Xiong Xiong and Xiao Xiong's cozy caveee~~~

"All about my dog Marimo"

2008-11-12T13:24:00.003+08:00

Before watching..

Turn on your speakers..
Off the background music..
Wait for the clip to load..
And watch it whole in one shot..
=)

I wish everyone a great day

Am i looking forward?? Or reminiscing the past??

2008-10-28T02:42:00.002+08:00

Judge me.

Do i look forward by seeing the opportunity in every difficulty?
Or do i reminisce the past by seeing the difficulty in every opportunity?

I've been doing alot of thinking lately..
And it hurts..
It hurts just to know that somehow or another..
I'm actually quite lost..

Here it is..
In a nutshell..
Basically we all have a choice..
To see the world the way we want..

There are tons of opportunities and heaps of difficulties in every one's life..
This is an unchangeable and real given fact..
So here's where the wonderful perspective comes in..

I see a possibility..
A new job path?
A new road to further my studies?
A blooming relationship?
And then guess what happens?

There are only 2 choices..
Do i immediately immerse myself in thoughts of what could go wrong??
Or do i rein in my desires because I'm afraid of getting hurt??

I couldn't answer this question..

Either could go wrong..

Then i start to look at the difficulties..
And i face them head on..
What do i see??

Toil and frustration without compensation..
Or maybe i see steps, even painful ones, on the path to a goal..
Things that are worth accomplishing are difficult..
And the course to true success, love or relations never did run smooth..

No news here?

So what do i do??
Do i take another look and see the opportunities hiding in the cracks of every difficulty??
And just perhaps..
Acknowledge the difficulties that are inherent in them..

I've been dodging many chances..
Because i fear..
And it all slipped by..
When remorse engulfs me..
That is when i am hurt..

Our senses don't decieve us.. Our judgement does..

2008-10-26T21:51:00.003+08:00

Remember half the glass being full and being empty story?

This is what i think..

Sometimes what I see is a glass half full of the good things life has to offer..
Laughter..
Companionship..
Fun..
Resources..
And I'm fine until i get to thinking and thinking and judging that what i see is not enough..

"I'm going to move out soon"
" My bank account is running low"
"My friends are leaving town"
I'm tired and seriously at the end of my rope..
Now i judge my glass half empty..

Of course, the sad thing is that by judging my glass half empty,
I pretty much guarantee that it is..
And then i tend not to see things for what they probably are..

Sometimes..
I don't hear the concern in a friend's voice when she calls..
And i chafe against her sound advice because i think she's judging me for getting into a jam in the first place..
And then maybe i snap at her..
And she snaps back..
And we both hang up the phone mad..
And she's thinking she won't soon call again, and there it is..
My glass half empty and getting emptier..

If i had paid attention, instead..
To the words my ears were hearing..
Well then things might just have turned out differently..

The place where optimism most flourishes is the lunatic asylum.
Where I can find the mad optimist and say what i feel, feel what i know,
And try to let the best that is possible into my heart..

With a hint of sarcasm..
I am not a pessimist..
To perceive evil where it exists..
In my opinion..
Is a form of optimism..

-_-

Somebody save me~~~

2008-10-14T02:03:00.002+08:00

GOOD MORNING EVERYONE!

Yes good morning..
It's a dumb 2am now and i am freakingly awake..

Dear me..
Recently i seem to have the challenge of trying to keep myself awake..
I always wanna fall asleep when..

1. I'm at work and i have nothing to do..
2. I'm at work and i have something to do but i can't drag myself to do it..
3. I can't seem to control my sleepiness..
4. I always doze off when in important situations..
5. I cannot focus on work..
6. I can't get myself awake when I'm at home..
7. I get frequent headaches..
8. And i wake up in the middle of the night for nothing..
9. And i can't get back to sleep again, which ends up with me failing energy tests the next day..
10. And great.. -_- There is an ISO audit tomorrow.. And i haven't memorised my stuff yet..
11. I feel Iike I'm having too much Boo Boo to study.. It so feels like AN EXAM!!!!
12. So much so that I'm falling asleep now..
13. I DON"T HAVE ENOUGH ENERGY!!!!!

And my migraine is back..
Back to haunt me AGAIN!!!

Dear all,

If i get too irritated/ bad/ sarcastic/ evil and etc.. and i do bad stuff for no reason..
Please send mi to IMH for brain overload treatment..

Thank you.

Regards
Me

Anyone has any idea at all how much of hell this is?!!!!

Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me
Save me save me save me save me save me save me save me

T.T

Blood donation

2008-10-11T21:15:00.004+08:00

Just went for another session of blood donation..
It's just great giving back to the society..
The venue was in an MRT station though..
And i saw many people walking past..

Mumbling to themselves..
Wondering if donating blood is proper..
I see their faces frowning..
Especially older people..
They would give an opinion saying that..
"Why should i give my blood?"
They see no clear benifits..

The thought of taking away that precious bag of red liquid scares them..
Oh well..
Maybe a bit on the needles as well..
But..
It's more of an unwillingness to do so..
Well, it's not an obligation to do so..
It's just reflecting on how much a society thinks about other people..

Every second..
Someone in this world needs blood..
That someone could be a mother giving birth..
An accident victim..
A girl suffering from a life threatening anaemia..
A boy with dengue fever..
A father facing open heart surgery..
Or even your closest one somewhere needing life..

Life is unpredictable..

You are born with a healthy body..
You have sufficient internal organs to keep u alive..
Well, others don't..
They depend on life sustaining machines..
They feed on blood by others..

Think about it..
You have 2 kidneys when you were born..
Perfect organs..
Healthy blood..

But wait..
You didn't bring any money with you into this world..
So what if you can give money?
Can it buy life?
Can your money be a substitution for a kidney?
I doubt so..

So.....
I strongly urge all of you..
Please try to give..
Give people the treasure that cannot be bought..
That feeling of unheard thanks..
The tears that cry for a successful transfusion..

You..
You made that possible..
Because without you..
Life can't multiply..
The fruit that you will give to others will grow into a tree..
And in turn..
It bears more fruit..
Life goes on..

So....
Anyone needs blood?
Or a kidney??
Hahas~
A+ and 1 kidney for offer~~
XD

For friends, it is a one time offer~~
Really literally 1 time offer..
First come first serve~
Cuz i only have 2 kidneys..
Haha~
so i can spare you 1..
=)

1.

2008-10-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

I really Wish you the Best!
=)

Remorse

2008-10-05T01:27:00.004+08:00

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Joke?

2008-10-03T22:46:00.002+08:00

Joking?

Please freakingly make a difference between joking and being serious..

If something is meant to be a joke..
Or not offensive..
Please state it clearly..

If not accidents will always happen..
Again and again and again..
When will the circle end?

I don't know..
I don't take serious jokes anymore..
Nor malicious intentionally evil jokes that are not only harmful to you..
But also to me..

That's about all..
This is a warning..

Tell me..
What should i do??

Or rather..
Tell yourself what you should do..

Upz and Downz

2008-09-28T23:46:00.002+08:00

Just finished the grand prix..
A really interesting one though..
Ferrari didn't make it..
Awwwww..
That's so sad..
=)

Grats to those to made it to the podium..
=D

~~~~~~~~~~~~

CCCC GGGG AmAmAmAm EmEmEmEm x2

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna give in tonight
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear to see

This is the last time i will fall..
Into a place that fails us all inside..

Well i can see the pain in you..
And i couldn't care much..

The angels burn inside for us..
The devils burn inside of us..

I'm always gonna worry about..
The things that could make us cold..

C G6 Am Em F Dm E Am/G D/F# Am/B Am/C

The things that could make us cold...

No title..

2008-09-24T23:44:00.003+08:00

ICE CUBE WAFFLES ARE GREAT!!!!

Hello people..
This is another one of Ice 3's very tasty waffles..
Waffle with caramel and maple syrup..
yummy~
=)

Went chomp with tutu then headed for our usual waffle hunt..

The rabbit even suggested getting the ice 3's membership card..
The only problem is..
They don't have any!!!
LOL~

Now that's hilarious..
=x

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Happy things aside lets go to the crappy ones..

I feel that i have to be indirect sometimes..
Feeling quite stressful recently..
Especially today..
Imagine people feeding you bits and pieces of paper..
Pouring oil into your mouth..
And asks you to smoke..

Bye Bye..
You're a gonner..

I wanna have the relaxed feel again..
Recently couldn't find any though..
It's not that i've become entirely negative..
I'm still fairly positive i believe..
haha..
see i still can manage a laugh..
ooooo~

I wanna drink!!!!
And i wanna eat ice cream!!!
And waffles!!!

they make me high just for that little while..

Am i escaping my own future??
Damn me to hell..
=)

Timbre~

2008-09-24T00:20:00.003+08:00

I'm dead beat!!!

Down right tired lols~

But had a fun day..

haha..

Went to Timbre just now..

They were having an annual music fest featuring many live bands and performances..

Cause Timbre turns 3!!

Thanks to gz for the place..

Hahaha..

1 of the more interesting drinks of the night..

Strawberry baileys milk shake with lemon~

LOL~

Tasted really like milk shake..

Hahaha~

Anyways I've enjoyed for the night..

And i certainly don't feel as though I'm no life today..

It was fun!!

Usually it's the routine of going home after work and sleeping..

Such a boring life..

I could do better..

And whats more to say..

The music in me has REVIVED!!

WEEEEE~

Happy happy happy~

Passion?

You might find that in me..

I might actually consider it..

Keep you guys updated anyways..

Cheers everyone~

Note of caution~

2008-09-23T00:28:00.002+08:00

Please note:

The following food stuff has been recalled by the local authorities in suspicion of having melamine contamination:

They all contain milk quantities in them and come from CHINA..
For your information:
melamine when consumed causes kidney stones..
In chinese, called shen jie shi..
Which in turn causes death..

The following:

- M&Ms
- Snickers
- Mento's
- Yoghurt bottle
- Dove chocolate
- Oreo wafer sticks
- mon milk
- dutch lady sterilized milk
- Walls all natural mango
- mini poppers ice cream
- magnum ice cream
- moos sandwich ice cream
- mini cornetto
- youcan ice cream

Please stop consuming any of these if you have bought them previously..
And of course..
Don't buy any!!
LOL!!

* a note of thanks to considerate friends who smsed me*
=D

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
And on to another topic..

LOLS~

today i was bored..
and a certain someone was also bored..

and so it became a boliao moment of 2 very bored people searching for entertainment..
Extract of a certain conversation..

Me:
Yawns.. i am very bored..

M says:
The unthinkable has happened
for never has become present
and end becomes past
for time has collapsed onto me
and boredom becomes my BFF..

(this is how bored 1 person can be..)
got link??
no link??
i cannot link anything at all..
lololol

-_-

not the end.. still got LOL

Me:
i am a very holy and good person u know?!!
RAWRS~

M says:
( M has a shooting skill of lvl 10000000 liao)
* snorts organs out of one's nose*
holy?!!!
you are the devil's incarnate!!!
* shoves handphone into holy water*!!!

Me:
i am turning over a new leaf liao..
T.T

M says:
ya ya..
continue turning..
maybe you'll reach the end of the abyss rating by the time we all graduate..

Me thinks:
BITES!!
HA!

this is a person whom is taking on a fungus role and has moulds growing all over..
the reason: too bored

so conclusion: if you become too bored, you will become zek ark and shoot ppl..
then you will be come the NEXT BIG MUSHROOM !!!!!!

person M!!!
you know who u are..

Thanks for your entertainment ar..
LOL!!!
i am going to find info to black mail u!!!

Bwahahaha!
XP

Sunday~

2008-09-21T08:43:00.002+08:00

^^

It's Sunday again..
The always wonderful Sunday..
When it's time to rest, eat, sleep, play and do everything you like..

But..
Sadly..
T.T

It's only 24 hours..
A pathetic measly 24 hours..
=(

Now I'd wish i was schooling..
cause working has no life..
Seriously no life..

Morning you wake up..
You go to work..
After work it's around 7..
And you head for home..
When you've taken your dinner and done your stuff,
It;s already 8 plus..
And you have around 2 hours to do your additional stuff..
at 10 you head for bed..

And it's repetitive..
It's boring..
-_-

Everyday is so boring..
I NEED SOME ENTERTAINMENT IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!

Pictures~ Melt- The World Cafe

2008-09-17T23:46:00.005+08:00

These are the pics~ Enjoy~ ^^

Buffet!!! Interesting facts/ tips about buffets~

2008-09-16T19:30:00.003+08:00

I've been indulging in buffets recently..
And I've found out that to enjoy the buffet to the fullest,
you have to eat the right way!
=)

Now..
You may ask..
Isn't a buffet all about grabbing all the expensive food?!
I can only say.. NOPE!
You've paid an extensive sum of money and the thing to do is to savour all of the different varieties they have to offer..

Well.. If the only thing that you'll ever consume in a buffet is that few lobsters..

( just simply cause you think it's the most worth it of all)..

Then you would be better off in a seafood restaurant..
-_-

Alright..
Let's get down to it..
Except for food which triggers your allergic senses, you should probably try everything..
And I mean everything..
( Includes small buns, cookies, nuts, and every bit of the spread..)

1. Go to a buffet with someone who shares the same mindset/ thinking as you do.
( It's difficult to dine with someone whom doesn't agree with you..)

2. Attack the meat and seafood first.
Consuming meat first helps stimulate your stomach into thinking that it is going to have a hell of a night digesting..
So basically.. It's faster..

3. Share the food.
Take small bite sizes of each and every food..
You only need to have a little taste of it..

4. Don't try to starve yourself before the meal.
It only makes your stomach smaller and it cannot contain much food..
Think of your stomach storage similar to a balloon..
If there is air inside, it expands..
Same goes with food..
However.. If you contract it to the smallest by starving it, then blow it huge by eating a lot..
It is absolutely going to get upset..
And not long after your meal, you would have wished you never ate that..
Dumb isn't it???

5. Right.. For the first round of the buffet, fill your plate with as many varieties as possible..
And remember to get the smallest portion too..
Remember to separate the different ethnic flavours of your food..
You don't want to mix Indian food with Italian food, do you??
Ugh~
-_-

6. Make decisions.
Decide which is nice and which aren't..
Cross them off your list..
You will not want to take them again..

7. When you're ready, go for your second round.
You should only pick those that you think are worth it and nice from your selection above..
The selection should be considerably lesser than the first round..

8. After round 2, please take a break.
Offer your stomach some rest..
It has been accepting so much food..
And its probably the time to let it digest a little..

9. Oh.. And make sure you allocate enough time for a buffet meal.
Preferably around 3 to 4 hours..
You don't wanna waste your money rushing through a meal without enjoying it..

10. Chat and talk with your family and friends.
After all, some interaction is needed or it will be super damn boring..

11. A HA!!! Now it's time for your third round!
Now try filling this round with only the top, superb, yummy, juicy, best food of the buffet..
You've picked the greatest..
Now is the time to savour the best of it!
Ahhhhh~~~
Heavenly~~~

12. Okay~ Now after this third round, you should be getting to around 75%- 80% full..
Right now, your stomach is grinding heavily..
And you should also be getting slightly sleepy..
If you're a super huge eater, you may go for your fouth and even fifth round now..
And as for those who are 3/4 full, feel free to walk around, grab some snacks, go to the washroom, do anything you like!!!
It's free style time~
Yeah~

13. Burppp...
Now lets assume you're already at your limit..
Full!!
Well, maybe only about 90% there..
And you can sorta feel your stomach budging out of your shirt..

14. This is the time to stop..
It has probably been 3 hours since you stepped into this magnificent buffet..
If your stomach permits, have a sip of tea..
It helps digestion..
And have a cookie to go along with it..
You may also chat with the people around you..
Enjoy the very last moments of this meal..

15. Well, there you are..
Ask for your bill..
And prepare to get shocked for the amount of plus plus they have to charge you~
LOL~

Okay...
A few reminders to take note:

Never have anything 1 to 2 hours before a buffet..

If you're going for a dinner buffet, please have some light lunch and snack on something in between both meals to indicate to your body that it's not going to starve..

Always wear clothes that are a tad bigger..
Trust me..
You need the space..

Try not to visit the same buffet places..
Have some variety in your life man..
Experience the world!!

Make sure you make a reservation prior to feasting there..
This is especially on Fridays, Saturdays and Public Holidays..

Some buffets offer free flow of beverages for a minimal sum of money..
DON'T!
I repeat.. Don't accept that..
Plain water will suffice..
And try to minimize your water intake as much as possible..
You don't wanna fill the valuable space up with water.. would you??

Remember to act in a kind and courteous manner..
Be kind to the people there..
Smile to them when they serve you your food..
Say a word of thanks when you receive your food..
That is a virtue..
Who knows..
That little gesture might make someone's day great~
Treat others as you would want them to do upon to you..
=)

Do your research before stepping into a buffet restaurant..
If many people commented poor service, food and ambiance..
You probably should give that place a miss..

Don't always assume that that you are the king/ queen in the place..
Have some respect for others and they would respect you too..
If there are only 2 lobsters, share them with another person..
If the servers are busy, wait patiently or put your plates aside..
Don't grumble over a small issue..
It's not worth it..

With this i hope all of you have a very pleasant dining experience in future..
Satisfied stomach = Satisfied you!
=D

OH!!! I almost forgot a recommendation..
The best buffet spread that I've ever eaten so far..
MELT- The World Cafe..

Best food: Vanilla Ice Cream Waffles!!!! ^^
It's located at the Mandarin Oriental Hotel..
Previously known as The Oriental Hotel Singapore..
Rating: 9/10 ( 1 off as no place is perfect)

Pictures of that pleasant dining experience will be posted up in the near future! =)

Cheers everyone~
Have a nice day!
^^

[''\(^ ~ ^)/'']

YAY!!!

2008-09-12T19:08:00.002+08:00

YAY~~
its the end of the week again~

I LOVE IT!!!!

well..
this week certainly has been a super BORING one..
i have mastered the art of stoning and more stoning..

and i can practically stare at something until i drift to dream land..
wow~

now that's a nice feat..

i hate mondays tuesdays and wednesdays

i'm neutral on thursdays..

and of course i'm super happy on friday..

Finally... I CAN PLAY!!
^^

i hope all you people will love today too..

it's a present god gave to u~~
=D

-Just another boliao post-

HAHA

I think no one understands..

2008-09-08T22:52:00.004+08:00

You freaking hell tell me you do and i will give you a big fat tight slap!!!

I thought that on friday it was over..
And i thought that on saturday and sunday it was fine..

today it wasn't..
freakingly NOT!!!

i cannot wait for IPP to be over..
i dread working..
i dread so many things..
i bet all of you would think i'm just being irrational..

but i can say..
i am perfectly sane..

i hope god reads this and he helps me..

don't pretend..
i know that you aren't..

don't act big..
cause you simply are not..

don't lie..
i know the truth..

SNOB!@#$%^
it suits u fine..
Perfectly..

Just simply cause..

You SUX!!!

I can't figure out myself at all..

2008-09-05T21:08:00.002+08:00

i am not happy today..
certainly not..

at first i thought..
maybe it's because of work..
maybe work is stressful..
maybe i can't handle it..

but then i realised..
nope..
it wasn't..
it was me..
purely me..
and me alone..

you say i'm emo??
yes i agree..
maybe sometimes i'm very emotional..
but usually.. Not..
and i can control myself quite well..
but today..
I just simply can't..
giving fake smiles isn't my forte..
people can see that it is just being forceful..
and that i am not tat happy after all..
or that i laughed just for the sake of laughing and entertaining people..

am i really happy?

now the subject seems to be centred around why i am feeling so down..
i so feel like visiting the doctor..
-_-

i know i'm not happy..
i know it's about something..
and i know that it is affecting mi alot..
and i know i cannot ignore it, but yet i am trying to..
hiding and avoiding the fact..
i seriously don't know what i should do..
i can't advise myself..
but will advice from others work??

i don't trust the words..
i don't trust anything here..
none..
i just wanna wish it away..

yes.. good..
but i'm sorry..
nope.. i can't..
give face.. disgrace..
irritated.. angered..
sick and tired..
time may pass..
quickly please..
please..

Life is sad.. But don't let it wash you away..

2008-09-04T00:01:00.003+08:00

Today i had my ups and downs..
You too right?
Extremely sad..
Angry..
Feeling that maybe somehow or another you deserve better..

I hope you would cheer up..
=(

I'll try encouraging..
But sometimes, it doesn't really work..
Milk has been spilt..
It's there and it stained the expensive fur carpet you had..

Now..
Would you wipe it clean and leave a stain on it?
Would you dry clean it?
Or would you throw it away and get yourself a new one?

People who wipe it clean might find themselves in a position which is not very financially stable..
Not that fussy over things..
Easy to please and get along just fine with the stain lying around..
Well..
It serves as a reminder not to repeat the same mistake again..

People who attempt to dry clean it may find that their perception of the carpet itself is already tained..
Even though the carpet comes back clean and nice smelling, you can't help but think that oh shit..
"It's all my fault. Even though it's been dry cleaned it still smells wrong or it feels wrong.."
It's not original anymore..
You regret and mourn over what has happened..
And you try to think of how great it would be if it had not happened..
Well..
Not really possible..

And for those who will just dump it away..
Congratulations..
You have money!
Enough to splurge on a new carpet..
Enough to give away your experience that it is important not to spill on anything..
Adaptable yes..
Change is inevitable..
Maybe you should probably think more and have less rash actions..

Well again..
None is right or wrong..
It's just a small little perception..
Just a thought then..

~~~~~

A wise person whom i've just gotten to know recently told me this..

Take what you need..
What you want is far greater than you expect..
You will be a fool to try to attain it..
It's never ending..
Simply because..
Humans are by default setting..
Greedy.

Heeee~

2008-08-31T10:02:00.002+08:00

Today is a Sunday..
Which means a holiday..
Rest day..
Shiok day..
Damn fun day for me!

=D

Good Morning everyone!!!!

Oh shit..
I don't know why i'm so high today..
lols~~

I have decided..
Well..
Today will be a good day..
So all the unhappiness shall go..
Far far far away from me!
Period.

Hmmmmm~
I don't know what to say~~

I'm uttering crap~~
But i'm smiling..
XD

Today is a good day~
Don't waste it~

Everyone be happy too~~
^^

O.o

2008-08-28T23:33:00.002+08:00

today..
tired..
a bit stressed??

i dunno~~
i hope to see familar faces soon~~
Miss all of you~~
Very very much~~

and i hope you people are doing well..
cuz everyone's schedule is so diff..
sadded..

10 wks o~~
9 more to go..

da jia, jia you ooo~

=)

PS* wo hui make effort de.. yi ding hui....!

=)

2008-08-24T22:56:00.003+08:00

today i am going to introduce to all of you a new member of the bear family~~

she is..

Cotton~~

aka xiao mao qiu~

look at how cute and innocent she is~

Tai ke ai le~~

wahahaha~

thanks to the bunny for her..

SEE!!!!
Small little xx oso love her so much~~
^^
we are a beary happy family~
XD

Thank you..
Thank you so much..
I can't thank you enough..
I hope i will still be thanking you when i'm 100..
I hope i live long enough..

Thank you~

2008-08-24T01:03:00.004+08:00

Thanks jk, cheryl, mark, gz, yasser, justin for celebrating a belated birthday and being there~

It really moved me..

HAHA!

Well well~

This was done by mark~

He is so thoughtful..

and i didn't know that he could do such a magnificent handicraft..

it's 2 little cubes..

folded by hand..

by duno how many different strands of paper..

with different colours..

and he managed to put a bell inside them..

haha..

pro pro~

And this was the bear they gave me..

it's an elongated bear with gorilla arms and a cat face~

haha..

cute it is.

Thanks alot pals~

i had a great time..

And cheryl~

the cake was nice too~

thanks!

=(

2008-08-20T12:09:00.001+08:00

Today..
Is the worst day of the year..

Entirely Restless..

I prepare to Fall..

Really Really Eventful week..

2008-08-13T18:34:00.002+08:00

Firstly let mi congratulate the people whom I've known for having their birthday on the 10th of August..
They are namely JK, Cheryl, Iggy and Hui Shan( her name is here just to boost numbers =x)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Okay I'm 3 days late..
Didn't get the chance to update the blog though..
Sorry pals..
=P

Next, i shall have to COMPLAIN COMPLAIN AND COMPLAIN!!!
Now ask me what's there to complain of?!!!

For a start, we have our holy and most virtuous EXAMINATIONS!!!
WOW~
I HATE Human Resource Management..
I HATE Marketing Research..
I HATE Public Relations..
I HATE Contact Centre Management..
And most importantly, I HATE EXAMS!!!!

Now i found out that projects are much much much nicer than exams..
Exams practically squeezes out every bit of brain juice, sauce, water..
It takes a huge huge toll on you..

Whatever you call it..
-_-

Tons and tons of hell to memorise..
Imagine hell was full of paper..
And the only way to heaven is to finish memorising every single bit of it..

Unless you wanna stay in hell..
Wonderful isn't it?!!!
I'll die twenty thousand times by the time i reach heaven..
And nothing seems to go into my poor little measly brain!!!
Ugh.. This is utterly sickening..

And those nice little books they sell in the stores..
Claiming that ohhhh..
If you do this, you will score well..
If you do this, u will get a memory boost..
Or if u do that, you will definetely get superb grades..
Those.. Are just FULL OF BULLCRAP!!

=)

Seeing the GPA drop is simply breathtaking..
And i can feel my temperature lowering..
So low..
That i can't even feel myself..
-_-

Secondly..
HA!!
Dear me got a " nice attachment"
The perfect place to be..
With many "buildings" around.
" Entertainment??"
"FUN??!"
" Sea view?!!"

Guess the place!!!!!

TA DAH~~
The answer is the good old CHANGI!!!!!!!!!!

I decline to name the company in case i get fired..

-_-
!@#$%^&*()_+
DAMN IT!!!!
Filled with industrial buildings..
Industrial waste..
No entertainment..
No fun..
Totally not accessible..
View of the Ugly Changi sea..
Populated with industrial waste..
And human waste too..

A much dreaded place to be in..
IT SUCKS!!!
The location is a total turn off alright..
Damn it..
ZZZZZZZ

The whole thing sucks..
It just isn't great..
Ask me and prepare to receive naggings from me on how i hate this location..
Live or Die??
10 weeks..
I hope it flies past..
And that effort put in is not to be wasted..

Well..
Currently Mugging for exams..
Facing the fear...
The fear of not feeling the stress at all..
Now that's stressful..
Isn't it ironic??
Ugh..
-_-

I hope i will be able to hold on..
If not..
Prepare to visit my grave..
With smiles..
Oh and if you do..
Please bring the best food along~

And a couple of Baileys too~

Caramel preferred~

=)

RIP
X.X

=)

2008-08-09T22:09:00.003+08:00

A cup..

A bear..

A smile..

And forever happiness..

Cheers to you my friend~

You've made my day special once again..

[''\(^ ~ ^)/'']

...

2008-08-07T22:55:00.001+08:00

stressed..
I am.
Frustrated..
I am.
Irritated..
I am..

Ultimately..
Sad..
i am.

-_-
=(
T.T

=D T.T ^ ~ ^

2008-08-04T00:20:00.003+08:00

Firstly..
I am happy!!
ED day is finally over..
Major projs down..
Down down to hell pls..
-_-

Left with only 1 presentation and 1 test..
And many more revision lectures to go..
I really look forward to the best..
=)
I think i can only hope so..

Secondly..
I AM SAD/ ANGRY/ SICK!!!
diaos~
I don't know what i did last week..
But i fell sick on entre day..
Horrible..
Cause i can't even speak..
Now i've got practically every illness associated with a fever..
Sigh..
Now i hope to eat nice food.. * someone dun let mi eat*
Go nice places.. * i cannot go far.. tired..*
=(
It's bad being sick..
I'm practically deprived of everything..
-_-

Faster recover!!! * so someone will allow mi to eat..*
I want to eat fried food, sweets, ice cream, ALL MY FAVOURITE FOOD COME TO ME~
What i am eating now is the most dan food i can ever imagine..
-_-
HATE IT!!!
Grrrrr!
T.T

Another thing to be happy about~
Someone care about me when i sick~
Hoho..
I feel hao xing fu~
=)
Thanks alot ooo~
You're great!!
Although it's sad that i'm sick..
But i'm happy inside..
*Cat*
^^

I WILL PROTECT MY OWNER!!!

2008-08-02T00:21:00.003+08:00

A day in the life of a pet..

Today you were happy..
You were the happiest person on earth today..
You did something extraordinary..
You did something great..
I know you have a kind heart..
I know you always extends your hands out..
So far that you give all out..
And coundn't even see the horizon..

Suddenly..
You saw something..
Something that you hoped you would never see..
You were sad..
You were devastated..
You didn't know what to do..
You rang people up..
You asked around..
You compared..
You were questioning yourself..
Asking why.. Why did you do it....

I saw it..
I felt it..
I couldn't do anything about it..
I wasn't with you..
You put me aside..
I could only stare at you with watery eyes..
Only trying to ask why..
I wanted to help..
But i didn't have hands..
I wanted to comfort..
But i didn't speak human..
I sat there..
Helplessly..
Aimlessly..
Watching..
As tears unfurled down your face..
I couldn't do a thing..
Soon i found myself crying..
Asking why..

I am a pet..
I cannot speak..
I sometimes cannot understand you..
i can only lie and await for your smile to return..

It's painful to wait..
It feels sour..
I'd love to see the happiness on you again..
I'd really do..

*These words..
Adopted from the bottom of a pet's heart..
Made my day a better one..*
And a brighter place..

" If only i could talk"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TUTU!!!~~

2008-07-28T23:55:00.002+08:00

=)

Today is tutu's birthday~
And we have now come to the final moments of it..
Take the last few minutes..
Cherish it~
For today only happens once..

Cherish the present & Look forward to tomorrow

Cha Cha

Matt's b day ytd~

2008-07-24T08:19:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night went for Matt's Birthday Party at Aranda..

well..
2 dumb animals lost their way..
Took the same bus twice..
Took the elevator numerous times??
Couldn't find the place..
However, there was a good service at the reception counter~
Hohoho..
^^

PARTY WAS FUN!!!!
Lotsa food to eat..
But overall the people who went were fun~

SJ, TRQ, LINA, EL, JAS, GK, DINAH, and 2 dumb animals..
hahaha..
Missed out some people?!!
Pardon me~~
Early in the morning so blur blur de..
=D

It was a long time since we all had this much fun~
If it wasn't for the uncompleted projects, we would have stayed on~
^^

Well, many stupid pics were taken..
But i don't think they will be on my blog..
Cos i lazy to upload them..
Watch out for rabbit's blog for the pics~
hohoho~

Anyways..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT!!
=)

2008-07-21T23:32:00.001+08:00

one sentence.

down
right
tired
.
.
.

-_-

me?

2008-07-20T03:35:00.002+08:00

peace?
of course..
i wanted it..
badly..
so very badly..

sometimes i think its not worth the fight..
sometimes the matter was just small..
but it blew up..
in a matter of seconds..

today i shall tell a tale of 2 lions..

once there lived 2 lions..
they were great with each other's company..
hunting..
chasing..
having fun..

perhaps ignorance?
or maybe a bit of reliance?
taking things for granted?

they dint know..
but at times they could hurt each other..
so deeply that nothing could save them..

one day one of lions had a dream..
it dreamt that both the other lion as well as itself were lying at a stream..
both were bleeding..
almost dying..
but who??
who could kill the king of the jungle??

due to a little misunderstanding..
both lions fought..
they ended up wounded..
in bad shape..
as they lay down the stream..
one of them thought..
why have things turned out to be this way..
"i dint have to be so hard headed.."
"the matter could just rest.."
and nothing would happen..

well nothing can happen now..
not any more..
as it's life force edged itself away.......
Lion woke..
startled and shocked..
and from then on..
quarrels and fights were reduced to the outmost minimum..
no fight lasted for more than a day..
and they were all brawls and little misunderstandings..

you might not know it..
but a little misunderstand could take your life..

the life as a single lion isn't that great after all..
it is gonna be sad and difficult..
very indeed..

these are my thoughts..
wad i really think..
and of course, i very much would like to see the rainbow rise up above the clouds again..

well, from now onwards..
i will understand more..
and i will never ever let it happen again..
never.. at all costs if possible..

fed up

2008-07-19T00:26:00.002+08:00

recently i've been super fed up with this internet..
the connection sux..
well i don't really know if it was starhub's fault or the modem's fault..
-_-
it just made mi damn sian..

_______________________________________________________

done projects recently..
quite a lot indeed..
not to mention numbers and words..
almost driving me crazy..
so i had no time to blog, chat, crap..
Lifeless huh??

i just hope things will be better in time to come..
_______________________________________________________

well another thing..
i've seen improvement..
quite alot in fact..
i've been trying to improve myself too..
i really have..
and i felt that i really did..
i just wanted some recognition..
that's all..
Simple isn't it?
i hope..
Certainly i do..
_______________________________________________________

combined stress levels..
brings mi to a whole new world..
i become some what different?

can u see a different me??
weird i may say??
i don't like it..
neither do i want it..
i just want to be normal..
=(

not in a gd mood recently..
too much to think about..
too much to worry about..

but i will promise to be happier..
to be more cheerful..
and not to bring the hidden thoughts to surface..
it will be fine deep down inside..
and one day..
i will free myself..

God i know u exist..
So please be kind and help me..

FRIDAY!!!!!

2008-07-11T21:19:00.002+08:00

Oh my my..
It's finally the end of the week..
I've been looking forward soooooo much to friday~
^^

At last some things are already done..
And i have seen significant progress..
Although!!
It's rather slow...
But as the old saying goes..
' Slow and steady wins the race'
HA!

Projects Projects and More Projects..
They're driving me to my grave..
I think i get bad dreams because of them..
Ugh..
Horrid..

Soon many presentations will be coming up..
all crammed up in the next 2 weeks..
I have absolutely no time at all~
LOL!!

So everything will have to wait..
Relaxation..
Play..
Fun..
Entertainment..
Enjoyment..
Maniac doings..
All of these will have to wait..
=(

*Sigh*

After everything..
There is still the much dreaded exam..
Consecutive papers..
Consecutive days..
Absolute Madness..

@.@

I am officially going mad..
ARGH!!!

i hope my dear xx will accompany me through everything~
hugs to xx~
^^

Busy busy busy

2008-07-08T22:23:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when i don't reply some of you in msn..
It means that i've fallen asleep..
Or that i forgot to sign out..
Or that i went out..

However..
Most of the times when i return..
You all are offline already..
-_-

So don't blame me kays~
=(

I'm very very very busy with project work..
juggling this and that..
After this sem, jiu okay le
=)

hopefully..
i will be able to blog more too
^^

Cheers everyone..
Keep it up too~
:)

NEVER EVER DINE IN THE SUBWAY AT AMK HUB!!!

2008-07-03T09:33:00.002+08:00

UGH..
it just disgusts me..

recently i had a near explosive anger encounter there..
i was happily approaching subway..
thinking about the sandwich i wanted..
the queue was long..
but it was acceptable..
peak hour..
OoO

everything was okay..
until the payment part..
tending to the cashier was a phillipino guy..
and he was the RUDEST person i met..
for a freaking long time..

after payment, i found out that the wrong side order had been given to me..
hence i promptly asked him about it..
and it was in a nice and friendly tone..
the chips was supposed to be cookies..
1. wrong order.

then he told me..
NONONO!!
CANNOT CHANGE~
LATER THE INVENTORY WILL HAVE PROBLEMS..

HELLO?!!!
WTH man..
tat little pussy man is trying to tell mi he is going to have problems with the inventory?!!
Big Fat Shit!!!
who the hell is gonna care if it really does..
can't you do something about MY WRONG order??
or is it that subway's service simply sux to the core??
ok..
that was the first part..

now for the second part..
i was like wadever..
since it was done then forget it..
so i ordered 2 more cookies..
it was meant to be seperated..
HOWEVER!!!
when i requested for another bag, he said..
A BIG FAT NO!!!
company policy??
so inflexible??
2. STINGY PERSON/ OUTLET/ BRAND

wow..
i'm just truely impressed by the level of disgust in this outlet..
it purely gives me the worst impression of a fast food joint..

other fast food joints do much better than u can..
at this rate it's business will probably go down hill..

service?!!
SUBWAY cannot even speak about it's service..
because it has NONE!!
Freakingly none!!
wow..

Going the extra mile for the customer??
i don't even think that tat guy even took a step out to help..
PURELY SELFISH!!!

i swear that i will never ever visit that outlet again..
it just had a potential return customer..
and the chance had just been ruined..
by that Mr Filipino guy..

please bear in mind that the rest of the staff mostly were locals..

and were extremely KIND!!!

* another point to note..*
this has nothing to do with the incident..
however i wish to express my opinions on this..

now many people are hiring foreigners to work here in Singapore..
especially the Filipinos..
u know..
i love the service of the females..
they are hardworking, prompt and everything nice..
As for the guys..
It's just totally opposite..
GAY??
trying to act smart??
POOR SUCKY SERVICE??
Horrible attitude??
Horrendous customer service..

having them simply degrades the service level of anything you're doing..
think wisely..
they may be cheaper to hire..
but as a result..
you lose your business..

This entire post is based on a factual experience i've had in Subway amk hub..
This is not a flame.

Life's ups and downs.. Extract.. Tony Tony Chopper..

2008-06-28T00:49:00.007+08:00

This is Chopper~

Our favourite and lovingly cute blue nosed reindeer..

He's the best doctor u can find~

These are the few memories he picked along the way when learning and moving on in life..

There are many moments to be treasured..

Whether it is happy, sad, shocked, awed, etc~

It is still worth the wait for the happy times..

Sometimes in life, you have ups and downs..

During the down side..

You flip and turn and roll..

But you still feel hurt..

Nothing but time can heal the pain..

See the light in life..

Feel its warmth..

There were the times when you got extremely shocked~

Followed by this maniac motion of facial expressions
=)

And not to miss out those times when you were ready to challenge anything and everything..

The superb feeling of confidence..

The feelings of self accomplishment..
^^

OH~
And the times when you tried to get someone to take their medicine~
They just hate it..
But you are concerned, so you have to..
Say AHHH~

And the funky times of course~
When you tried to play cosplay at home or at work..
Which doesn't matter..
Simply cos you smiled..
=)

Not forgetting the curious times where you just had to poke your little blue nose into everything and anything..
Being very curious about the world..
You embark on a journey to find out " Fascinating Facts"
XP

Having interesting excursions and trips~~
Dressing in someone you don't know..
Doesn't that make you tingle??
=)

And when everything is over, you sit down and take a great big rest..
Phewwww~~
Finally..
The long day has ended..
Your paws/ hooves hurt didn't it??
=)

The fun times you had with you and your friends..
Hopping, sliding, jumping, eating around~
It simply just makes you real happy..
XD

AH HAH!!!
Capturing the most funny moments~
The most hilarious thing you had to do of course~~
Just because you were bored..
=)

And yes!!!
You had your fun~
Your play~
Your hidden laughter~
And you begin to have that slight twitch at the side curls of your mouth..
Why??
Now that's cause you're gonna LAUGH OUT LOUD!!
XD

You go on many adventures..
Just look at the many emotions you have..
It's absolutely..
FUNNY!!
XD

Of course, being hardworking pays off~
Look at that..

The sense of satisfaction rolling in your eyes..
^^

And exercise does help though~~
1, 2, STRETCH!!!!!
YAHHHHH!!!!
Sorta helps in destressing..
=)

Hee Hee Hee~
Just seeing you in this laughter makes my heart go wild~
Simply cute and happy!
XP

WOW!!
Now what did you see???
ME?!!!
XD

And when you got real serious..
You set out to do something..
To really have the resolve..
To do it..
It's like an unspoken promise..
Forever unwavering..

As you slowly edge your way home..
Sustaining bruises, cuts and many injuries..
Fulfilling the promise to heal me..
Even if it's a poisonous mushroom..
I will eat it..
For your sake..
Your tears..
Your pain..
I will.

No matter the route you choose..
Remember your friends..
For they are the ones who will help you achieve your goals..
Helping and guiding you along the way..

I solemnly give my promise to you..
I will definitely stand by you..

Credits: One Piece (pics)
words and captions by ["\~
=)

A Post Dedicated To You, For You.
Cheer Up
=)

This is pure horror.

2008-06-25T10:25:00.002+08:00

1. Stressed out, stressed up..
2. Assignments piling as high as mount everest? O.O
3. Seemingly impossible deadlines.. -_-
4. Tight packed schedule.. Just like tuna..
5. TP nearing like SHIT!
6. Fags Fags and more Fags..

ooo..
and one thing..
ytd saw a drag queen..
wa..
he is damn chio..

imagine a guy wearing black boots that are at least 4 inches high..
wearing a leather strapped sleeveless jacket..
super tight black pants with some bling on top..
and his super fat tight ass bulging on the other end..
oh and his hair..
super rebonded and flowing so DAMN STRAIGHT!!
shock!!
oh gosh..

TOTALLY HORRIFIC!
-_-

walked home in the end..
tried the dumb thing for a 2nd time..
=x

WORK HAS FINALLY ENDED!!! ^^

2008-06-20T20:21:00.004+08:00

YAY~~~

work has finally ended..

spent my past week working and working..

stand until my feet hurt like hell..

-_-

but now..

HAPPY~~

HAHA..

brought stuff back from expo..

many many bo liao things..

lalalalala~~

ZTE CORP! Our massive booth~

Look at the 2nd storey~~

Looks damn cool~

Like wedding reception like tat.. LOL

juan and i ^^

2 receptionists

no title.

2008-06-14T01:28:00.002+08:00

W
R
O
N
G
!

wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong~
am i wrong?
i am wrong?
wrong, am i?
what's wrong?
nope, who's wrong?
you?
no?
me?
no?
who?
wrong?
what?
why?
who again?
wrong?
hmmmm?
really wrong?
something missing?
wrong instead?
i insist?
you insist?
no?
who who who??
wrong?!!
noooo~
wrong!!
NOOOO!!
wrong~~?
OoO
WRONG!@#$%^&*()_+
ahhhh~
this is better..
still..
WRONG!!!!
sigh..
again?
wrong?
=(
*jumps*

-_-

2008-06-10T23:10:00.002+08:00

OH HOLY SHIT!!

Why do i?
Always fall on the brink of death?!!!!

-_-

Let me relate what happened..
I WAS RAINING HEAVILY!
REAL HEAVY!!!

I was on my way home about half an hour ago..
And the stupid uncle..
Just for 20 cents sake, decided to drive me deep into the carpark..
He did that because he wanted to make the meter go from $7.80 => $$8.00
Okay, that was retarded..
But nevertheless, i just alighted and headed for home..

Then i saw a flash of lightning..
OoO
But then i thought never mind..
It can't hit me anyways..
I'm awfully short for that..
So i continued to walk..
Then i heard a creaking sound..
It was no normal creaking sound..
I swear it was something LOUD and NEAR..
Oh shit..
Holy crap too..

THE FREAKING TREE WAS BREAKING!!!

It was at least 3 stories tall?!!

-_-
And soon enough it fell down..
On the HARD COLD FLOOR!!
OH LORD~~
He damned the tree instead..
I was imagining if i had been the one under the tree..

T.T
Then i wouldn't live to see anyone again~
Oh shit..
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!

Sigh.

=)

2008-06-09T23:38:00.002+08:00

I've been reading up alot lately..
Mainly books..

And i found myself mesmerised with the fantasy genre of them..
I found those books very intriguing..
A few days ago, the rabbit said i had depression..
She read it in a book though..
This was not to my amusement as in fact, there were literally obvious symptoms and i chose to ignore it..

Haha..
I wouldn't take this all seriously now, would i?
As oblivious to my surroundings as i am now..
I clearly begin to construct my mind around a barrier of thoughts that involved the unrealistic world..
Places where the most remarkable beings and lands exist..
HA!
Was i dreaming then??
Nope, i had a clear head..
It was just a mere thought..
Perhaps then, clouded with foolish thoughts of wanting to escape and run away..

I didn't really like the world i was in..
And somehow, after the exposure to the various "elements"..
I had begun to dream up my own form of the perfect world..
Maybe it should have really existed..

As i believe, that to many of you people out there..
There is something..
Definitely captivating and alluring..
Wanting to draw you closer..
Be it a form of energy..
Or a form of fantasy..
Still, it is your own story..

Well, my point would be..
Yes.. It is correct for us to dream..
However, picking yourself up from that dream is rather complicated i can say..
I have such an experience before and it certainly doesn't feel that refreshing..
So deep in your slumber, be the dreamt up you..
And when you wake, be the real you..

Just like the real me..
=)

For the better..

2008-06-07T01:00:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, i hate myself. For not being able to express myself clearly.
And using words, just doesn't make much sense, does it?

Without people having to look at your face, it is very difficult.
Deep down hurting and wincing in agony.
Yet the words still do not get across.

I feel demoralized.
I feel sad.
If there was a way to made people understand what i am picturing, that would be great.
It is always the most difficult thing to do, to get your thoughts across to others.
Some way or another, the thoughts did not seem as serious, or as hurt as it should be.
If words could replace facial expressions, then i wouldn't have to spend difficult times clarifying things and working things out.

All i wanted was to make you understand.
It was that simple.
The feelings felt were the sourness and the disappointment.
Not being able to express in words is truly a miserable thing.

It was still felt as if the expressions are being labeled as " JUST WORDS"
so " JUST WORDS" didn't mean anything?
Then I'd have to be awfully really feeling terrible.

I value words.
And i value what they could bring to either party when it is spoken right.
When it is wrong, that's when everything goes haywire.

I am feeling very down as i am typing this.
If the words didn't show that it teared..
Would you even believe how seriously i took this matter for?

Bleah~

2008-06-06T01:21:00.002+08:00

1 loaf of bread..
cheese onion and garlic..
toast it..
and it's done..

this loaf was, sadly, my supper..
just finished it..
so i feel damn bloated..
cuz tats 1 freaking loaf of bread..
more than 10 slices went down my stomach??
i wonder why i can eat so much..
-_-
ugh..
but i guess i'll need all the energy i need..

GRRR~~

One more day..

2008-06-05T01:50:00.004+08:00

here's a recent book I've completed..
for one more day..
inspirational and interesting book to read..
it helps in spiritual growing..
as well as social consciousness..

making you aware of what is happening around you..
written in a way that you would really really appreciate the people around you..
you learn to love the people around you..
even if it doesn't really seem to matter now..
the relationships..
the vague recollection..
you treasure them..
for they won't last..
you know it..

soon, all will be gone..
it isn't a bad thing after all..
to die naturally..
as if it's god's will..

however, if you tried to kill yourself..
then that would be utter foolishness..

thy words i uphold..
if by any chance that it was broken..
i would die and be banished down to the depths of hell and peril..

cheers for the living..
and a toast to the dead..

what for??
it is just because u deserve it.

Just some thoughts..

2008-06-04T01:21:00.003+08:00

When i went blundering back to God,
My songs half written, my work half done,
Who knows that paths my bruised feet had trod,
What hills of peace or pain i won?

I hope God smiles and takes my hand,
And says " Poor truant, passionate fool!"
Life's book is hard to understand:
Why couldst thou not remain at school?"

Charles
Hanson
Towne

" Let me guess. You want to know why i tried to kill myself ?"

< . .. . >

2008-05-30T15:37:00.004+08:00

-_-

2008-05-29T09:53:00.002+08:00

once again..
i almost died..

i wonder how many times i can go on without dying?
and how many times i can live if i attempt to die?

-_-

UBER sianed.

i got back my life..
but i don't think it's going to be a smooth way ahead for me..
Rocky mountains, swerved ways..
what am i going to do?
time is so pressuring..
driving mi crazy..

oh gosh..

i have many things still undone..
-_-

ugh

A day out.. For daddy's b day..

2008-05-28T21:58:00.004+08:00

Today we FINALLY celebrated daddy's b day..

it was supposed to be on the 24th of may..

but -_-

some people decided to drag until the last minute..

oh well..

we went to "the line " for buffet..

it's at shang ri la hotel around the orchard area..

the spread was good..

very good indeed..

and the food was fresh and tasty..

now about something i must compliment..

the freaking huge fondue..

and the freaking huge STRAWBERRY!

it is as big as my paw..

-_-

LOL~ and their cute cute little desserts..

WHICH ARE SUPERB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okays..

Firstly, go there if u like seafood..

Unlimited crabs, Lobsters, Oysters, Prawns..

Literally unlimited..

Secondly, go there if u like dessert..

Any cakes, Any crepes, Any chocolate, Fondue, Unlimited selection of fruits and sweets..

Thirdly, go there if u have a big appetite..

and can appreciate different types of crusines..

they are much more than a normal fat elephant can eat..

Much much much much more..

Until i became super bloated..

-_-

Fourthly, it is a bit costly..

total damage: 120 x 4 = 480

-_-

Service: 9/10

Food: 9/10

Ambience: 7/10

Accessibility: 9/10

Customer Service: Excellent
When dad asked for goose liver and caviar..
Mr Manager personally brought the chef to see us..
lol..
a bit over enthu..
but is great~
XD okays.. let the pics do the talking.. =)

Whats Been Happening????

2008-05-27T23:41:00.002+08:00

thy lord has decided to bestow upon me some trials..
and i hopefully try to succeed in jumping over the hurdles..
-_-

okay..
summarising what i did..

- kept off ice mints LOL! shit
- did my projects
like super damn last min..

-_-

- had problems with my attitude
-had problems with thy family
- had problems with workload
and basically everything

tries to resolve things
attitude always bothers me
no matter what i do
where i am
it will always be the same

well..
hoping to change..
of course, for the better..
awaiting results of my progress..
hope that not me, but someone else will say..
" hey~ i see the change"
that's great, i thought..
and i smiled.
=)

for the first time..
in a long time..
someone will do this..

essential yet appealed..
carry all your thoughts..
across an open field..
when flowers gaze at you..
they're not the only ones who cry..
when they see you..
you said...

you do know me, that i know you care
oh yeah.

Be back.. Back here with me.. =)

2008-05-25T11:50:00.003+08:00

^^
HAPPY~
be happpy again~~

my new Slogan!!!

the recent turn of events caused me to harbour deep thoughts and mindsets..
it was until the extent where it almost caused extensive damage to my brain..
therefore, the appropriate cause of action had to be taken..

Phase 1: Understand the complexity of things

=)

hmm??

2008-05-22T00:02:00.002+08:00

sianed , sianed, very sian..

everything does not seem to be right..
even if it appears to be so..

and for another reason, i may be too stressed up..
well, i can't control it..

i just wanna express my dissatisfaction..
i am clearly, very unhappy with myself..
if i don't reply, it means i am away.

2008-05-17T01:40:00.001+08:00

current record
20 ice mint,
1 and a half hours.

FINALLY~~~

2008-05-14T21:05:00.003+08:00

^^
my phone is finally back!!!!
waaaa brand new!!
LOLs

now this is wad i call good customer service..
hohoho..
=)

well today attended the talk for OIPP..
had serious serious consideration for it..
wanting to go for it but then there are many obstacles to some situations there..
yes it may seem appealing but after all, the decision making does lie on whether the difficulties are being handled the right way..

and thanks to some certain enlightenment..
thoughts spiraling and swirling..
hope i can get my answer soon..

places being offered include vietnam, china, and india..
-_-
all don't look too appealing but some of them have costs covered..
tough choice though..
having serious consideration now..
anyone has any opinions on this please feel free to drop me a tag or msn me..
thanks!
=)

Don't ask me why

2008-05-09T21:04:00.002+08:00

People are glad they have parents,
They are glad to have a home to return to,
Care and Concern from them.
They are very understanding and know how to make you feel at ease at home.
Many people love their homes..
Not all, but the majority.
Why?

I don't get it.
You people who are reading this maybe think that i am being childish or niave.
Seriously i'm not..
And i don't know how to handle situations when they arise..
Because anger always gets to mi first..
I get angry before i do anything..
That makes whatever i am going to do, go down the drain..
So it can't get any worse than what could happen..

On the other hand, i am glad to be able to differentiate all this crap from other people..
Cause many a times, they are too safe in their comfort zone that they don't want to get out and experience the " SHIT" in life.
I can't blame them..
It's their life..

Now I'm just pissed at how things are..
Or how they will be..
I seriously hope to have a nice and cozy home to return to..
Not some hotel that can just accomodate me.

Know me, but don't climb over my head..
For my patience has a limit.
And it's far from being high.

MY SUAYNESS CONTINUES!!!!

2008-05-06T22:13:00.002+08:00

wthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthvwthwthwthwthwth
=(

today still so suay..
WHY?!!!!!
why must i be tortured in life???!!

so damned..
so shitty..
so sian..
-_-

more and more suay events happening..
i wonder if there is something wrong with me?
or if i did something wrong??
ARGH!!!!!

to the heavens..
pls get rid of my suayness!!!!
shit!!

listening to BOSTON..
it lifts up my mood by a little..
better than nothing..
=(

" You don't know me, and You don't even care
You don't know me, You don't wear my chains"

!@#$%^&*()_+!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-05T20:23:00.003+08:00

SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn it la..
freakin hp decided that it would officially spoil today..
and i had a super freakin hard time messaging..
DAMN !!@##$ HELL!!!!

okay -_-
i thought i had to buy a new phone..
but then i think god decided to pity me and found mi my warranty card..
oh gosh..
thank the heavens..
-_-
sent the phone off on its way to service already..
decided to borrow dads phone for awhile..
i hope my suayness will be over soon..
like for example phones dying up on me??
FREAKED!!!

ZZZ

=)

2008-05-04T19:29:00.002+08:00

today tutu came to the bear cave..
and guess wad?!!

WE FINISHED OUR TUTORIALS!!!!
for the upcoming week at least..
hahaha..
suddenly feel so accomplished..

well..
this is because i havent been studying well and get really hardworking enough..
i was slacking all along until now..
i realised the damn importance of my modules..
i hate to say it..
but i hav to study..
=)

and i hope the rest of the coming tutorials will be done as quickly as possible too..
don't really wish to waste too much time here..
cheers to our first start on a fruitful journey!!!
^^
[''\~

not really that sian afterall.. =)

2008-05-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

today was expected to be sian..
but then we had a sudden outing to the movies..
watched nim's island..
okay..
average movie..
but the animals were real cute in there..

after that fishball brought us to the famous beancurd stall..
so we ate dou jiang you tiao for supper..
lols..

then walked around and slacked..
it was super HOT!!!
the freaking weather nowadays arr..
really very very humid and no wind..

after walking we sat at starbucks to slack..
just for a moment..
did not order anything..
LOL, so i think the waiter wants to chase us out..

slowly strolled to the mrt station..
managed to catch the train..
and when on the train..
due to yeow candy's " leave people behind" action, fishball mark and i decided to ignore her..
LOL..
i think she damn sad..
BOO!!!
XP

but anyways..
we all had fun~~
=x

What to say?? -_-

2008-05-01T00:39:00.001+08:00

Sian + Not Happy + Du Lan + Bored = emo.
-_-

I AM CURSED~~~ T.T

2008-04-28T22:30:00.002+08:00

today i reconfirm that i am very very CURSED..
WITH BUSES!!!!!
FREAKING SBS BUSES!!!!!!

i waited for the damn 74 for like half an hour..
numerous 851 852 and 54 passed my way.............................
and i was with my 5 lecture notes and 1 textbook..
DO YOU KNOW HOW HEAVY IT IS?!!!!!

this is so damn sickening..
wa kaos..
that's not all..
at the dear bus stop there were 2 people..
a mother and a daughter..
and they were freaking quarrelling!!!

and do you know over what???!!!!

alright..
this is what i've heard..
the mom apparently waited for her daughter to arrive..
she waited for like 25mins??
and when her daughter arrived, she was damn angry..
because she had earlier told her to arrive early..

and you know what kinda excuse the girl gave??
she said..

"OHHH~~ u noe why i late?
becos i waited a long time for the 851 and 852 to come..
but they did not come..
so i anyhow see a 853 i go and board..
i see 85 something i board liao la..
where got time to care..
then lead mi to some place i duno de..
then i took a cab here..
tats why late lar!!
wth lo..
like tat u oso cannot understand me..
zzz.."

OH MY GAWD!!!!!!!!!
this was like the most lame excuse i have ever heard in light years..
what the hell~
oh well..

and the worst thing was, during the half an hour that they were quarreling..
I HAD FREAKING NO SEAT!!!!!
RAWR!!!!!!!

they each happily took a seat and i had none..
and they happily had their quarrel and i had to stand there with a pile of books and lecture notes waiting for the stupid freaking damn bus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!
EXTREMELY ****** **!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
na beh kuku shit..

rain was pouring down my back!!!!
SELF INDUCED RAIN!!!!!!!!!!!
and when the bus finally came, i was WET!!!!
so damn sweaty and wet..
damn..

so so so sick of buses..
wthwthwthwthwthwthWTH!!!!!
they should schedule each trip with only 5 mins apart..
so that there would be lesser such victims like me..
whom due to the bus captain's irresponsibility, LEFT IN PERIL!!!!!!!!!!
i seriously had a darn foul mood..

when i got on the damn bus, guess what??
NO SEATS!!!!!!!!!!
so MY SWOLLEN PAW HAD TO ENDURE A TRIP BACK HOME!!!!!!
which sadly lasted for 45mins..
wow..
what a wonderful day..
sucked like shit.

sigh..
that's all for the complaint..
dead beat..
X.X

journey to hell..
who wants to join??
-_-

Thoughts..

2008-04-25T03:17:00.002+08:00

just now met cheryl, jasmine and fishball for dinner at chomp..
was damn hungry..
after tat went ice cube..
best dessert ever..
omgs..

well..
no pics taken..
then we stayed till 3am before proceeding home..

but then again..
i couldnt get to slp..
so i decided to blog..

we chatted alot jus now..
really alot..
about our lives and almost everything..
gained alot of "knowledge" as well..
lols..
:)

was okay der..
talk talk liao become more emo ler..

now my mood sux seriously..
i duno why..
oh god..
pls save me..
-_-

oh god i don't want time to past so quickly..
i do not have enough time to look at the things that are happening around me..
=(

these are just emo thoughts..
i think by tml they will all be gone..
ugh..
i feel so miserable now..
zzz

argh!!!!

2008-04-20T23:12:00.004+08:00

today is irritating!!!!

lappy wire dio sot..
sometimes can, sometimes cannot..
qi si wo liao..

-_-
pardon my crudeness..
i just wanna complain!!!

!@#$%^&*()_+
QI SI WO LE!!!!!

still cannot be fixed lo..
wa laos..
managed to attach it back but then i guess tml will come out again..

sobx T.T
---------------------------------------

hao jiu mei update ler..
hao sad..
ying wei hao sian..
lolx really nothing to do..
then nothing to think of as well..
sian sian sian sian sian sian sian..

only one word can describe this few days..
SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!
duno wad to write oso..
in the end oso write crap..

and i oso think i old liao..
always getting sick darn easily..
feng shi bing liao la me..
here pain there pain..
later my bones all break~
-_-

not happy!!!!!!!!!!
RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TRUTH OR DARE?!!!

2008-04-17T00:13:00.002+08:00

LOOK AT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG~~

now this is wad i call the photo of the day~~

weeeeeeeeeee..

tats cheryl kissing brandon..

just now we played truth or dare..

we went to hav a small drink at the BALCONY

then we got toooooo bored, so we decided to play truth or dare..

then it came to the kissing part..

Jasmine kissed: mark, cheryl, her friend ST, brandon, me

( she french kissed brandon~ LOL)

Cheryl kissed: jasmine, brandon ( TWICE), mark, and forgot who else liao

Mark kissed: cheryl, jasmine.. and i forgot who.. LOL

YAY i am the safest..

bwahaha~~

mark also became the pole for cheryl to grind on~

LOL, fascinating sight..

woo hoo..

and we also had a failed prank call on YC~

she found out..

all in all everyone was bold enough to accept dares like these~

they are a bunch of very very on ppl~~

Many loves~

Photos~~

2008-04-15T16:54:00.016+08:00

A VERY VERY LONG PHOTO POST!!!!!

In running order: BSU TEAM 4A, Island Creamery, TuTu's suayness, ZOO~

A photo taken using Irene's web cam.

Some blurred faces though~

OKAY!!!
Next up introducing the members of my team~

Rangini and hui shan are not inside, i dun hav their photos..

But anyways lets begin~

This is fishball~~~

round and round and rounder..

keeps rolling around..

super disaster prone..

and damn funny!!!

LOL~

Mr Yasser~
He thinks he is the most handsome of all..
He also thinks he has the most charming smile..
How interesting~
=x

Hui Ming here~~
YES~~
our first DBI student~
Diploma in Business Informatics~
Truely a manga and anime fan here~
=)

Ta Dah~~
Let me present to you~~
Mei Hong~~
=D
she is a kind soul..
DBI student number 2..
^^

Woo Hoo~~
Look who's here~~
Our very own entrepreneur~~~
Miss Irene Lau~~
=D
she seems very focused on her work..
Lets not disturb..
shhhh~

OKAY!!!!!!!!
GUESS WHO??!!!
Of course~~
It's YEOW CANDY~~~
who else could give such a kind face and twist~
She looks like tofu man by the way~~
HAHA~~
And for everything she does, she has a reason..
Tis is wad she always says:" WHO AM I?!! I AM YEOW CANDY!!!!"
=)

A HA!!!!
Now would you look at that~~
A monkey twist~~~
LOLS~~
Presenting to you Miss Cheryl SEE~~
she is the crap machine of BSU team 4A..
cos she is full of CRAP~~~
XD
Woo HOO~~~

WOW~~
What a nice tongue stud~~
And she claims the piercing doesn't hurt at all~
LOL~~
Here is Miss Yan Zhen with a twist..
BLEAH~~~
XP

OOO~~
Now this is Mr DBI number 3..
Mr Dao Li
Can't really see his face though..
He is too damn focused on playing DOTA!!!
OMG~~
Playing dota during attachment..
evil evil evil..
=x

AHHHHHH~
Who is this?!!!!
MR Mark..
aka. Mark Geek Master..
He is a geeks and he likes being one..
who knows wad he is thinking~
BUT~~ he is a walking encyclopedia~
Anything to ask, ASK HIM~
=x

Here is a picture of 2 extremely cam whore ppl~
=x

The above: Yeow tian2 and Irene

ARGH!!!!!
Im so stressed~~
and yet Mr yasser is smiling at me?!!!
RAWR!!!

Me falling asleep~
Yawns, too boring..
=(

A picture in cheers~~~~
Shhhhhh~
We came out secretly..
oops =x

A Group photo we had..

The Cheese cake candy made..
WOW~~~
im awed..
on it writes: Team 4A

Yummy~~~~

This is Cheryl's back~
see the cute little wings..
HAHAHA~~
we laughed at it the whole day..
LOLS~~~

TCC's soup~~~~
It was damn damn damn YUMMY!!!!
you guys should try TCC's soup~~
each and every one tastes best~~
^^

MR WONG IN THE ARCADE~~~~
OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!
Wad is a lecturer doing outside in the arcade?!!
hahahaha..
it is our final day in bsu and he brought us out to play~~

this is a typical couple's fight scene..
the both of them don't wanna talk to each other..
COLD WAR!!
=x

And this is yeow candy being locked outta the door..
awwww~~
HAHA SHE CANNOT COME IN!!!
=x

okays~ this was on saturday..
we went to island creamery~~
nice spot for "weird" ice creams~
hahaa~
^^

Now look at me~~
I'm savouring every teeny weeny bit of it!!!!
=D

The above 2 photos are the mad scientist and yc enjoying their ice cream..
LOLS~

CHOCOLATE OREO MUD PIE~~~
OMG OMG OMG OMG~~
IF U DON"T TRY IT, U WILL DEFINETELY REGRET!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ta dah~~~
Lovely ice creams~
we had the reverso, teh tarik, cookies & cream, burnt caramel, Latte, and some liquor type ice cream..
XD

SURPRISE~~~~
its on the mrt..
this is the very special day that dear tutu dropped her heels between the platform and the train~~
LOL~~

waaaaa..
cos apparently some evil person decided to make her buy a new pair of shoes by kicking it into the gap..
how considerate!!!! RAWR!!!!!
-_-

the new pair of shoes~~

and poor tutu was very very very very very SAD!!!!
=(

The mirror image~

This was wad we ate at fish and co..
OMG i din't know the sword fish collar would be so huge a portion..
and that it would take so long to prepare..
i waited for about 40min for that..
OMG~~

this is the new york's fish and chips~~
typical favourite~
^^

now......
in comparision...........
-_-

A smily face made by tutu~~
HAHA~

XD
well i sorta had indigestion after that..
Warning: If u cannot take so much of it, please share it with another person!!
^^

OKAYS~~~
now we come to the zoo part~~

this is nigel on the swing~

Irene~~
waaa, still wanna pose nice nice~~
haha~

YC on the swing..
she looks really damn happy~
LOL jasmine's head is in the way..
=x

Now say " AHHHHHHHHHH"

The statue of the Ben and Jerry's MOO MOO!!!

woah a flying fox~~
belongs to the bat family..
but it likes the sun~~
haha

mad scientist on the swing~
lols

And finally ME~

Look at these statues and people carefully~
Spot the similarities~~
LOLS~~
XD

Touch the KANGAROO~~
=D

In the luminous glow in the dark room..

HA!

Cheryl and her BFF~
best friends forever~~
^^

Our group photo~
it's sorta incomplete though..
LOL~

okays.. that the end of the photo session..

See ya next time~~~
=D

Hao Jiu Bu Jian~

2008-04-15T10:07:00.002+08:00

waaaaa~~
long time no see everyone~~~
hahaha..

well last week was a very very busy week..
preparing for report submissions and sharing session..
so no time to blog as well..

=)
but im glad some thoughtful soul reminded mi to blog~
LOL

or i think i wun access this page until duno when..

okays..
last fri was the last day of bsu le..
many photos taken ooo..
but i very seriously lazy to upload..
LOL
when my mood damn gd or when i less lazy i will..
HAHA!!

hmmmm..
after tat was saturday..
went to island creamery..
waaaa..
very long time no eat dao such exiotic ice cream le..
haha..
hui wei yi xia ooo..
XD

then was sunday..
went to suntec wif the rabbit ears..
hahaha..
as u can see frm her blog, she got a very sway day~~
LOL
but then, i did try not to laugh at her..
=x

there will always be somethng good after something bad..
=)

ni bu yao tai sad ooo~~~
=D

then was monday..
which was ytd..
I WENT TO THE ZOO~~
again..
this time was wif my bsu mates..
including ppl frm the other teams as well..
is like a combined teams excursion outing..
LOL..

a word of advice to all of you..
pls dun visit the zoo during this period frm now till sept..
cos alot of things and exhibitions are under serious renovation..
so u will not be able to see alot of things..
less shows and such as well..
=(

was fun..
but sad cos not much shows to watch..

well..
back to today~~~
will upload the pics asap bah~
=)

i am a lazy ass so im gonna go back to slp soon~~~
lols..
night nights everyone~

hope you ppl have a nice 2 wks break too~~
^^

I feel very accomplished~~

2008-04-09T23:24:00.003+08:00

lols..
jus reached home not long ago..
ermmm..
11pm bahh..

alot of ppl slp liao..
ahahaha..
lazy piggys..
^^

but anyways today we all did alot of work..
report hand in le..
heaved a sigh of relief~
then after sch stayed to do the movie clip for sharing session..
waaaa..
we all damn sua gu lo..
first time use the windows movie maker..
then alot of things duno LOL~
but we are self taught hor..
in the end managed to find out the easier way to do it le..
hohoho~

then by 10pm YC and i slowly dragged ourselves out of the sch..
HAO LEI ARRR~~

our first production~~
DONE~
FINISHED~
YAY~

and it's a complete success~~
woo hooo~~~
YAY~~
^^

happy happy happy happy happy~

T.T

2008-04-08T21:48:00.002+08:00

hao duo hao duo hao duo projects yao zhuo ar~~

i seriously feel extremely damn stressed..
hiax..

tml DBS will officaially be over le..
XD
i am super happy..

but meanwhile.....
another storm is coming..
-_-

sometimes i duno wad to say hao leh..
u noe tis idea is not feasible..
but u still go and do it..
aren't u courting ur own death??
ZZZ

i just can't understand ppl..
wan to simplify things i noe..
but then, sometimes trying to be TOO funny is just damn wrong..
diaos..

okay..

talk about ytd..
went to hav dinner at marina..
lol..
guess wad happened to my paw?!!!!!
-_-
i dun say hao le..
later got ppl say i xiao qi gui~~

just tat everyone almost got a xiong paw to eat nia..
=)
i think wif a bit of honey, everything will taste nice..

bsu attachment ending le..
lols..
long long long way to go for the coming semester..

1 point to note though..
I AM SUPER HAPPY COS OF MY TIMETABLE!!!!

1. wed no need study~~ hohoho
2. earliest class at 10.10am~~
waaaa slp until damn shiok..
some ppl got 8am lesson oo..
=x
3. latest class until 6pm nia..
waaaaa~ slowly stroll home~~

DAMN DAMN SHOIK AR!!!!!
^^

yeah~~
but tis coming semester got alot of weird weird modules..
and got no modules tat i am looking forward to..
-_-

i predict oso will hen wu liao!!!!
><

suan liao lor..
kan zhe ban ba..
=x

DO NOT BE EMO~~~

2008-04-03T15:46:00.003+08:00

tis post is dedicated to YC

u know why???
becos u are .......??

OKAY!!!

today we shall touch on the topic of being emo, sad, down..

now why do people feel sad, down, emo??
firstly, tis is becos your expectations are not met..

EXPECTATIONS

_________________
YOU!!

=( right??

okay...
so wad do u do when u are down??

here are 10 BIG~ options..

1. SHOUT AND RANT ALL U WANT!!!!
2. confide in someone u trust
3. COMPLAIN!!! ( note that this is different frm 2, one is to talk and listen.. another is to talk and talk)
4. feel the see breeze, go to the beach, gaze at the stars
5. Retail therapy~~ SALE!!!!
6. Food therapy~~ YUM YUMM~~~
7. Inhale a huge mouth of breath and hold it for 10 sec.. then exhale in a breath
8. Slap and box the nearest thing to u~ WARNING* DANGER*
9. Listen to music, watch videos, play games
10. If u believe in GOD, talk to him

okays..
so presuming u have tried all the above methods already and it still doesn't work~
then pls dial [ the bear cave number]

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Little reminders:

in life there are different phases..
sometimes u just have to move on to a next level..
moving on isn't easy..
and to smile and move on is worse..
and i highly doubt u can do it..
there is only one way..
how??
time heals..
it's true..

u walk and walk and walk..
do feel tired??
u struggle and struggle to stand up..
u fight to retain your current position..
but can u??
even if you do, will it ever be the same again??
do u want to rest??
do u want a change of life??

QUOTED FRM LYT: Change, accept it.

=)

HAO SUAY ARRR!!!

2008-03-31T19:27:00.003+08:00

ytd hao suay lo..
got serious case of migraine..
cannot even walk properly..
i think i shouted at the doctor or wad..
cos it was too painful..
and i freaking had endless tears when i walked home..
ARGHH!!!
!@#$%^&*()_+

hiaxx..

then today!!!!
i got food poisoning..
zzzzzz + diaoooooo

i suspect the hamm!!!!!
tat day went chomp chomp ate the stupid plate of hamm...
yao wo de ming lo..

i tot my stomach is able to handle it..
but who noes..
T.T

I AM DEFEATED BY A MERE HAMM!!!!!
i feel so depressed and ashamed..
sobx..

paking in a trail of tears..
T.T> x.x> R.I.P

RELIEF!!!

2008-03-26T20:37:00.002+08:00

today was BSU GAMES DAY~~
lols..
we had to play amazing race..
was quite fun la this event..
but due to the amount of human errors made, there was a bit of unfairness to the system..

LOL~
but nvm about it..
ytd choinged project..
slept at 445am..
-_-
woke at 6am..

TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY SHAGGED!!!!
wa lao i feel as if im dying liao..
then still got alot and alot haven do finish..

we were super worried la..
but then lucky today we got a good news..
presentation date has been changed to 7 April~~
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dear mr wong saw us struggling with the report..
T.T

if we present tml, it will be a big fat FLOP!!!

so he decided to give us allowance to finish up the job..
hiax hiax..
i hope everything will go on smoothly ler..
i am so tired lo now..

2 hrs of and games day..
yao wo de ming ar..
faint..

[''\(x. x)/'']

-_-

2008-03-24T23:36:00.002+08:00

i am officially VERY STRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
time is really not enough..
i wanna hav 100 hrs a day..
-_-

no time to slp, eat, hav entertainment and etc..
life really hao lei..

i want break~~
faster come lo..
i am about to beng kui already..
sobx..
T.T

Embracing change.. Good or Bad?

2008-03-22T17:33:00.003+08:00

it's raining..
again..
-_-

sometimes i just think how good things will be if they just stay on the way they are..
no changes, no nothing..

hey..
but now, everything's changed..
all the priorities changed..
just like that..
in an instant..
i am like.. wow..
and at the same time a bit zzz..

im also amazed as to how the people around mi can change so drastically..
i barely even recognize them..
why??

i don't know..
if u find mi drifting away, then it means that i am rather disappointed already..
no questions asked..
i think u'll know wad i mean..

im just posting a random thought on my blog..
i dunno if anyone will actually agree, but this is just how i think..
hmmmm..

it's difficult..
i am now wondering if i should continue to let this go on or just walk away..
i hope i can make my choice soon enough..
i need to choose wisely..
i need help and advice..

but then again..
what seems to be the right choice may not be the correct one afterall..
im very interested to see wad happens next..

is Ignorance a Bliss.. Or a Sin..?
my eyes are wide open to the things around me..
i see you.

=)

2008-03-18T21:59:00.002+08:00

da jia hao..
hao jiu bu jian..
wo shi xiao xiong..

recently XX hen lei ooo..
so never blog..

now i got a chance le..
bwahahaha~~

ni men hao ma??
ur having attachments bah~~
hohoho~

i am sleeping at home daily..
waaaa..
i play and play frm 1pm to 1am..
then slp until the nex day play again..
LOLS~~

but XX hao ke lian oo..
she cannot afford to play..
hao duo dong xi zhuo..
hao duo dong xi mang..
hao ke lian ar~
T.T

tats why so long no blog ar..
she slp oso no time..
lols..

da jia~~
wo de paw paw yao shui jiao le oo~
nite nites~~
^^

[''\ ( ^ ~ ^ ) /'']

-_-

2008-03-14T18:12:00.002+08:00

i seriously need time management..
hell yeah i do..

wa laos..
suddenly i cannot manage my tasks well..
major crisis..

nex week have to submitt in a major major project..
NO TIME!!!
diaos..

i dunno wad to do le..
got the slack slack feel..
but i noe i gotta do something about it..

and shit..
that feeling is back again..
makes mi sick..
so sick that i can go bang wall..

standing under the cold rain..
whispering to myself..
" When will this be over?"

...

2008-03-11T22:21:00.002+08:00

i am so emo now..

today was an emo day..
it rained whole day..
so firstly there was more so called negative ions in the air..
it made my mood go down..

sch wasnt tat great either..
and it was certainly a huge let down..
but wad can i say..
i can do nothing about it..

many people tried to cheer me up and make me happy..
for this i thank all of u..
Love ya ppl..
=)

but aside from that..
i can only say i am disappointed..
very terribly disappointed..
i begin to think..
why bother if i am not being appreciated..
should i continue my optimum standard or just heck care..
i am beginning to seriously doubt myself..
it just sounds very not justified to me..
no matter how i look at it, i cannot find a way to console myself..

i am sad..
but i noe i have to be strong for those around me..
i will try to be..
but how tough can i go before i fall?
=(

i wanna lie on a bed and just sleep forever if i can..
no worries, no pain, no nothing..
isn't that good??

Change of Life..

2008-03-09T22:50:00.002+08:00

today i made new discoveries..
like somethings that were meant to be hidden but unwillingly exposed..
and somethings that were not to be said, but still said..
ouh..
shocked and in awe too..

met drunk fishball and mad scientist out for dinner..
then in the end watched Juno..

ooo..
not bad la the movie..
very meaning ful and funny..
jus tat it is very long..
lols..

imagine keeping awake for like 2 hrs plus when i am super tired..

had a major quarrel/ fight today..
i wasn't happy..
i don't feel justified and fair..
i wanted to be treated as if i had at least some rights..
and not like some doggy, where u say sit then i sit..

i don't like people bossing me around..
u can roll me..
but u cannot roll over me..
Limit and period.
Do that and ur life is over..

------------------

do you people think that ur parents always threaten u with money?
like if u dun do something, then ur allowance will go down??
woah..
my mom did..
and was super pissed..
i was like knnbccb..
as if i would die without that few pieces of cash..
and even if i did die, i don't think they bother too..
family members oso wanna be so money minded..
might as well count how much i owe..
when i die i repay u ok?
this is utter CRAP!!!!
rubbish and idiotic conversations should be kept to the minimum..
zzz..

i am stressed now??
i think i am..
i am facing confusing emotions..
and i dunno wad to do..
the problems start to pile up again..
and i can't even have a moment of peace..
i am so wth..
i seriously wanna break out of this cycle of frustration..
but can i??
isit that easy??
nope..
that's a straight answer..

-------------------------

Conclusion:

Firstly, i hate home..
Secondly, i hate wad is going on around me..
Thirdly, i would gladly give my life up if this crap continues..
Fourthly, i wanna have peace and rest well..
Fifthly, i wanna know why i think this way..

seems like only i understand myself best afterall..

To Me: " Tough luck idiot.. Push too far and you'll fall.. "

hmmmmm..

2008-03-07T21:11:00.003+08:00

today was average..
the main talk of the day was..

irene's life story..
LOL~
her life story was touching..
very very touching..
until mr wong wanna cry..
but he likes ego..
so he dun dare to admitt tat he is gonna cry..
LOLS~~

darn funny la..
but her story is really sad..
i feel so many emotions when i hear it..
it's like she can say so much and feel open about it..
i am seriously awed..

and she almost cry oso when telling us during the session..
=(

she is a very tough and strong person..
in will, i think no one can beat her..
lols..

yi zhi li damn high..
as if using brain power she can bring u down ooo..
hao li hai..

but overall was nice hearing other ppl's experience..
i gained alot frm the talk oo..
=D

xiong xiong wants to mature in thinking oso~
^^

PAW PAW!!!!!

dui bu qi..

2008-03-06T22:09:00.001+08:00

went to chiong audi recently..
but then dunno why after 1 hr or so i will get super tired..
as if i will fall asleep in front of the laptop..
=(

dui bu qi arrr~
wo bu shi gu yi de..
hao xiang wan arrr..

chop my paw paw off giv u~~
[''\~

T.T

LSB is back -_-

2008-03-05T13:06:00.002+08:00

guess why i am at home now???
cos im on mc..
-_-

why leh??
let mi elaborate more..
ytd i duno wad i ate..

becos i really cannot recall..
COS I REALLY ATE ALOT!!!!!!!!!

Dang...
then today i got stomach ache le..
T.T

went to the stupid toilet uncountable number of times liao..
i feel so severely dehydrated..
zzz de lo..
wa laos..

i never ever dare to eat those lapsap kopitiam food again..

maybe is the " xiao qiang" at kou fu..
ytd we were having lunch at kou fu ar..
then candy pointed out!!!
see seee~~
the ban mian the noodles there got 1 xiao qiang..
woah i saw lo..
not 1 but 3..
3 little baby xiao qiangs..
-_-

and u know why i frowned??
cos i ate ban mian in the morning..
wa laos..
must be tat stall make my stomach so upset lo..

and those ppl queuing up for food de..
so obvious tat there is some creepy crawly in the display bowl..
their eyes really paste dao stamp liao..
cannot see at all..

super duper sian sian sian now..
u all can call mi LSB again..
cos i am back..
-_-

.
.
.

SOBX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T.T

Sakamoto Ryuichi - Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence (Live)

2008-03-04T23:13:00.001+08:00

XD

2008-03-04T22:33:00.006+08:00

Today watched this movie~~
weeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
this show is very nice i can say..
i liked it alot..
especially the music..
i love it!!
^^

today i am very very happy..
VERY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^^

i no need to elaborate more le..
i think my neighbour will complain like hell..
cos i am jumping around..
HOHOHOHO~
XDDDD

Attn: Thank You!! ^^ ('')

Yawns..

2008-03-02T22:45:00.003+08:00

today is a boring day..
so i spent my time slacking, playing games, sleeping and EATING!!!

my paw was itchy so i opened the new year hamper..
then inside so many things..
LOL~
one by one they disappeared..
=x

now got no nice nice consoles..
the games sux as well..
sian sian sian..
i wanna get addicted to something again..
all over again..

"and so i told u..
get over it will you??"
- R taught

I most certainly hope i dun die tml..
-_-

...

2008-02-29T21:19:00.004+08:00

i am back home already..
guess wad??
today i had another serious case of migraine..
i wonder why it just won't go away..
-_-

it's been like following mi for almost 10 years already..
10 freakin years..
and it still hurts..
zzzz...
hen sian leh wo..
=(

ok dun talk so much about sad things..
there are many many movies that i wanna watch~~
i have decided to treat myself better le..
it's splurging time..
RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pls raise ur paw if u wanna watch oso~
[''\~
ty~

EMO BLUES..

2008-02-29T14:26:00.003+08:00

i am so sians now.....
really got too many rubbish calls to make..
now why do i say so?

it's becos the survey is too long and no one wants to do it..
-_-
i feel so like a robot lo..
super zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

i hav been calling for like more than 1 plus hours already and still no successful one..
UBER SIAN!!!!

this is utter rubbish..

and this morning still got ppl scold mi!!!!!
make my mood damn bad..
zzz..
i wan so darn sian la for the morning..

plus today no data base and not enough ppl..
hiax..
how to hit quota..
-_-

TODAY ALSO ANOTHER FAILURE!!!!!!!!!!!!
!@#$%^&*()_+
-_-

no hope le..
we shall wait till monday then..
we super duper bo bian le..

i want to sian until drop le..
HAO WU LIAO!!!!!!!!!!!
X.X

RAWR!!!

FAILURE!!!!! =(

2008-02-28T23:07:00.002+08:00

today went to watch tis show wif 4A ppl..

lols..

tis show is super duper lame and lame and lame ok..

-_-

can totally diaos all the way de..

pls do not watch if even if u are really bored..

thank you..

funny day la..

stacy dun be sad kk~~

buy u one box of ice mint some day..

not i encourage u ar..

jus a prize..

finish tat and no more..

LOL~~

okays..

i hope everything goes on smoothly tml..

i dun want any thing to go wrong le!!!!

today was a disaster..

omgs de lo..

LOL~

pray prays..

Almost langa!!!!!

2008-02-27T21:12:00.002+08:00

OMGS!!!!!!!!!!!
today's driving was horrible..
most horrible out of all the times i had..

wa laos..
i dint noe leh..
then i tot the acclerator was the brake..
then i gan gan step hard hard..
the car went VROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!
I ALMOST DIE LA CAN?!!!!!

shit lo..
lucky infront got nothing..
then my instructor chua dio..
he tot i wan kill him..
LOL!!!
shit shit shit shit shit shit..

i am going to pray hard tonight..
hope that such a thing dun happen in future..
or i shall go see god liaos..
-_-

sch today was nice..
we had fun la..
made fun of ppl..
crack lame and stupid jokes..
LOL~
haha..
finally team 4A like got a bit of bonding liaos..
=)

YAY~~~
hope tml will be fun..

ATTN: if u dun come i dun friend u.. HRUMPH!!!~
XP

pics

2008-02-26T23:19:00.002+08:00

THE PICS!!!!~~
seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
it is soooooooooo delicious~~~~~~~~~
omgs........

this is the famous scissors cut rice..

shiok leh the curry and the sauce..

ok this is some place..
guess it??
alot of black ppl de..
an wu tian ri place..
u all should noe le..
LOL~~
=X

wad we ate for the night..
YUM YUM YUM YUM!!!!!!~~~

and here is stacy..
hahaha...
and mark with half a face gone..
LOLOL~

My feet hurts like hell..

2008-02-26T23:13:00.002+08:00

...
i jus reached home..
and after soooooo long of walking on heels..
i think my feet is going to give way le..
frm morning 7am to 11pm at night..
OMGS~
16 freakin hours on heels..
wa laos..
for the rest of the week i dun want wear liao..
i want faint..
hahaha..

well anyways today cheryl, mark, stacy and i went out..
we are on a secret mission lo..
lols..
i cannot say..
hohohoho~~

^^

but anyways today i super evil and super racist..
my bao ying come liao..
lol..
my feet is like red and swollen..
-_-

went to black places and white places..
also went to eat the jian dao jian rice..
scissors cut rice..
is darn nice lo..
curry rice and the dishes..
freakin alot of ppl queuing for it la..
lols..
but nevertheless i was happy..
haha..

i very tired le..
post the pics liao i wan go slp ooo..
faint..
X.X

i hope this stays.. i am seriously sick of falling..

2008-02-25T23:20:00.002+08:00

today is starting to go on the up rising again oo..
i hope it stays this way..
everything should be better le..
in due time ba..
and i really hope so..

thanks for all the encouragement ur have given mi..
really love ur lots..
thanks~
=)

whenever i look at the night sky, i am reminded that there are always the stars who will look after me when all is lost..

mmm..

2008-02-24T21:49:00.002+08:00

i dunno how should i feel now..
happy??
or sad??

i got 1 major and 1 minor..
and only 1 person understands..
haha..
thanks for that..
LOVE U!!!!!!!!

i really wish all those emotional ordeals to be gone!!!
no more pls..
i am so sianed liao..

and when things are finally starting to get better, i drop down again lo..
-_-
wth

hiax hiax..
i am trying my best to be very optimistic..

how to say leh??
i want to talk and rant and complain!!!
but i cannot..
becos i noe ppl will bth mi and jus scold mi..
then i kena scold oso dun feel gd..
tats why i dun wanna offend anyone le..
=x

better to talk to the bears at home..
-_-
they wun reply mi oso..
maybe in my dreams..

=x
so dear bears in my hse..
pls understand me~~
T.T

Dang..

2008-02-23T10:31:00.002+08:00

now tell mi..
......
how isit to be like some one who is just a by stander..
and suddenly pulled into the circle??

i dint want it..
no one will want such a thing..
and please dun anyhow assume things..
becos from facts u can clearly see wads going on..
if u dun trust ur own baby then fine..
but dun pull mi inside oso..
im like damn wth la..
hello i am innocent..
dun take mi as an excuse to get angry oso..
for wad??

NO FREAKIN REASON!!!
if u can come up with a better explanation to tis, then great..
if not can u pls dun come up with such idiotic explanations to explain wad u have done?

i want my friend lo..
dun becos of some stupid assumptions then come and say we are not supposed to be friends..
noe ur facts first..
then use ur brain..
dun act like a fucking crazy person..

Can say good.. But overall is bad right??

2008-02-23T01:08:00.003+08:00

today went lifen's hse to play gamble..
ooo..
cos of some stupid dead fish..
i no luck..
then when i shift place..
then luck come back liao..

u noe??
sometimes i feel as if i am not being ... at all..
why leh??
i duno lah..
maybe u noe..
u say leh??
can say i ownself siao oso..
but then i am a bit ... already..
how leh??
i duno leh..
u tell mi lo..

lol..
i feel weird..
why ah??
i'm not the one to give any answers..

=D

2008-02-20T21:42:00.002+08:00

today's training workshops are interesting..
but got alot of report to do..
sianz..
haha..
need to do a report on " report writing"
...
LAME right??!!!!
i diaos lo..

but anyways..
today i bonded wif alot of ppl..
haha..
quite a happy day ba..
nothing bad happen..

but i very zek ark only..
the immersion programme got those passport photos..
like cambodia ppl, CHIna ppl, indon, malaysian..
LOL..
their faces damn funny la..
some got baby photo on the cover lo..
dunno how many thousand years liao..
no update de..
MUAHAHA~

anyways..
nothing much..
haha..
i want to play..
Would You Play With Me??
^^

lol

2008-02-18T19:41:00.002+08:00

today got alot of trainings ar..
alot and alot and alot..
hahaha..

but the trainings like shit lo..
the teacher talk everyone sleeping..
she see us sleeping oso dunno how to giv us break or make the lesson more entertaining..
lols..
funny..

then wen rou came to find mi during lunch time..
LOL~~
fix lappy..
i bear paw arr, too round liao..
cannot fix well..
in the end i no manage to fix it ooo..
cos the mouse cursor spoil le..

haha..
nvm about tis..
today was ok la..
stayed till 550..
the teacher wait for us then can close door..
LOL~
we so dua pai right??
haha
actually not de lo..
is cos we got work to do..
hardworking leh..
hahaha..

ok la..
tired fingers..
today i type so much lo..
faint..
lols..
[''\~

Photos taken during the previous week~

2008-02-17T22:19:00.005+08:00

ok~

first photo of the day..

wad my mama cooked for us on tues ( i think ) ~

the following photos were taken during the 3 days when we were at csc~
tis is audrey's feet, kicking iggy~
LOL~

blood shot eyes~~~
mi> stacy
^^
audrey the huang tai hou being attended to by her 2 tai jians~
hahaha~

LINA~~~~~
shred paper so fun arh~~~
hahaha~

elsie gen wo~
smirky sumama~

ah nia sumama~
i and iggy~
audrey and sumama
stacy and i~

CAMERA~!!

retarded sumama~
mi & bee bee~~
bee's 3 shot emotions~~
WOAH~~
li hai leh~
hor hor~~
read mag~
yao si arh!!!
^^
gossip gossip~~
hahahaha..

tats the end of it le..

i still miss my uob days leh..

ouhhhh~

sobx..

get back to reality bear!!!

U ARE IN BSU!!!!

zzzzzz..

Funny one piece videos.. LOL~

2008-02-17T13:16:00.003+08:00

FREE YOUR PHONE - ZEDGE.NET

FREE YOUR PHONE - ZEDGE.NET

tis post is split..

2008-02-17T01:17:00.004+08:00

jus had a chat..
ok u made sense..
i know ur points and wad u mean..
maybe i was a bit harsh on my words on the entry..
no offence..
and sorry too..

cuz serious..
i was damn angry..
but now it's over, i feel that it's ok already..
everyone does think differently..
and now i get ur point..
i start to understand how u think already..
=l

ok..
today i was sian..
partly becos of msn??
nvm it already..
whenever i am here, the irritating part comes..
anyways it's over..
i dun bother already..

--------------------------------

where were u?
i was supposed to see u..
or u were supposed to look for mi..
where??
i cant find u anywhere..
and frm jus now till now i have been trying to contact u..
yet i could not..
u make mi wonder if something serious has happened..
becos it's just not like u to disappear suddenly..
i hope ur alright..
dun make mi worry..
-_-

-------------------------------------------

jus now i was devastated when i reached home and i said some things in which could bring about very serious consequences..
i am starting to doubt..
i noe it's wrong..
but then i am already very down..
yet i recieve nothing..
i went to find help..
i hope it was understood..
wad i need is not the destination..
i need the journey to it..
and i am prepared to walk it..
so pls walk this road..

cuz if i hav a support..

i most likey wont hurt that much when i fall..

thanks, alot

2008-02-16T20:27:00.001+08:00

today went winston ho's hse..
got buffet lunch..
then after tat go home..
nothing much..

why u no reply me??
T.T