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-_-

once again..
i almost died..

i wonder how many times i can go on without dying?
and how many times i can live if i attempt to die?

-_-

UBER sianed.

i got back my life..
but i don't think it's going to be a smooth way ahead for me..
Rocky mountains, swerved ways..
what am i going to do?
time is so pressuring..
driving mi crazy..

oh gosh..

i have many things still undone..
-_-

ugh

A day out.. For daddy's b day..

Today we FINALLY celebrated daddy's b day..

it was supposed to be on the 24th of may..

but -_-

some people decided to drag until the last minute..

oh well..

we went to "the line " for buffet..

it's at shang ri la hotel around the orchard area..

the spread was good..

very good indeed..

and the food was fresh and tasty..

now about something i must compliment..

the freaking huge fondue..

and the freaking huge STRAWBERRY!

it is as big as my paw..

-_-

LOL~ and their cute cute little desserts..

WHICH ARE SUPERB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okays..

Firstly, go there if u like seafood..

Unlimited crabs, Lobsters, Oysters, Prawns..

Literally unlimited..

Secondly, go there if u like dessert..

Any cakes, Any crepes, Any chocolate, Fondue, Unlimited selection of fruits and sweets..

Thirdly, go there if u have a big appetite..

and can appreciate different types of crusines..

they are much more than a normal fat elephant can eat..

Much much much much more..

Until i became super bloated..

-_-

Fourthly, it is a bit costly..

total damage: 120 x 4 = 480

-_-

Service: 9/10

Food: 9/10

Ambience: 7/10

Accessibility: 9/10

Customer Service: Excellent
When dad asked for goose liver and caviar..
Mr Manager personally brought the chef to see us..
lol..
a bit over enthu..
but is great~
XD okays.. let the pics do the talking.. =)

Whats Been Happening????

thy lord has decided to bestow upon me some trials..
and i hopefully try to succeed in jumping over the hurdles..
-_-

okay..
summarising what i did..

- kept off ice mints LOL! shit
- did my projects
like super damn last min..

-_-

- had problems with my attitude
-had problems with thy family
- had problems with workload
and basically everything

tries to resolve things
attitude always bothers me
no matter what i do
where i am
it will always be the same

well..
hoping to change..
of course, for the better..
awaiting results of my progress..
hope that not me, but someone else will say..
" hey~ i see the change"
that's great, i thought..
and i smiled.
=)

for the first time..
in a long time..
someone will do this..

essential yet appealed..
carry all your thoughts..
across an open field..
when flowers gaze at you..
they're not the only ones who cry..
when they see you..
you said...

you do know me, that i know you care
oh yeah.

Be back.. Back here with me.. =)

^^
HAPPY~
be happpy again~~

my new Slogan!!!

the recent turn of events caused me to harbour deep thoughts and mindsets..
it was until the extent where it almost caused extensive damage to my brain..
therefore, the appropriate cause of action had to be taken..

Phase 1: Understand the complexity of things

=)

hmm??

sianed , sianed, very sian..

everything does not seem to be right..
even if it appears to be so..

and for another reason, i may be too stressed up..
well, i can't control it..

i just wanna express my dissatisfaction..
i am clearly, very unhappy with myself..
if i don't reply, it means i am away.

current record
20 ice mint,
1 and a half hours.

FINALLY~~~

^^
my phone is finally back!!!!
waaaa brand new!!
LOLs

now this is wad i call good customer service..
hohoho..
=)

well today attended the talk for OIPP..
had serious serious consideration for it..
wanting to go for it but then there are many obstacles to some situations there..
yes it may seem appealing but after all, the decision making does lie on whether the difficulties are being handled the right way..

and thanks to some certain enlightenment..
thoughts spiraling and swirling..
hope i can get my answer soon..

places being offered include vietnam, china, and india..
-_-
all don't look too appealing but some of them have costs covered..
tough choice though..
having serious consideration now..
anyone has any opinions on this please feel free to drop me a tag or msn me..
thanks!
=)

Don't ask me why

People are glad they have parents,
They are glad to have a home to return to,
Care and Concern from them.
They are very understanding and know how to make you feel at ease at home.
Many people love their homes..
Not all, but the majority.
Why?

I don't get it.
You people who are reading this maybe think that i am being childish or niave.
Seriously i'm not..
And i don't know how to handle situations when they arise..
Because anger always gets to mi first..
I get angry before i do anything..
That makes whatever i am going to do, go down the drain..
So it can't get any worse than what could happen..

On the other hand, i am glad to be able to differentiate all this crap from other people..
Cause many a times, they are too safe in their comfort zone that they don't want to get out and experience the " SHIT" in life.
I can't blame them..
It's their life..

Now I'm just pissed at how things are..
Or how they will be..
I seriously hope to have a nice and cozy home to return to..
Not some hotel that can just accomodate me.

Know me, but don't climb over my head..
For my patience has a limit.
And it's far from being high.

MY SUAYNESS CONTINUES!!!!

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today still so suay..
WHY?!!!!!
why must i be tortured in life???!!

so damned..
so shitty..
so sian..
-_-

more and more suay events happening..
i wonder if there is something wrong with me?
or if i did something wrong??
ARGH!!!!!

to the heavens..
pls get rid of my suayness!!!!
shit!!

listening to BOSTON..
it lifts up my mood by a little..
better than nothing..
=(

" You don't know me, and You don't even care
You don't know me, You don't wear my chains"

!@#$%^&*()_+!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn it la..
freakin hp decided that it would officially spoil today..
and i had a super freakin hard time messaging..
DAMN !!@##$ HELL!!!!

okay -_-
i thought i had to buy a new phone..
but then i think god decided to pity me and found mi my warranty card..
oh gosh..
thank the heavens..
-_-
sent the phone off on its way to service already..
decided to borrow dads phone for awhile..
i hope my suayness will be over soon..
like for example phones dying up on me??
FREAKED!!!

ZZZ

=)

today tutu came to the bear cave..
and guess wad?!!

WE FINISHED OUR TUTORIALS!!!!
for the upcoming week at least..
hahaha..
suddenly feel so accomplished..

well..
this is because i havent been studying well and get really hardworking enough..
i was slacking all along until now..
i realised the damn importance of my modules..
i hate to say it..
but i hav to study..
=)

and i hope the rest of the coming tutorials will be done as quickly as possible too..
don't really wish to waste too much time here..
cheers to our first start on a fruitful journey!!!
^^
[''\~

not really that sian afterall.. =)

today was expected to be sian..
but then we had a sudden outing to the movies..
watched nim's island..
okay..
average movie..
but the animals were real cute in there..

after that fishball brought us to the famous beancurd stall..
so we ate dou jiang you tiao for supper..
lols..

then walked around and slacked..
it was super HOT!!!
the freaking weather nowadays arr..
really very very humid and no wind..

after walking we sat at starbucks to slack..
just for a moment..
did not order anything..
LOL, so i think the waiter wants to chase us out..

slowly strolled to the mrt station..
managed to catch the train..
and when on the train..
due to yeow candy's " leave people behind" action, fishball mark and i decided to ignore her..
LOL..
i think she damn sad..
BOO!!!
XP

but anyways..
we all had fun~~
=x

What to say?? -_-

Sian + Not Happy + Du Lan + Bored = emo.
-_-