lol

Drift le.. I think too much.. Damn crappy oso..
Lols..

Overall..
I just want my life back..
Please don't take it away anymore..

Dear God:
I want my life back..
I don't want to live as a puppet any more..
I want to be in control..
Oh.. Please help me..
=(

Thyfaithfulservant-

Mooncakes frenzy~

Recently been eating too many moon cakes..
LOL..
And i ate 2 whole roundy and full ones today..
Felt super full and bloated..
I think i can not eat for the next 3 days..
Lols..

Xiao xiong oso like mooncakes alot..
But his moon cake is more difficult to find..
There must be honey inside it or he won't eat..
Kinda fussy huh..
Bad Xiao Xiong..

Well..
Recently got insufficient sleep..
Always wake damn early..
Just cannot get back to sleep..
I shi mian le..

Imagine waking up at 7am in the morning and clueless to what to do..
Lols..
Gives me the creeps..
Makes me super bored too..

Tired of doing the same old things day after day..
I yearn for an adventure..
But i don't think anyone can help me..
Lols..
Too wishful a thinking..
Smack myself..
-_-

But tomorrow i hope will be better..
Going out for a badminton match with cow they all..
lols..
Still mus roll my way to yishun..
Lei si wo le..
By the time i reach there my fur all drop liaos..
Become 1 pink bear..
Lols~
But should have fun ba..
Haha..
Should..
Lols..

But having something to do is better than none..
Doing things enhances my brain too..
Then i will be called stupid lesser..
lol..

Nonetheless..
Today is generally a bored day..
Ask me out baa~~
I want go out..
So sians..
Lol..
And here i am complaining to myself about being sian..
Like i can do anything..
-_-
Boring~

Parable?

Each parable tells me something..
And i make myself read 1 daily..
Well, it has a significant meaning of life..
Sometimes i don't really understand why is the way of the story like that..
But after some explanation..
I finally understood..

There are also exceptions..
maybe because of human nature, i find myself disagreeing with it..
Every single thing affects how i think about it..
But all the times that i went lost, someone still came and pulled me back..
It's like a shock back to reality..
Impressive isn't it?
Haha..
To be able to get someone back isn't easy..
Changing everything isn't easy too..
You have to have strong ideals..
Practically more of everything..
Such people are worthy of praise..

And i once remembered..
There was an Indian uncle i remembered..
His name was mutthu..
Well.. To be frank, i was a bit of bad to this uncle..
Sorta ignoring him because i simply had the concept of Indians being bad..
But i would definitely walk past him through the canteen in school..
He was the uncle selling prata..
Every morning without fail, he would say " Good Morning girl, nice weather today?"
I would just nod and walk off quickly..

Soon i find myself replying and saying hi..
Sometimes he cracked jokes only my dad would crack..
There was more of a friendship there..
At times when i had nothing to do..
I would go and have a look at his stall and ask him hows business that day..
Rather joyful..
He actually persevered on..
The smile is always on his face..
Just like 1 happy humpty dumpty that would smile for you every morning..
A rather kind person..

He definitely changed my view..
Although I'm still a bit of a racist..
I don't deny..
I can understand such kindness and determination of a person..
Impacts me..
Definitely..
And I've learnt..
Through experiences too..
And i still hope to grow..
Wiser..
If i can give a wise advice to someone..
I would be most happy..
Most contented..

Sure I've got setbacks..
Some wounds just take a longer time to heal..
And my immune system isn't that strong recently..
It really sets me back..
But still I'll try..
A little by little..
If i don't give up on myself, why should anyone else?
No matter how hard I've been hit..
After while, i still get back on..
With some scars reminding me of how it used to be..
Learn from that..

_____________________________________

Well..
Ahem Ahem..
Not in Singapore?
=)
I'm pretty sure online would do fine..
Left without a word..
No sending of flights, no nothing..
Was a a bit abrupt though..
Felt as if i was cheated..
Haha..
But i saw through it..
So i await your return..
2 years later?
Or maybe more..
Understanding doesn't really mean looking at faces..

________________________________________

Why does time seem to go faster as we get older??

Couldn't really find an answer..
But in the end i did find one..
Unexpectedly..

Well..
Time seems faster..
And we measure how fast it goes by, by relating to our past experiences..
The longer u and i live, the more time we have experienced..
When you are 5 yrs old, 1 week seems longer as compared when you're 20 because when you are still young, u have not experienced as much time as when you're 20..
Compare it to all the time you have experienced before, 1 week of your 20 years is shorter than 1 week of 5 years..

It would be more significant if you had lesser time to live..
So people tend to derive the theory of cherishing..
If you have more, you will never learn to appreciate it that much as compared to what you can have for only a moment..
For those people who can really cherish every moment, they are very blessed with such a gift..
Which naturally overcomes the human nature of being wasteful..
They understand the importance, of life..

I finally grasped the meaning of this..
And i know in the future, i would be experiencing fast days..
In a blink, all is over..
It's all very quick..
Emotions flare, rise and fall, sway, all to the heat of things..
Funny how one is to look and decide..
And not knowing how long you can or others can last, you have no definite answer to anything..
It may end now, tomorrow, or 50 years down the road..
If you look back, you will probably laugh at what you have done..

" Ohh, i was rather immature then"

Damn Everything.. FUCK FUCK FUCK!!

Hey bastard..
What have i done..
Why should i be treated like this..
Why??
Answer me??

Freak u..
Go to hell..
Banish yourself..
Screw the dogs..
Screw yourself..

Damn you..
Damn you to the ends of the earth..
I hope you get screwed a thousand times over and die..
Fuck off..

Hey you seemed nice..
SEEMED?
!@#$%^&!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Go to hell please..
Please don't show fake feelings..
Your empathy and sympathy suck big time..
You deserve the worst..
Off all..
I think i am the most sickening and guilty person on the earth..
You made me think so..
You sucker..
Screw off..
In my world now.. Almost nothing is left..
Why do you have to go and wreck everything for me..
WHY???!!!
Damn it fucker..
Answer me!!!
Fuck..
ARGH..

I wanna kill you..
I take back whatever that i said..
Well.. I was wrong..
Very damn wrong..

Do you know how is it to make someone live in hell for a period of time and trying to pretend to be happy?
Do you??!!!
Do you see the fake smiles i've been giving??
Do you know the meaning of this??
Do you get the idea of how disastrous this can be??
And do you even care ABOUT YOUR FUCKING SURROUNDINGS??!!
You idiot!! FREAK!! BASTARD!! SON OF A BITCH!!
You've got a lot of nerve trying to wreck me up..
And i got myself into such things??
You don't even deserve to eat shit..
You should be tortured and left to die..
ARGH!!!
I WILL NEVER EVER FORGIVE YOU!!
READ THIS FUCKER!!
NEVER EVER!!

Blast you..
Go to hell..
I want you to know how much hurt you've caused..

So read this and..

Just disappear

zzz

It's almost 2am in the morning..
And i can't get to sleep..
Bored..
Sian..
Oh whatever..

Get the double meaning will you??
-_-
You're so damn slow!!

Crazy Crazy- Bored Bored

Ahhh~
Friday..
This signals the end of the weekdays for this week..
Pretty fast eh..

Had many things undone and suddenly done recently..
Felt a whole load off my mind..
I wanna buy a cannon~~
And shoot wadever I'm not happy with out..
hahahaha~~

Well..
That's only a dream..
Today i woke rather early in the morning..
But due to the LARGE amount of food that i consumed..
My blood had no choice but to flow to my roundy stomach and give it a spin..
The great digestion plan..
Woos~~
But then, guess i ate too much..
Not long after, i felt drowsy and sleepy..
So i went to sleep..
And was in dream land until about 430pm..

What a long nap..
And i woke and ate again..
This time i ate 3/4 of what i ate just now..
Waaaa..
Today eat alot..
As if it was my last supper..
Hahas..
Well, quite contented today..
But still.. SUPER BORED~
My eyes are like this.. -_-
BORING DAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I hope i can find some job next time that requires full time action..
That way i won't be bored..
Hahahahaa.. =P
Staying at home makes mi rot though..
I think I've rotted alot during the holidays..
Anybody wants to go out????
ASK ME ASK ME ASK ME~~~
[''\~
Or I'm gonna die of boredom..

You realised i don't really blog that often now???
I am so sianed that i became lazy..
Also nothing to blog about..
Talking about how bored i am only requires 1 post..
The rest can just crap..
So i'd rather sleep my way off..
Until i got something interesting and better to blog off..
And i hope so..

This blog is going to become my log book..
Hahahaha..
" The path of Bear Bear"
" Xiong Xiong zhi lu"

Next time i shall publish this book..
Be sure to buy it okays~
=D

That's all for now..
Oyasuminasai~~